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It's been quite a while since I was last active. I'm looking to rekindle the submissive part of me in a casual way. I'm not looking for a Master or a long term relationship, just great conversation and the possibility of a great play partner if the opportunity presents itself. Please send me a message if You would like to know more!
6/4/2010 5:05:53 PM
Hi CollarMe enthusiasts! It's been a bit over a year since i was last active on this site. i prefer another site that starts with an F and ends with a life, but in the past few days, i have been amused at how the old Lo attracts such interesting messages from active members of this site. i am writing this to explain that i am a bit different today then i was a year ago. i am a masochist, and i am preparing to take my pain tolerance to higher levels. i am continually learning the art of submission, and most importantly i am learning how to be myself. i identify as an omega submissive, and i am quite curious about slavery, even though i don't believe i am quite the fit for a true slave. i have learned many of these things with the help of the great people i have come across on my journey. i currently have an absolutely amazing Trainer, whom i am quite blessed to have a connection to. He allows me to speak to other Dominants, however i am not allowed, nor am i willing, to play with any othe man or Dominant. With His permission and under His guidance i do regularly play with a female Top, who is very special to me. She has been exceedingly kind and patient while answering my millions of questions, so I am very blessed to have Her in my life as well. i do hope this will help with some of the crazy mail i've been getting. Thanks for reading!
4/21/2009 11:09:59 PM

Fear. 
i am quite afraid of You. 
scared of rejection
and the unknown.
i am scared You expect too much
or that i will. 
i am scared of stolen sex,
and lying scammers. 

So forgive me if i don't write back right away, or ever. i am looking for something real, someone who can teach me instead of the opposite, and someone who i can realistically be with. Honestly, i want to be hit. Badly, and soon. if You live in Nova Scotia (im not exaggerating either) then no, i am not interested. i don't doubt Your abilities as a Dom i doubt my ability to take You seriously. thank You for all the flattering comments i have recieved though!

3/21/2009 7:18:55 PM
On another note.....exactly how twisted am i?? Give me James over Edward any day ;)
3/17/2009 10:07:24 AM
When did the word "new" become such a bad thing? To clarify to all who read that nasty word on my profile: i am 6 months into the lifestyle. While that in no way means i am an experienced or seasoned submissive, i do believe i am not a total novice. As i stated, i know what i am getting in to. No, this is not sex for me. This is the lifestyle that i have always needed but just recently discovered. Why is that so wrong? i clearly state on my profile that i am here to learn. i don't come off as an expert because i know very well that i am not one. 

i am very glad that some are reading my journal entries. i like the responses and i like the ideas presented. Again, i find myself chastised for using the word "new" to characterize my wonderful Master. Am i the only one to ever be in a "new" relationship? i assume everyone else who is in a D/s relationship just started in the middle, right? i am delighted to be in a relationship where i am given the opportunity to learn from the best. i don't need to be lectured on going too fast or levels of trust. thanks for the concern....but i am not unintelligent.
3/16/2009 12:57:20 PM

Today has been overwhelming with the responses from many Dominants. Reading the vast array of those who have messaged me, i find it curious how many different styles there are. One asked me whether i was looking for a sadistic Dominant versus a strict One. Is there truely a distinction? One can be sadistic and never touch His/Her subject. 

 If there is indeed a difference i believe i would choose the sadistic Master. i don't wish to be only treated cruelly when i do something wrong. i want to be abused at the whim of my Master, not in the course of my own mistakes. Maybe i am reading too much into this but it was definitely thought provoking.  

newslutash
 
 Age: 24
 Bangkok, Thailand