another day is finally done... ya know there is nothing in the world better after a long  week of backbreaking work than to come home to the smiling faces of not only the best wife a man could ask for but also four of the cuteset kids i have ever seen (and yes i know im biased) the feeling of total security is phenomenal... i tell ya if you are lucky enough to find a sub/slave with not only loyalty but loves you feircely on top of it all.... I am a truley blessed man that i am 100% certain of

i wonder at times what it is that drives me to be the man that i strive to be not only in lifestyle settings but also in the mundane daily stuff... see i do what i can to give my family the best i can but at times the frustrations are almost too much to bear but its times like that, that will show us what we are made of... as the saying goes when times get ruff the tough either get thru it or die tryin.. Survival hmmm thats an interesting subject see when i think about it i know beyond any doubt that know matter what happens ME AN MINE ARE GOIN TO SURVUVE!!!!!!!!