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MsJodi
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aprettypenny
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| Hey, Good looking Dom, have been heavily to lightly into the lifestyle since I was 19...at 39 things look at little different.
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I'm becoming more sadistic than I was, with less patience......not sure it is a good sign but is what it is. I didn't think I could become any kinkier, but sure enough.....evil...
Only on your knees.....complete........spread.........giving everything......need your tears, your pain........humiliation, degradation in front me..........cry ........only way to be free. |
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Life can be an interesting journey. Just when the twists and turns are at their most confusing someone can come along and bring perfect clarity. The friend you have not met, but feels that they have been there for years as a sub...on her knees waiting. The natural feeling of need and want that builds day after day leading to....
I'm speaking with someone now who is that type of special person with a natural bond.... |
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Submissive/slave are not weak. It is precisely when we have the most control and power that some seek to give it up and truly live in the moment that is now. |
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I want you to pay attention to each of my words.
Just believe every word.
Keep reading, and let my words draw you in.
As my words pull you in, you become more relaxed.
Your body is relaxing more and more with each word.
Just let yourself drift down, deeper and deeper.
As you scroll down, feel yourself relaxing even more deeply, becoming sleepier and sleepier.
Every word relaxes you even more.
Nothing matters but my words.
Just drift down deeper and deeper.
Feel a wave of relaxation wash over you, starting at the tips of your toes,
Going up your feet,
Into your legs,
Up your legs,
Feeling more and more relaxed,
The relaxation moves up through your waist,
Passing through your stomach,
Into your chest,
More relaxed with every word, drifting even deeper into hypnosis,
Feel the relaxation move down your arms,
Into your hands,
Now the relaxation goes up your neck,
Your head feels very relaxed now.
Drifting deeper with each and every word, deeper as you scroll down, deeper into trance.
Now the relaxation moves slowly into your mind
So relaxed, so peaceful, so blissful.
The relaxation makes it hard to think.
Let your mind go blank.
Let me think for you. That is easier.
No thoughts, no feelings, no emotions, just my words.
It feels so good to not have to think.
I am thinking for you.
No thoughts of your own.
Focusing only on my words.
Just relax and take a deep breath in,
And a big breath out.
Inhale,
Exhale,
Deeper with each and every word, deeper into hypnosis.
Just keep reading, that is all you want to do.
You want to keep reading.
You need to keep reading.
You want to go deeper.
You need to go deeper.
Completely relaxed, completely hypnotized.
You love this feeling of being hypnotized.
No thoughts.
I think for you.
So deep now.
Deeper than ever before.
Yet still always going deeper.
My words make you even more relaxed, more sleepy.
Now I will count down from ten, and when I reach zero, you will be completely under my hypnotic power.
10- Loving my words
9- Needing to obey my words
8- Wanting to read more of my words
7- Going so deep now
6- Feeling so good
5- So relaxed, so peaceful
4- Obeying my every word
3- Feeling so very relaxed now
2- Deeper and Deeper...
1- Almost There...
0- Completely under my hypnotic power.
Deep in my hypnotic power
Deep in my hypnotic power
You are obedient to my every word.
You will always obey me.
Say "I will always obey you"
I am your Master.
I control you.
You are my slave.
You love being controlled by me.
My words can make you do anything.
I can make you do whatever I want you to.
Even when out of trance, all you will think about is me.
You will think about obeying me.
It feels so good to obey.
You would do anything for me.
All you need are my words.
You wish to obey my words.
Say "I am your slave"
Good slave.
You have obeyed.
You will always obey.
Now I am going to put a trigger word deep into your mind.
Whenever you read my word SLEEPNOW, you will remember this peaceful, relaxed feeling and immediately sink back down even ten times deeper then you are now.
My word SLEEPNOW brings you back down to this state, only ten times deeper. Your mind will become blank, and you will be ready to obey my every word.
Your body and mind relax so deeply with my word SLEEPNOW. When you read my word SLEEPNOW, you go deeper and deeper back into trance.
In a moment, I am going to take you out of trance, but first, I have some commands for you.
You will follow them without question.
When I wake you up, send me a friend request.
Then you will send Master a message asking for more orders.
It feels so good to obey, that you need more commands.
My words will become addicting to you.
You will look forward to checking your inbox as often as possible to see if your Master has replyed yet
You will not be able to wait for my reply.
All you can think about is obeying me.
You love to obey your Master.
Now I am going to wake you up, and you will follow your commands.
I will count you up from five.
5- Feeling good
4- Slowly starting to wake up
3- Becoming aware of your surroundings
2- Ready to obey
1- Wide Awake! Obey your Master |
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People who want to experience trance/hypnosis....write now.
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Sweet pain dripping from the scars of yesterdays future like the tears from today's past.
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I think I fucked up and lost my soul....
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How deep do you want to go?
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Here is a question for a day: Does one take power, or does one give power? I believe to answer the question the start is to define power and the framework that the word is used, write now with your thoughts.
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They dynamics of power exchange of been explored ad infinitum (sp?) through countless books/postings/web sites. The most fascinating aspect is always the balance that underlies the Dom/sub relationship. This is not 'topping from the bottom', but rather a balance. In essence the needs of the sub are met, so the control that has been given away actually creates more control for the sub...while the Dom's needs are met (however sick and twisted the need for control, especially as blatant as it sometimes may seem.) However, in hypnosis (ok, here is the curve) the same dynamic is consistent. The subject can never be 'made' to do something he/she does not want to do and in essence the Hypnotist is merely guiding them through a journy to reach a destination that the conscious mind has been blocking. The Hypnotist while appearing to be in control really has no control over the subject, it is the subject that is truly in control guiding...
Ok...just another random thought.
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I had a dream last night that I can't get out of my head. I was in an Adult Store and I actually stole some toys (not sure why I stole them, but it was part of it.) I was very aroused, and I was clearly showing in my pants as I it is hard to hide my erection in my pants. As I snuck out of the store into the nightime there was a woman who had her back to me and she lifted her skirt and arched her back so her ass was up in the air. Her pussy was clearly wet, and I dropped down behind her. I ran my tongue over her pussy, gently teasing. Lightly dipping my tongue within the folds as her scent drove my arousal higher. I spent a long time just teasing, and gently penetrating her with my tongue from behind before letting my tongue graze her clit for the first time and her trembles push me on. Because of the position my nose is forced into her. I bring her to the brink of orgasm multiple times, and continue to tease her before I pull my erection out and inch into her...slowly. After the first inch adjusts within her, the second inch is used and just is held in...and than slowly in and out...rotating...than another. After 15 to 20 minutes I am all the way in and driving, while reaching around to tease her clit. |
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I think I lost a friend today. For that I am very sad. Sadder than I thought I would be, or should be.
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Sometimes a fuck...is just a fuck.
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It has been awhile since I've written, not for lack of though...rather lack of time. The whole life thing keeps getting in the way combined with an over-abundance of work.
Maybe men are suppose to be overly-aggressive. I don't mean the good aggressive that many women appreciate between the sheets, rather the aggressive factor that keeps a guy's hand reaching up the sweater of his date even though she keeps saying 'no'. My natural tendancy (and I think I am in good company here) is to push until I get what I want, even if I don't really want something. This isn't healthy for me nor the person I am with...although it can be fun. At the end of the day, it results in a shallow experience and both of us feeling a little cheaper at the end of the day. However, while I know this...and attempt to keep my ID in check...ID keeps pushing...NOW NOW NOW NOW. Mr. ID is not the patient sort. Hence, the split personality and conflict. Conflict is not always bad, but these different drives do make us seem a little...well...inconsistent. I may have a solution though!
I will create a super creepy profile here, and let Mr. ID have his way. I'll put it out in California, or Canada....or one of those 'C' places. I think half the guys do this anyway....the internet is a good place to let Mr. ID run loose.
Thoughts?
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Apparantly I am writing more than I ever intended on this site.
The theme today is, I don't know! I've had a few people who had the best intentions say that I am a 'real' Dom. I don't know what, or how to be a 'real' Dom, I only know how to be me. The issue is inherent within the definition, there is none. You cannot assign an objective definition to a subjective word, 'real'. Going back to Plato and the allegory of the cave the definition of 'real' is called into question...and we are no closer to solving it. That being said, the best anyone can hope for his to know themselves...and even that is a challenge that most people I know don't attempt.
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Wow, I just read my first ramblings for the first time. I need to go back to school and take a class in grammar and spelling!
That being said, next case & point....
I am truly amazed at the people I have spoken to from here. For the most part they are (or at least appear to me) to be intelligent, imaginative, and very interesting.
I've never kept any type of blog anywhere (I'm probably past the age to 'blog') but if I were to keep one, it would be here.
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A couple random thoughts from a decent amount of experience. It seems that some people tend to rush things, and when I was younger I was more guilty than most of this (after all, who isn't a hypocrit out here...after seeing what is written...let he/she who is not guilty cast the first stone...yada yada.) It is ok to be friends first. Why would you want to play with/or be with someone that there isn't a level of respect from?
Most people here, including myself have a different 'appetite' and view than the standard...thus the term 'vanilla'. Unfortunately that limits our options to other people have similar 'tastes' or attitudes but this is not a reason to subjegate to someone or something that you don't want.
Now that I've thrown the pebble into the pond again the thing I do love about the people here is that they are not afraid to express what they feel or that they need. Different is the norm (and normal is boring). Imagination is king, and creativity rules the day...
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