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	About suigener1s I am only looking for older, experienced men. I will not automatically submit simply because you can give a direct command. I don't owe any of you anything. Please don't send a message as though I'm already yours. I'm not. What I want is, of course, multifaceted. Please don't waste both of our time if you lack the abilities that I am seeking. I am not an online dater, I don't care for one night stands and I would appreciate that my search be respected. This is extremely important to me as it is a part of my life I have been neglecting for a long time. I have an "eyes on the prize" attitude toward this endeavor. I've found that trying to make myself and another mesh when it wasn't meant to be in the first place is not only an enormous waste of time but, also runs the risk of causing emotional damage. I am intelligent enough to get by, diplomatic, a creative thinker and a half, a hard worker and (most importantly) I have goals. Goals that drive me to keep moving forward, even though I'm not sure what to do. I don't want a Master to scoop me up and save me from the responsibility of maturing (though I will admit it us a seductive thought). I need more than sexual slavery. I need a Master in growth. I need structure, I need discipline, I need follow through, I need to be accountable, I need to be molded. I am very much so a diamond in the rough I need a Master with knowledge, patience and the ability to take complete control. Someone who isn't too distracted or busy to hold me accountable and dole out the appropriate punishment. Someone who then makes the effort to help me see what I did wrong and how I can avoid the mistake in the future. Someone to guide me into the scary, foreign process of "adulting." Someone to help relieve me from the burden of choice. I don't want casual play time, I don't want handouts. I want someone with the capacity to help me navigate the quagmire of this transition, this painful fucking (pardon, pardon, sorry) transition. I know, I'm fairly young, and maybe, probably shouldn't still be acting so melodramatic about simply putting on my big girl pants but, I guess I've just never adjusted the same way as most. Which leads me right back to what I need. A clear set of rules, guidelines, protocols, whatever to define actual expectations that have been thoroughly discussed and put on paper (yeah I know it's nerdy). It's not about liability, or what have you, i don't even need names or signatures on the thing. Just clear expectations and courses of action for any deviance from said rules. Master, of course has the power to punish at His discretion. It's hard for me to explain what I want when I have so little experience. I have an almost unbelievable amount of curiosities (things that make me tingle) but, they live in my head and therefore can't actually give me any insight into how I would actually react to the situation. I can't know until I've experienced. I know that I crave being told what to do. Protected from my poor choices. So with that I would need someone willing to help me discover and explore and truly learn my tastes, while also satisfying theirs. I want someone who gets off on more than just the ejaculation. I want someone who gains true pleasure, ecstasy even in being the cause of my pain, my tears, the marks left beh0ind. I am entirely over feeling more perverted than my partners. Tired of practically begging them to hit me harder, choke me longer (etc.) or do anything with even the smallest semblance of touching the things I truly want. I cannot continue to obtain my small fill of violence ordering someone to hurt me. Topping from the bottom, i believe, is the appropriate term. I have to say I do not like it. It leaves me with a feeling I can only liken to shame. Shame doesn't have quite the complete flavor though. I want someone who is willing to push my limits, really push them. I am not entirely sure but sometimes I get the feeling that it is asking too much of one person. I need to be broken and built back up. I am blessed with the fortune of having someone much wiser than me helping me make this choice. I have a mentour/Daddy. Daddy does not have time necessary to be my Master but, he knows how important it is to me. Daddy will be the ultimate approval for any inquiry, Daddy knows best. He is my protector and advisor and I have faith in his decision making process.

As I sink one more drink I am running out of ink Feel a void, paranoid about every little thing And I wonder if I try to get up and say goodbye if I'll have the strength to leave Cause I don't have much time anymore - Holly Brook from "Saturdays"

"A lethal combination of beauty, brains and ambition."

I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP.

if you can't beat my ass in person you are of no use to me.

Birth Chart

This birth chart report shows the positions of the planets for KATINA .
The Sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.
Sun in Taurus
There is something very solid about Taurus natives, no matter what the rest of their charts say about them. Though they are dependable most of the time, this generally shows itself more in habit than in outright helpfulness.
Taurus natives are sensual folk--and this includes sex, but extends to pleasures in all areas: they delight in the sensual pleasures of food, a comfortable blanket, a richly colored aquarium to look at, the smell of flowers or spring rain, pleasing melodies coming from their stereos, and so forth. Some might even say they live through their senses more than most.
When Taurus natives work, they work hard. They do it with a steadiness that may rarely be considered quick--rather it's a dependable, plodding, and steady effort that has its payoffs. Security is immensely important to Taurus--some of them actively seek wealth, while others are content to be "comfortable". The Taurus definition of "comfortable" may not be exactly the same as the rest of the signs, but comfort is definitely a driving force.
Although hard-working, their fixed and comfort-loving nature sometimes makes them appear lazy. This is only because they separate work and leisure so well. When they work, they work hard, and when they play, they don't really "play" as such...they relax. A Solar Taurus who has kicked his or her feet up is rooted there--you'd be hard-pressed to get them to move. On a mental level, you'll likely have the same problem. Taureans stick with things and ideas, and therein lies one of the reasons why they are known for their stubbornness. Taurus is a fixed sign, and they have a fair measure of tradition and steadiness in their make-up that keeps them rooted.
The possessiveness associated with Taurus shows up in all areas of life in some way. Taurus likes to own things (and sometimes people). A nice home, a piece of land (this can be modest), a paid-off car, that aquarium mentioned earlier, a couple pets, maybe a solid business...In love and relationship, there is an earthy kind of possessiveness that may be considered jealousy by some, but there is actually quite a difference between being possessive and being jealous. Taurus natives are rarely jealous and petty. They do, however, think of the people they love as theirs--it adds to their sense of security.
Short deion:
She is strong-willed. She has charm, and is tolerant and stoical. She likes pleasure and the good things in life. Appreciates the Arts.
Weaknesses: obstinacy, laziness. She can be materialistic.
Sun in XI
You are a humanitarian who aims to treat everyone as equals. You seek to be unique and original, and you do your best to avoid bias and prejudice. Social status is less important to you than belonging to a group of diverse personalities. Your identity, in fact, is somehow linked to a larger unit than yourself. You have high hopes and goals, and tend to look at life in terms of opportunities. You have magnetic appeal, as people sense your broad tolerance and openness. The friendships you establish are crucial to your development. If you identify too much with your friendships and your friendliness, you may become too impersonal and alienate those who would like to get close to you. Successful career thanks to support of patrons, friends or relations. You are a leader in groups and people look up to you.
139 Trine Sun - Saturn
It is easy and natural for you to accept responsibilities, to lead a rather ordered life, and to apply caution in your financial and business dealings. You rarely jump to conclusions or take uneducated risks. You have a certain amount of patience and enough self-discipline to slowly but surely achieve what you set out to do. Although somewhat undemonstrative, you are generally loyal and responsible people to those you care about. You take your time in most endeavors and generally use a step-by-step approach to most projects--but you steadily reach your goals. You are naturally trustworthy, and you don't have much patience for those who don't show respect for others, who take foolish risks, and who lead disorganized lives.
-98 Opposition Sun - Pluto
You may be prone to inner tension and negative, self-destructive behavior. When things are going well, you suffer from fears that something will come along to change that. Constantly worrying that the rug will be pulled from under your feet can easily become a self-fulfilling prophecy. You possess tremendous power and strength--when you learn to accept and use that strength, instead of fear it, you can be one of the most effective, insightful, helpful, and healing person around! At times, you can be intensely dissatisfied with your personal accomplishments and expressions of self. You put a lot of pressure on yourself regarding your own endeavors. You can be quite dissatisfied with your creative self-expressions, and want to hide your expressions from others until you feel the output is "right". This is largely due to a perceived inability to express or reveal your true personality to others. You struggle with a deep need to control yourself and life itself. You are especially sensitive to criticism, and feel the need to "redo" yourself often. There is a marked fear of losing control, and this might stem from some traumatic event in childhood, or the childhood might have been crisis-ridden or emotionally-charged in general. As such, you can be intensely fearful of, or threatened by, change. This can express itself through attempts to control your life in such a way that you can manage your fears of being taken off guard. Of course, this generally backfires! You have an intense need for privacy at times.
The Moon represents the emotional responses, unconscious pre-destination, and the self-image.
Moon in Capricorn
Being useful and productive are basic needs for Lunar Capricorns. Because they generally keep their emotions under check, Moon in Capricorn people come across as competent people. However turbulent their emotions may be under the surface, Lunar Capricorns keep cool-headed--and they come across as steady and reliable people. This position of the Moon suggests a desire for clear boundaries and realistic goals. Not much for taking risks in life, Lunar Capricorns look for safety and security in most everything they do. Most of them respect authority and tradition, and many are planning well ahead of the rest of us. You likely won't have to remind them to protect their interests, plan for old age, or keep fall-back money in their bank accounts. These things come naturally to them.
Calm, cool, and collected--these words sum up Moon in Capricorn natives well. Messy emotions and "leaky" souls are a bit frightening for most with this position of the Moon. Truth is, they can have plenty of mood swings and some dark emotions now and again. Lunar Capricorns are often quite hard on themselves, and would benefit from letting their guard down once in a while. They quickly garner reputations of being mountains of strength, and they easily hide their sensitivity behind a sarcastic manner.
You may have read that Moon in Capricorn natives are a bit cold and calculating. The fact is, they are unlikely to be any less emotional than the other 11 sign positions of the Moon--they simply aren't comfortable "letting go" when it comes to emotions. They keep their emotions under control. Wherever Capricorn is found in the chart, there is a desire for structure and control. Capricorn is the sign of organization and efficient management; so, when the Moon is found in the sign, the world of emotions are well-managed and handled in an efficient and practical manner. At the heart of Lunar Capricorns is a powerful need to feel worthwhile in the real world. There's a basic need for respectability and a big attachment to the world of the senses. Lunar Capricorns put a lot of value in all things tangible and real. And, perhaps more than anything, they need to be respected by others in order to feel secure.
Short deion:
Reserved and cautious. Attracted to politics. Selective, earthy, success comes by means of other people, who recognize her qualities.
Weaknesses: material worries, savings, restrictions. Does not get carried away by love.
Moon in VI
Is not always a natural leader, but succeeds in being the right-hand of an important person. In most cases, she is an employee, worker etc. usually by choice. She likes the country, respects Nature and likes animals.
You have an emotional need to be useful, to work productively, to be organized and on top of things, and to lead a healthy life. If these matters are chaotic in your life, it's a symptom of emotional unrest. You need a lot of variety on the job--to be stimulated and engaged in order to feel happy. Some of you might seem to change jobs often, forever in search of the "perfect fit" job. Acceptance that any job requires some level of routine is hard for you. You are very sensitive, and especially aware of minor health annoyances or body aches and pains. Some of you have hypochondriac symptoms. Some attempt to get out of things they don't want to do by emphasizing health problems or even exaggerate illnesses in order to gain sympathy. At your best, however, you're a person who always helps out and shows your affection for others in practical ways in order to help them solve problems and improve their lives.
54 Trine Moon - Mercury
You can be quite expressive and animated in your speech. You have an outstanding memory and tend to pick up a lot of information from your environment. You love to chat and to exchange ideas. Even if you are shy, once you're friends, you love to talk about pretty much anything under the sun, and you enjoy sharing stories from your past! For the most part, you are focused on day-to-day activities in your communications rather than on grander philosophies. You are naturally curious and interested, and others find you very easy to talk to. You are accommodating and curious, but you are not as well equipped to handle heavy emotional demands. You thrive on change and variety. You might be a little addicted to gossip! More probably, however, you are simply very curious about others. There is a twinkle in your eyes, and you are never short on humor. You are playful and versatile--you make a fun companion and an interesting friend. You listen! Yes, you do talk and occasionally interrupt in your excitement, but you are a curious person who does want to hear what others have to say, and that is a real pleasure. In fact, you are more able than most people to get others talking, simply because you are very receptive and sympathetic. You pick up others' feelings and body language readily.
-109 Opposition Moon - Jupiter
She is sometimes indifferent to others, to those who surround her: she is, without thinking, negligent and indecisive. She may "feed" inner restlessness with excesses in gambling, shopping, or other comforts, and her honesty is sometimes a bit elastic. This aspect does not help professional success, especially as she tends to spend more than she earns. Sometimes enthusiastic and gung-ho, and other times indifferent, it can be challenging for others to understand her. Needs to find constructive avenues for her inner restlessness.
162 Conjunction Moon - Uranus
She is imaginative and has the Moon's intuition complemented by Uranus' independence and originality. Her life is out-of-the-ordinary, with lots of changes and a great knowledge of the world not through reading but through personal experience. She likes the sensational, new things. She acts instinctively, but fortunately has a good sixth sense. She likes to be surrounded by original people, artists.
Mercury represents communication, Cartesian and logical spirit.
Mercury in Taurus
She is faithful to her ideas, unchangeable and quietly opinionated, persistent, but discreet. Likes all the pleasures life can offer. Careful in speech, deliberate, intelligent. Learns best through the senses, not through the traditional educational system. She possesses plenty of common sense, and her simplicity makes it easy to get from point A to point B in as few steps as possible!
Weaknesses: stubborn, obstinate, withdrawn. Slow to react.
Mercury in XI
She has lots of friends. She likes intelligent, cultivated people which whom she can have verbal battles: she likes debates, interminable discussions. She likes to be friends with younger people: friends come and go.
You are endlessly curious about people, group interactions, community affairs, trends, and teams. You are attracted to people who bring new ideas into your experience, and who have something novel to contribute on an intellectual level. You are very forward-looking and fair-minded. Fair play, impartiality, and unselfishness are important ideals for you. There can be many changes or fluctuations in your personal wishes, dreams, plans, and ideals. You might attract friends who come and go, or who are dishonest or duplicitous.
283 Sextile Mercury - Jupiter
She is intelligent, has big ideas: she is tolerant and has a strong sense of justice. She has good judgement, good sense and has her feet on the ground. She has the "gift of the gab", and likes to speak, she also likes literature. She is erudite and will normally be successful socially.
98 Trine Mercury - Uranus
She is perspicacious, ingenious: she binds intelligence and originality together with genius. She likes literature, especially fiction. She is spontaneous in her friendships and knows how to take advantage of the situations that arise.
25 Trine Mercury - Neptune
She can put down in writing everything that her imagination and intuition dictates.
-34 Opposition Mercury - Pluto
She may be impatient. She likes contradiction. Her arguments are noisy and animated.
You are very incisive and aggressive with your opinions. You have a tendency towards fanaticism and often want to impose your ideas on others, sometimes in a subtle manner and sometimes more imperatively. You will find yourself attracted by the occult and other mysteries but it is recommended that you avoid those subjects because they can generate certain fixations or obsessiveness. You must learn to control your impatience and impulsiveness, to think things over before speaking, and to respect the weaknesses of others.
Venus represents an interest for emotions and values, exchange and sharing with others.
Venus in Aries
Venus in Aries people flirt by being up-front, direct, and even daring. They try to win you over by expressing how enterprising and independent they are. Their style of expressing love can be maddeningly "me"-centered, but the right person for them will find this approach charming. People get turned on by Venus in Aries' aura of innocent charm, even when they are being childish and impatient. Venus in Aries men and women behave in a childlike, fun-loving manner in love. They are turned on by energy and activity. Turn-offs include a relationship that is considered stuffy or too "mature", vagueness, and beating around the bush. In love, Venus in Aries people are hopelessly addicted to the conquest. In order for a relationship to remain fresh and new for them, they require plenty of stimulation.
Pleasing Venus in Aries involves fueling their need for action. Be direct, open, and honest with them -- they won't much like game-playing or evasiveness, unless it is in the complete spirit of fun. Feed their need for spontaneity, and appreciate their playfulness. Understand their desire for the relationship to remain young and fresh. Aries likes to take the lead in love (even if their Sun Sign is gentle Pisces) -- let them, at least most of the time. Indulge them their many whims, and understand that they thrive on competition, even when they're competing with you!
Short deion:
Wants to take the lead in love, loves the conquest, can be a spendthrift with money, is given to making impulsive purchases, likes to keep things exciting in love. Very ardent. Spontaneous and charming in her direct and straightforward approach in love.
Venus in X
Her best years are in the parental home and also the last years of life. That said, the rest are not unhappy, but contain certain hurdles. Love can help in professional life, she has a gift for seduction. She likes to entertain: she likes comfort and the attractions of home-life.
Others tend to respect you for your charming manner, and you have many admirers, although some of these are admirers from afar, as there is an aura about you that is charming yet strangely (and intriguingly) distant. You have a great need to be recognized or admired for your charm, beauty, or loving manner, but should be careful not to become too wrapped up in what others think of you, as you might come across as phony or superficial. Some people with this position are "married" to their work or to their image. You are good at making contacts and organizing social events.
-82 Square Venus - Jupiter
She is nonchalant, pretentious, full of self-importance. She likes what is beautiful and sometimes ostentatious, and spends lots of money for the sake of appearances. She likes to please and has numerous amorous adventures. She is unfaithful and undergoes tribulations in love.
-53 Square Venus - Uranus
She looks for new sensations in love and is often unsatisfied by affairs which quickly turn into purely conventional relationships. She likes novelty, adventure, the eccentric: she is frivolous, unstable, unfaithful. Marriage is not for her and, if she does throw herself into this adventure, it will end in divorce, written off as a youthful mistake. As a result of her numerous love affairs, she makes sure her line is continued.
-24 Square Venus - Neptune
She might lack self-confidence and her ideals are not easy to achieve. In love, she is unstable and deceitful or meets people who are like this. She is easy-going and follows others' wishes in love, and she lets the partner take the initiative.
This aspect indicates a suggestible romantic nature. Being "in love with love" is a strong possibility. You are naturally compassionate and are generally willing to go over the top for a loved one. It's hard to say whether your expectations in personal relationships are too high or too low. On the one hand, you tend to easily accept behaviors in your partners that others wouldn't accept, as you are compassionate and even drawn to people who others might consider trouble. On the other hand, your romantic dreams may be so powerful that you are easily disappointed with the reality of relationships. Deception in love is possible, but self-deception is even more likely. In love, you see what you want to see, rather than what is. Feelings of being used or deceived may come up. However, if a distinct pattern exists in your love life that involves you being let down, deceived or used, it will be especially worthwhile to examine whether self-deception was at work.
The possibility of clinging to romantic delusions is very high with this position. For example, some with these aspects cling to a romantic notion that someone loves them when in reality that person doesn't return the affection. Or, they may cling to a romance that has lost all hope. Another possibility is devoting their love to someone who is unattainable or who is unable to commit. Yet another Venus-Neptune scenario is loving someone who treats them badly, all the while clinging to an idealized image of the partner. No matter what the scenario, romantic yearning and longing, as well as delusion, tends to be the theme. The expectation here is that loving someone requires self-sacrifice. The result is an attraction to relationships that are co-dependent and even abusive. Venus-Neptune people are drawn to victim/savior relationships, and they can play either the role of victim or savior! Dependency or neediness in a partner can be confused for love. In an attempt to love unconditionally, you may too readily sacrifice your own needs and eventually feel used.
\r\nMars represents the desire for action and physical energy.
Mars in Pisces
Mild-tempered and gentle, these guys and gals move through life in a manner that can hardly be considered direct. Mars is the planet of action and assertion, and Pisces is a passive sign that rarely asserts itself in a direct fashion. So the placement of Mars in Pisces is an unusual combination. Sometimes prone to feelings of guilt about their anger, and difficulties with asserting themselves, Mars in Pisces individuals seem to "go with the flow". This is certainly not a very active position for Mars, and natives will often let life "happen" instead of trying to control their life direction. This is a charming position, as individuals with Mars in Pisces don't appear like they are capable of harming a fly. However, those that don't find creative expression for this energy can stir up a storm through indirect aggression.
Mars in Pisces people are not averse to playing games to get what they want, although even they don't always know exactly what they do want! Their desires are changeable and moody, and it's hard to really know where these natives stand on any particular issue. Alternatively, some Mars in Pisces people do take a stand on issues that are Piscean in nature, making compassion and love their mission. Energy levels fluctuate a lot, coming in bursts of activity followed by inertia. Because it can be difficult to align this ebbing and flowing of energy in the day-to-day world as it is, finding a job that supports this may be tough. The happiest Mars in Pisces individuals are those that have a creative outlet that allow them to express their desires of the moment, their compassion--and even their anger--freely and imaginatively. An example of Mars in Pisces is Bono, lead singer of U2, who seems to have found the perfect outlet for his creativity through his music, and as a spokesperson for love and compassion.
Mars in IX
Deeply rooted opinions, which she knows how to defend energetically. At a certain moment of life, she can fight for a particular ideal but might abandon it along the way, being less convinced than at the beginning of its virtue or because she realizes that it is a losing battle. Conflict abroad or with foreigners.
5 Trine Mars - Jupiter
She has a good sense of organization, she is jovial, frank and sincere. She is full of dynamism and over-abundant energy. She loves life and takes all it has to offer. She likes sports and the outdoor life. She is successful professionally and emotionally. She usually has lots of children.
She is honest and forthright in her dealings with others, and she tends to trust others readily. She can be a bit careless about spending money, however, and this is probably because she is so eternally optimistic that there will always be plenty around. The possibility of failure does not enter her mind, although success itself is not that important to her.
79 Sextile Mars - Neptune
Her feelings are dominated by wisdom and geared towards the ideal. She likes water, sea voyages. She likes odd people.
96 Trine Mars - Pluto
She is ambitious, has a great capacity for work, has self-confidence and goes to the end of her plans.
58 Trine Mars - Ascendant
Jupiter represents expansion and grace.
Jupiter in Cancer
She attracts the most good fortune when she is sympathetic, charitable, uses her powers to save and accumulate, and comforts others. Real estate and the food industry can be prosperous avenues. Values tradition and works towards security. Relies most on gut instincts when it comes to pursuing goals and business success.
Jupiter in XII
She is kindly, and does charity work. She is protected from life's rigors to which she is not immune, but she knows how to cope. She likes working in peace and alone.
-207 Opposition Jupiter - Uranus
She is too independent and her liberty is all-important. She lacks diplomacy, and her extravagance is shocking. She likes verbal battles and espouses extremist ideas in order to shock her companions. She has a number of internal tensions.
-77 Opposition Jupiter - Neptune
She is easily influenced. She is a dreamer, who lets herself be seduced by fine words, which are not always sincere. She does not see wickedness and is often fooled by people.
14 Trine Jupiter - Pluto
She likes to direct, is intelligent and is an organizer of the first order.
65 Conjunction Jupiter - Ascendant
She likes meeting friends, around a good meal and in a cordial atmosphere. She is pleasant, jovial and engaging.
Saturn represents contraction and effort.
Saturn in Capricorn
She is scrupulous, honest, correct, worthy and respectable.
Weaknesses: melancholy, sullenness, disappointment and bitterness.
Saturn in VII
She takes one-to-one relationships very seriously - so seriously that she may never marry or marry late. Relationships, marriage may not be fruitful or may be felt to be burdens if Saturn is afflicted. A strong sense of responsibility towards partner. Partner may be serious, mature, or restrictive. She marries fairly late but her feelings are sincere and stable. She is persevering, methodical and persistent, which brings professional success.
-5 Opposition Saturn - Ascendant
Her life is difficult and cramped. She is a worker, but success takes time in coming. She has problems in being open. She accepts solitude, rather than looks for it. Family problems.
Uranus represents individual liberty, egoistic liberty.
Uranus in Capricorn
A great battler. She has so much power, that one thinks nothing can defeat her. Her mission in society, in the world means everything to her.
Uranus in VI
She is independent and her work efforts are inconstant. Sometimes undisciplined, eccentric and rebellious. She should fare better working independently without relying on anyone else, but should develop more self-discipline in order to get things accomplished. Dislikes routine.
She is likely to enjoy work associated with science and technology and might love gadgets or new ways to improve productivity. Working, especially the day-to-day grind, may be more of a chore to her than most. Her freedom loving instincts propel her to seek out work that allows the most personal freedom. A regular nine-to-five kind of job is likely a turn off. Her work desk may very well resemble a disaster area. Natural creativity and a desire to do mundane things differently and more efficiently are her forte. On matters of health, she is the kind of person who keeps up with the ever changing views of health experts. However she is more than likely to adopt some unique views of her own that differ from what the "experts" are saying.
97 Conjunction Uranus - Neptune
-10 Opposition Uranus - Ascendant
She is inconstant, lacks control and is nervous.
Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.
Neptune in Capricorn
She is discerning, wise and sensible.
Neptune in VI
She is more prone than most to the bad influence of alcohol, medicines and drugs. To be avoided at all costs.
57 Sextile Neptune - Pluto
-30 Opposition Neptune - Ascendant
She is very easily influenced and fragile. She suffers disappointments.
Pluto represents transformations, mutations and elimination.
Pluto in Scorpio
Great sexual activity.
14 Trine Pluto - Ascendant
She has will-power and ambition, and likes to have her own way.
House I is the area of self identity. The ascendant is a symbol of how one acts in life. It is the image of the personality as seen by others, and the attitude that one has towards life.
Ascendant in Cancer
These people come across as gentle creatures. There's something familiar about them -- they're the guy or gal next door. When they enter a room, they don't walk in with a splash. Instead, they move to the sides and weave their way inwards. These people have a familiar feel to them. Because they are rather sensitive to their environment, they can get flustered easily, especially in public. Their first instinct, when threatened or on unfamiliar ground, is to protect themselves. When new situations present themselves, they can immediately withdraw or act shy. Generally, these people come across as caring people. They seem quite sweet -- even innocent. Usually, these people appear unassuming enough to be quite approachable. Some Cancer Ascendants, however, have retreated into themselves so much as to be quite the opposite.
Since Capricorn is on the Descendant, Cancer Ascendant people are looking for structure and security in their partner and their relationship. These people function best when their partner displays strength, financial and emotional stability, and know-how. In fact, many Cancer Ascendants prefer it when their relationship has well-defined rules. Security is the basic need, and they are generally more than willing to give up some personal freedom in order to get it. In some cases, Cancer Ascendant people can surprise their partners. Why? Because they come across as rather unassuming, family-oriented people. When it comes to marriage, they have a rather matter-of-fact, practical approach.
House II is the area of material security and values. It rules money and personal finances, sense of self-worth and basic values, personal possessions.
House II in Leo
Financial success will be very easy thanks to the support of influential people. Tendency to spend more than what is earned. Financial progress is slow but steady. Generous with loved ones and children. Sign and house placement of the Sun may show money-making channels.
House III is the area of social and intellectual learning.
House III in Virgo
She pulls everything to pieces, analyzes, criticizes. Over-thinking and over-analyzing is probable. A busy early environment. She is proactive, tends to details and takes care of things in an efficient manner. Doesn't take on anything without examining the pros and the cons. She is very careful, sometimes to a manic extent, taking everything into account even to the slightest detail.
House IV is the area of home, family, roots, and deep emotions/sense of self-worth.
House IV in Libra
The simple life, the small home isn't for her. If the job doesn't pay well or she doesn't marry well financially speaking, she will probably be unhappy. Likes luxury goods to make life comfortable, going out, cocktail parties. Goes round only with refined people, perhaps sometimes a little too affected, and with good jobs.
House V is the area of creative self-expression, romance, entertainment, children, and gambling.
House V in Scorpio
Gets blinded by and drunk with love: everything revolves around her love. Her passions are angry, exclusive and domestic quarrels are in prospect as a result. Fertile love life.
House VI is the area of learning by material transaction.
House VI in Sagittarius
Likes jobs that involve travel, moving about a lot. Weak point: the circulation of the blood.
House VII is the area of one-to-one relationships such as marriage and partnership, and of social and intellectual action.
House VII in Capricorn
A love-and-friendship marriage. Unproblematic, quiet relationship. A few hiccups, but nothing really serious. Faithfulness.
House VIII is the area of emotional security and of security of the soul.
House VIII in Aquarius
An unexpected inheritance.
House IX is the area of learning that shapes the identity.
House IX in Pisces
Likes sea cruises. Sometimes has brilliant ideas that come from nowhere.
House X is the area of material action. The Mid-heaven represents the work one will do in his life, the place one will take in the world of society. It becomes more important as one grows older
House X in Aries
All the leadership qualities are there: authority, energy, initiative, leadership, lots of gung-ho and of course intelligence.
House XI is the area of search for social and intellectual security.
House XI in Taurus
Likes to be surrounded by frank and good-hearted friends. These friendships don't stand on ceremony. Carries out everything she undertakes surely, composedly, calmly until successful.
House XII is the area of education and of emotion.
House XII in Gemini
Anxiety, preoccupation concerning a dear one.

Life Path Number 1

A person with Life Path number 1 is hard working, a natural born leader, has a pioneering spirit that is full of energy, and a passion for art. They have a strong desire to be number one, which means a person with this number can manifest very easily. Due to their determination and self motivation, they won't let anything stand in their way of accomplishing a goal. Their drive allows them to overcome any obstacle or challenge they may encounter, and they have the desire to accomplish great things in their lifetime. Their only need is to focus on what they want in order to achieve it.

Because Ones are critical of themselves, they can also be very critical of others. The Ones will not tolerate laziness from the people they spend their time with.

People with Life Path 1 are very independent and feel the need to make up their own mind about things and follow their own personal convictions. All this drive and determination means that they can easily become irritated when things don't go their way.

Innovation and creativity also are characteristics associated with this path. These folks are very good at starting new projects, and often take a unique or inventive approach to solving problems. Because of these qualities, and because multitasking is something they tend to be very good at, they are well suited to self employment and can be happiest being their own boss. A Life Path of One also means that they may possess the qualities to be a political or military leader.

On the negative side, if you are of Life Path 1 you can have a tendency to be self centered, egotistical and demanding. Because you feel a strong desire to be number one and to appear successful, you can easily become arrogant or boastful. Though you excel as a leader, you may have a difficult time being a follower, and are reluctant to seek help, which can cause you to be quite unhappy if you are in a situation where you are not in charge. While you are great at starting projects, you quickly tire of detailed tasks.

Your life path tells you what your life tools and lessons are about. Life path number 1 is a strong vibration, one of individuality and invention, and below are some key points you might want to take into consideration to help you on your path …

"She was the amoureuse of all the novels, the heroine of all the plays, the vague ?she? of all the poetry books." - Gustave Flaubert

If you can't handle my sass you can't handle my ass...

Also!!!! If I refer to you as "bruh" if a message you already have zero chance.

The Thinker

As an INTP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things rationally and logically. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

INTPs live in the world of theoretical possibilities. They see everything in terms of how it could be improved, or what it could be turned into. They live primarily inside their own minds, having the ability to analyze difficult problems, identify patterns, and come up with logical explanations. They seek clarity in everything, and are therefore driven to build knowledge. They are the "absent-minded professors", who highly value intelligence and the ability to apply logic to theories to find solutions. They typically are so strongly driven to turn problems into logical explanations, that they live much of their lives within their own heads, and may not place as much importance or value on the external world. Their natural drive to turn theories into concrete understanding may turn into a feeling of personal responsibility to solve theoretical problems, and help society move towards a higher understanding.

INTPs value knowledge above all else. Their minds are constantly working to generate new theories, or to prove or disprove existing theories. They approach problems and theories with enthusiasm and skepticism, ignoring existing rules and opinions and defining their own approach to the resolution. They seek patterns and logical explanations for anything that interests them. They're usually extremely bright, and able to be objectively critical in their analysis. They love new ideas, and become very excited over abstractions and theories. They love to discuss these concepts with others. They may seem "dreamy" and distant to others, because they spend a lot of time inside their minds musing over theories. They hate to work on routine things - they would much prefer to build complex theoretical solutions, and leave the implementation of the system to others. They are intensely interested in theory, and will put forth tremendous amounts of time and energy into finding a solution to a problem with has piqued their interest.

INTPs do not like to lead or control people. They're very tolerant and flexible in most situations, unless one of their firmly held beliefs has been violated or challenged, in which case they may take a very rigid stance. The INTP is likely to be very shy when it comes to meeting new people. On the other hand, the INTP is very self-confident and gregarious around people they know well, or when discussing theories which they fully understand.

The INTP has no understanding or value for decisions made on the basis of personal subjectivity or feelings. They strive constantly to achieve logical conclusions to problems, and don't understand the importance or relevance of applying subjective emotional considerations to decisions. For this reason, INTPs are usually not in-tune with how people are feeling, and are not naturally well-equiped to meet the emotional needs of others.

The INTP may have a problem with self-aggrandizement and social rebellion, which will interfere with their creative potential. Since their Feeling side is their least developed trait, the INTP may have difficulty giving the warmth and support that is sometimes necessary in intimate relationships. If the INTP doesn't realize the value of attending to other people's feelings, he or she may become overly critical and sarcastic with others. If the INTP is not able to find a place for themself which supports the use of their strongest abilities, they may become generally negative and cynical. If the INTP has not developed their Sensing side sufficiently, they may become unaware of their environment, and exhibit weakness in performing maintenance-type tasks, such as bill-paying and dressing appropriately.

For the INTP, it is extremely important that ideas and facts are expressed correctly and succinctly. They are likely to express themselves in what they believe to be absolute truths. Sometimes, their well thought-out understanding of an idea is not easily understandable by others, but the INTP is not naturally likely to tailor the truth so as to explain it in an understandable way to others. The INTP may be prone to abandoning a project once they have figured it out, moving on to the next thing. It's important that the INTP place importance on expressing their developed theories in understandable ways. In the end, an amazing discovery means nothing if you are the only person who understands it.

The INTP is usually very independent, unconventional, and original. They are not likely to place much value on traditional goals such as popularity and security. They usually have complex characters, and may tend to be restless and temperamental. They are strongly ingenious, and have unconventional thought patterns which allows them to analyze ideas in new ways. Consequently, a lot of scientific breakthroughs in the world have been made by the INTP.

The INTP is at his best when he can work on his theories independently. When given an environment which supports his creative genius and possible eccentricity, the INTP can accomplish truly remarkable things. These are the pioneers of new thoughts in our society.

Given Name KATINA

GENDER: Feminine

USAGE: Greek, Macedonian

OTHER S: Κατινα (Greek), ?????? (Macedonian)

Meaning & History

Greek and Macedonian contracted form of KATERINA. This name had a spike in popularity in America in 1972 when it was used for a newborn baby on the soap opera 'Where the Heart Is'.
Greek Meaning:

The name Katina is a Greek baby name. In Greek the meaning of the name Katina is: Pure.

Was not named after a soap opera character though. My mother, a first generation American, saw it on a street sign in Nashville, TN (my place of birth). Hence, Katina was born.

No...
I am not interested in the "poly lifestyle"
I do not share
I do not respect or trust most "ladies"
If you can't be exclusive I won't be either.
i.e. not a serious relationship

get the fuck out of here with your modern day harem. I am SO not here to stroke your ego

I'm sorry, I know this sounds judgmental (and honestly, it is) but if you're from Texas probably don't even bother.
Recent (and past) events have just allowed me to see how much I disagree with the state's decisions. I know your views may not be in line with the state's but... just no... ew...

Please, be patient with me. I have recieved quite a few very encouraging messages about my use of this journal. I will continue to use it to chart my progress and thoughts through this journey. If you feel that I am ignoring you on purpose, I'm most likely not. I am going through a period of intense and new (to me) trials. Just as Job was pushed to the brink, I too feel that my faith (not so much in a specific "god") must be brutally tested. And just as we have a tolerance for physical pain, so too do we posses a tolerance for everything else; Spiritual, mental, emotional My "not physical" tolerance could walk on hot coals at this point. No, this is not the start of some elaborate scam for money. All that I ask is that you stick around, and maybe some of you could root for me along the way. Cool runnings - peace be the journey - K

"Sigh no more, ladies, sigh nor more; Men were deceivers ever; One foot in sea and one on shore, To one thing constant never; Then sigh not so, But let them go, And be you blithe and bonny; Converting all your sounds of woe Into. Hey nonny, nonny. Sing no more ditties, sing no mo, Or dumps so dull and heavy; The fraud of men was ever so, Since summer first was leavy. Then sigh not so, But let them go, And be you blithe and bonny, Converting all your sounds of woe Into. Hey, nonny, nonny." - from "Much Ado About Nothing" by: William Shakespeare

"Thinking can help with everything, except love. Love is a sort of seventh day, so thinking can rest"

-from "Camelot" (1967)

Hiding my profile to reply to messages, will be back by tomorrow.

Ya'll are driving me nuts.

"And thus I have brought to an end my discourse of civil and ecclesiastical government, occasioned by the disorders of the present time, without partiality, without application, and without other design than to set before men's eyes the mutual relation between protection and obedience; of which the condition of human nature, and the laws divine, both natural and positive, require an inviolable observation."

- Thomas Hobbes

"Is he not approved in the height a villain, that hath

slandered, scorned, dishonored my kinswoman? Oh, that I

were a man! What, bear her in hand until they come to take

hands and then, with public accusation, uncovered

slander, unmitigated rancor—O God, that I were a man! I

would eat his heart in the marketplace."

from "Much Ado about Nothing" by: William Shakespeare

*** I am not your slave, do not address me as such. I will delete your message immediately.

"What did you say of me that I did not deserve? … The recollection what I then said, of my conduct, my manners, my expression is inexpressibly painful to me. Your reproof, so well applied, I never shall forget. You taught me a lesson, hard indeed at first, but most advantageous. By you I was properly humbled."

"It was a union that must have been to the advantage of both; by her ease and liveliness, his mind might have been softened, his manners improved; and from his judgement, information, and knowledge of the world, she must have received benefit of greater importance."

Both from "Pride and Prejudice" by: Jane Austen

To all those with little better to do than write messages dictating what a person identifies as:
I will not change my profile. There have been quite a few Men who look at my brain as an asset to them. Opinions are as infinite as the stars and quite frankly, many of you are only so bold because you are protected in the world of cyber space (cowards).

Slaves, historically, have performed a vast amount of different functions. They weren't all trained in one task. I just cannot accept this limited mindset (which almost borders on manipulation it seems). If you don't think I'm a slave, fine. Just please, have some decency and keep it to yourself. I'm already having enough trouble sifting through these messages without your pointless statements.

The Man who Dominates my mind will be a true Master, worthy of my submission. Someone who is more than just a stern disciplinarian with a priapic erection.

My education is extremely important to me, I will not agree to anything if One cannot understand this.
I am not a housewife, I will not run around a house naked for the rest of my life. No judgement to those who want to, this just sounds like the most mundane life ever. I would open my veins.
This is not to say that I can't or won't perform the regular functions necessary in keeping a house a comfortable home, on the contrary, I am extremely productive. I see every new addition to my responsibilities as a challenge, and I love a challenge. I just work best under pressure.
However, I "ain't no wifey"
My mind needs to be stimulated as much, if not more than my body.
If you know anything about Border Collies you will know that if their owner cannot sufficiently stimulate their brains the dog will, essentially, make their owner's life a living hell.
Does the dog still obey? Yes. Is the dog a miserable shell? Yes.
We all need to experience and learn as our capacity dictates.
Knowledge will always be my first Master.
If you cannot accept the task of training my brain as well as my body then this will never work.

ecrasez l'infame!

If you take Fifty Shades of Grey seriously I cannot take you seriously.

If you are someone who believes it is ok to raise a child as a slave PLEASE don't message me, I can PROMISE you that we will not get along.
This is disturbing to me, deplorable, you are the people who should have been left barren! EVERYONE deserves a choice, a chance in life. YOU HAVE TAKEN EVERY CHOICE THEY COULD HAVE EVER HAD AWAY. Their individuality, their identity, they never got to shape it for themselves. I would say you should be ashamed of yourself but, it's apparent that you have no empathy so I won't even bother.

"What if I told you that one day you will meet a girl who is unlike anyone else you've known. She will know all the right things to say, what makes you laugh, what turns you on, what drives you wild and best of all, you will do for her exactly what she does for you. "When will I meet her?" Well let's put it this way, she doesn't even exist yet." -Lang Leav

You tell me I'm not a slave because i have goals past being locked in your house cleaning and getting fucked. I say you're no Master. What talent does it really take to make an empty mind submit? My submission is not given, it's earned.

"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." -Anais Nin

"I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman." - Anais Nin

Ruth 1:16 & 17 And Ruth said, Intreat me not to leave thee, or to return from following after thee: for whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge: thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God: Where thou diest, will I die, and there will I be buried: the LORD do so to me, and more also, if ought but death part thee and me.

Sui generis (/?su?a? 'd??n?r?s/;[1] Latin: ['s?.i? 'g?n?r?s]) is a Latin phrase, meaning "of its (his, her, or their) own kind; in a class by itself; unique".[2] The term is widely used to refer to more esoteric entities in a number of disciplines, including philosophy, to indicate an idea, an entity, or a reality which cannot be reduced to a lower concept or included in a higher concept; biology, when a species does not fit into a genus which includes other species;[citation needed] law, when a special and unique interpretation of a case or authority is found to be necessary; intellectual property rights, where there is no defining characteristic;[clarification needed] politics and societal norms, as above for biological classification or where there is no real authority perceived;[clarification needed] and creative arts, where an artistic work goes beyond conventional genre boundaries.

I am such a strange combination of opposing features. Class and crass, wisdom and ignorance, fury and serenity, beautiful and ugly, graceful and bumbling, diplomatic and tactless. I truly could go on and on. I am a girl anachronism (I do believe someone has made a song about just that...) My head is teeming with plans, ideas and goals but, my body can make no sense of the old bat and her mad, directionless ramblings. I can't seem to will myself to move foreard, the synapse is severed. I am facing a wall of uncertainty. I have no clue as to which step to take next. Deep, foggy anxiety cradles me. Though the haze is static and alight with frantic, excited energy, i cannot see what it around me. I can feel it though, and that is enough for me to also fear it. The monster, the unknown. Why am I so terrified of it? Me the calculated risk taker. I don't think even I am aware of how perfectly predictable my missteps into chaos are. Success can be so terrifying, failure so comfortable. I have an idea of what I want, the woman I have been given the inherent skills and life lessons (both gifts) to become. However, I am paralyzed when it comes to figuring out the way to manage what comes next. Still, I blindly move forward, sometimes on sheer determination and will alone. Sometimes, somehow, something quietly whispers to me that I am still on the right path. I'm always learning, even when I can't immediately see my progress.

I want... a twisted pervert who salivates at the thought of me bound, helpless, begging for release. Relishing in the pause, the small space of time He has taken to stand back and admire His beautiful handiwork, a masterpiece really. He feels blessed to not only have the pleasure of seeing such a beautiful sight but, to have created it too. A result of some inspiration. Relishing in the fact that I don't know if it's over yet. Knowing that I'm hoping and praying to every god I have a name for to make it stop. All of this makes His decision so much sweeter. Of course, because of just this, He can't think of stopping now. I want someone who is filled with delight as He takes His time walking back to me and sees the terror burn bright on my face. My entire body rejecting the idea. The one who observes and appreciated these signals my body gives off experiencing this fear. Someone who only removes to gag long enough to hear my tearful please of mercy. Someone who grins, shamelessly as they replace the gag and softly whispers in my ear "We are nowhere near finished yet."

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