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Female Submissive, 37
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Transgender Submissive, 40, London
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Male Submissive, 29, Ottawa, Ontario
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About suffersforML
i am happily Owned and the property of Mistress Lyn.
i am solely Her property and belong to no one else.
i am complete in every way as a submissive in this lifestyle.
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my birthday is coming up on August 27th, and i'll be turning 30 this year.
Anyone wanna buy me a present??? :)
i'll gladly let you!
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Today has been an emotional afternoon. i was watching Arabic tv earlier and i was replaying some of the old music videos i had recorded. One of them was with a young male singer, singing about how Lebanon will some day return to it's old self. Listening to it especially, brought me to tears. i got emotional thinking about my life... where it is now, as i live in the United States, and what it possibly might have been had my parents decided to stay there and live there. i wonder what my life would've been like had i lived there and grown there into my adulthood.
i cried thinking about my family, missing them, and remembering the family that i've never even met yet. i cried thinking about my grandmother, my two uncles and aunt that still live there. i cried about remembering the fact that i hadn't seen my grandmother since i was a little girl, and the fact that she has passed and is no longer alive... the fact that i can't even speak to her on the phone anymore like i used to. Those days are gone.
i cried wondering what my life would've been like today if i had been living there. Would i have been happy? i really don't know. i know that if i had, i probably wouldn't have been true to myself and everything that is in me. i definately wouldn't have been in this lifestyle. At the age of 30 (soon to be in three weeks) i probably would've been married to a man with at least two children. i know my life would have been totally different than it is now. Would i have been the singer i always dreamed of being? i know it is much easier to be discovered and given a chance to become famous as a singer in Lebanon then it is here in the states. Or would i have been the teacher i always dreamed of becoming even as a younger child? i don't know.
i just know now... my life is what it is... it's what it's meant to be. i am proud to be an American Citizen living in the states... but my roots and heart will always be with my birth home... back in Lebanon. That will never change.
my heart and soul are truly meant to be Taken and Owned in many ways. i truly am meant to be my Mistress' property and submissive. It is in me for a reason. It is something i accept and continue to accept as each day passes. Each day is a struggle... but it becomes easier as i kneel by Her side and continue to learn to grow with Her and accept Her Dominance. i truly am lost without Her. i really am. And this week has proven to be that way. She knows what i am talking about, and what i mean.
~ In Your Dominance i submit... learn, grow, and give freely... please don't ever let go...~
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missing Your attention.....
won't You take my pain away?
struggling... and... suffering...
for You...
my Goddess... i miss You deeply. |
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it's been a long day... it's been a difficult day. i knew it would be with the way my morning started. i just knew it would be a struggle and frustrating.
i'm glad it's almost over.
Yesterday and Today... i've truly lived up to my name here... as far as suffering for Mistress. i've been experiencing it, and continue to, until She is pleased at the moment.
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MMMMMMmmmmmmmmmm..........
The things i get to experience with my Mistress is truly amazing. The way She makes me feel... the way She takes things from me for Her pleasures... for Her Dominance to be fed by my submission... the fuel that burns deep within Her Dominance, when i obey and do my best to please Her... i love the way W/we dance... i love the connection W/we share... i love the way She makes me feel overall...
Sometimes... i can't even put it into words... sometimes... You can just look at me and read it... see it on my face... see the happiness my heart bears when i think about my Mistress... how excited i become... how lucky i truly am to be Owned, and Possessed by the Best Mistress out there...
Let's not forget the most Beautiful...
Truly... 100%... Owned, Possessed, Treasured, Devoted, Loyal, Cared for and Loved... by the best Goddess out there.
Truly... Happy... Blissfully... Happy!!!
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