subwoman826

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Oh. My. God. Less than a month to go!!!

Still on break, but two months and four days to go!!!

I think I'm gonna take a little break from here.  Too much needs done before the wedding. Y'all are grreat and I'll be back when i have more time. xoxoxoxo!!!

Seriously!  I know my typing and spelling sucks! Thanks for pointing it out, *#*%(*s!!!  I have better things to do than spellchecking these entries and my DMs, but you must not have much of a life if you want to waste your time to send me rude msgs!!

4 months 'till the big day!!! 

I survived. 

Leaving in an hour for the future inlaws.  Wish me luck!!!!

Its a week and a half away but I'm nervous about Thanksgiving.  I'm going to the future in-laws and it's scary thinking about spending a holiday with them.  I like them but I'm pretty sure they don't approve of us getting engaged so quickly.  And I don't think they understand my relationship with my dad and why I won't invite him to hte wedding.  They pushed me on it last time I saw them and I tried to tell them I didnt' want to talk about it but I didn't want to be rude. I just hope they don't bring it up again.  The holidays are hard enough all ready and I don't need the reminder of how fucked up my family is.  Sometimes I just wish we could just skip over November and December and New Years and avoid all the holidays. 

Wedding dress shopping isn't better the second time around.  I want a dress that is nothing like my first wedding dress but, the first one was my dream dress and I haven't been able to find a totally different kind of dream dress.  I"m frustrated.  Maybe I should just go with my dream dress idea, even if its like the first dress.  I don't know what to do.  I feel like I'm the only girl in the world who hates wedding dress shopping. 

 It's starting to feel like I'm atcually getting married!  The date has been set.  The church and restaurant booked. Next the dress and the flowers and the invites.  OMG!  So much to do!  But sooo exciting!!!  

We're having an awesome vacation!!  Still thinking about doing something wild....

Me and the new boyfriend are thinking about doing something wild.....

What a wonderful weekend!!  I'm so happy he's home!!  Yippee!!

He'll be home tomorrow!!!!!  Tomorrow tomorrow it's only a day away!!!!!

3 more days......  :(

Yoga time!  I made it!!

I've turned to The Bachelorette and Ben & Jerrys for company while my man is away.  I better wake up this week for my morning yoga!!

I'm sad my wonderful weekend is over.  Waaaahhh!!!!!  My new man is going on a business trip this week so I won't see him agian till Friday.  Waaaahhhh!!!  

Salsa night with my sexy sweetie!  It's going to be a laaaaate night so definately no sunrise yoga tomorrow.

Why does being in lust/love make me sleep late?  I only woke up in time once this week to do my usual sunrise yoga.  I'm not having *that* much sex that I'd be that exhausted, lol.  

OOOPSIE.  I just saw that I forgot to change the list of who I'm looking for in my profile.  All fixed now.  I'm not looking for any one or any thing.

Happy happy joy joy!

I think I'm in love.  Things are so great!!  xoxoxo

I'm spending the holiday weekend with the new dom!  Such a nice change from the last holiday weekend! 

Thursday night date with my new man! I'm expecting more than a spanking tonight!!!!

I feel like I'm living a bdsm fairytale.  My life is sooooooo great right now!

I have a major case of lust.  I can't get enough of this guy my friend set me up with.  We're going out again tomorrow night.  I think someone-else-will-hopefully-see-them undies will be worn......and hopefully removed.  

One of those blind dates panned out, lol.  Though this one was set up by a sub friend not a vanilla one.  We're going out again tonight.  Keep your fingers crossed for me, please!!

I think I may have met someone special......

I am soooo glad this week is over!  It was really, really, really busy!  I'm exhausted! 

Work and friends are keeping me busy this week.  After last weekend it's probably for the best that I barely had anytime to myself this week. Hugs and kisses to all!

I should have slept in a little later today.  Tonight’s a late night for me and I probably won’t be online tonight or tomorrow morning.  *yawn*  I'm sleepy.

Had a great day.  It was one of those days where my job was really rewarding and made me happy.  

I'm still working on writing everyone back.  I'm not a fast enough typer!

I think happy me is back.  Don’t do anything to ruin it, world.  

I'm off to watch the Bachelorette with my roomie--if anything will make me feel better about my love life, it's the Bachelorette.  I'll try to write more tomorrow.  Sweet dreams.

Thanks everyone for your messages.  A lot of you were really sweet and made me feel better.  I'm still working on writing back to all of you.  You keep a girl busy!

Bummed again today.  The weekend sucked.  Maybe I should give up and become a nun.  A really kinky nun who secretly blows priests behind the alter.  Anyone out there with a nun fetish?  

Why did I get a pint of Chubby Hubby?  It's not the right ice cream flavor when you're crying over a wedding that never happened.  At least I can laugh at my stupidity.

I know I owe a lot of people messages.  I'll do it soon.  I'm just too bummed today to write happy emails.  I'm sorry.  

Today is a double shitty day for me.  Today should have been my 4-month wedding anniversary.  We called off the wedding 4 months before that, but the split sometimes feels like it just happened.  He was my best friend, my lover, my dominant, my rooommate, my rock.  It’s best that we split when we did, but I still miss him.  Someone please take away my phone so I don’t call him and blubber on the phone to him.  I need someone to wipe his # from my phone and my memory.  

Today also sucks because it’s Fathers’ Day.  Sorry, Happy Father's Day to all you fathers out there.  My dad lives close, but I haven’t spoken to him in almost 12 years.  My mom is gone and he's just about the only family I have, but he might as well be gone too. I hate these holidays that are all about family.  And they’re all about family!  Except Halloween, maybe.

I’m no fun today.  I'm not going outside today. I’m going to lock myself in the bathroom, take a bubble bath till I shrivel up, then watch movies wiht no love or family, just things getting blown up.  And while in the bath and on the couch I'm going to eat multiple pints of Ben and Jerry’s and bags of cheese doodles.  

I'll answer messages tomorrow.  Cross my heart.  

I love waking up and seeing the sunrise, but it’s nice to sleep in on weekends.  And today I could use the beauty sleep.  Vanilla blind date #2 of the week is today.  Will my friends ever run out of people to pair me up with?  Maybe this one will be better than the first date of the week.  

Half-vacation day this afternoon.  Why do the forecasts always say rain when I take time off?  I was going to chill in the park but don't want to get caught in a thunderstorm.  Fudge. 

Best part of waking up so early is doing yoga while the sun rises.  Another hour and, Good morning, sun!  Good morning, world!  Good morning, Collar Me!

9:50 and it is time for this early riser to go to bed.  I'm going there alone but hopefully not for long.