subtoyjay

i am such a fool,

about half a year ago i met a wonderful woman, beautiful and charming, clever and inspiring, yet dominating and demanding,
she gave me many tips on how to improve myself, how to become a better submissive lover,
how to properly shave most of my man hair away to look better or how to only mind the pleasure and needs of dominant people instead of my own unimportant depraved desires,
i was allowed to life in permanent chastity and orgasm denial whilst keeping myself teased and on the edge,
i didnt have to wear any chastity devices as she didnt want my cock, or as she named it, my clit, to loose its functionality and me to rigerously wank as much as possible whilst not being allowed an orgasm,
of course that didnt work well at first and i was barely able to stand a week without an accidental cumshot,
therefore the edging experience underwent constant modifications to prevent any accidental leakage of my fuckjuice as i only knew my cum by then and i was called "slut" suddenly,
for example did i have to lick up any precum drooling from my "clit", resulting in me fascinating more and more about the taste of cock while enjoying the frustrating pleasure of stroking my denied cock,
a circumstance which this clever woman knew to use and had me watch gay porn movies from then on when edging and licking precum,
at first i was slightly shocked but probably through the constant hornyness only improved by the constant wanking, the only association of sex suddenly being men having sex on screen whilst eating my own precum, i started to like it,
i started to realize what was happening, i knew my teacher enjoyed d bi and suddenly understood that she was turning me into a biboy, or at least very very bi curious,
when i told her about my thoughts and fears the training went up a notch and she made me eagerly buy a nice thick dildo, 5cm wide and 20 long, a dream of a cock, and lots of lube.
at first it was a bit uneasy to get into my virgin butthole but with enough lube and patience it went into my pussy, as i came to know my arsehole, sadly, and to Maam's discontent i basicly came immidiately without even touching my clit,
but with time came experience and i must proudly admit that i can at least ride it for quite a while without getting too excited and i am able to stop usually when making love to it before spilling my fuckjuice,
but my dear teacher told me that such "accidents" were called milkings and that i would only be looking foward to get one of those every 6 weeks, only able to tease my clit and ravage my pussy in the meantime with nothing but precum drooling out, which only resulted in me getting even hornier and more frustrated,
eventually i was able to maintain a more or less stable chastity, only sometimes broken when i was serving on webcam and people made me tease my clit too much,
by then i had completely succumbed to my guides teachings, having started to love the taste of my precum, the few tasty servings of my real fuckjuice and the wonderful feeling of my filled and stuffed pussy, dreaming of cocks basicly constantly,
eventually i became such a horny and willing slut that i started to imagine all kinds of men i would see on the street naked, how their cocks and balls would look, wether they would be hairy or shaven, how their manly sweat would taste,
wether they would enjoy using and fucking me like a proper bottombitch and maybe even reward me with their tasty cum or wether they would just kick my denied balls and piss all over me in spite,
i expressed to that woman that had brought me here, my desire to loose my virginity to a cock instead of a pussy, realizing that my desires to have sex with a girl, to enjoy her pussy grasping my cock and making me a man, had turned into the desire to rather feel another mans hard cock in my ass.
I didnt mind not cumming anymore, my pleasure started to come from imagining how i could make other men cum.
originally i came to my teacher hoping for a Mistress to make me her own, to train me to become a better servant and slave, dreaming and getting off on the idea of kissing the feet of dominant women, hoping to be granted the honor to give women pleasure,
now, i have changed, i dont get off anymore, im chaste and proud of it, dont even know what a real orgasm felt like but i know it will allow me to concentrate much better on the needs and desires of dominant people,
sometimes i still think of nice hairy pussies and sexy girls but mostly only dream of ways i could make cocks cum all over me, how i could make hot men smile and moan in pleasure,
i must admit, that wonderful woman has succeeded in setting free the gay slut in me, and i am oh so grateful for that.
Lately i found a Dom who would enjoy using me on cam allowing me to take my first steps in submitting to men, sadly he lives in england and i wasnt able to make his cock cum into my facecunt yet,
he seems to be heavy into cock and ball, or in my case probably, clit and ball torture and likes to abuse my chaste and usually quite swollen balls alot, and i really like having them beaten, squeezed, stretched and tied up for him,
a few weeks ago he started to make me wear steel weights around them more or less constantly and they started to hang a bit lower now, he says slaves should have low hanging balls that are obviously made for torture and easy to handle,
when i asked my teacher about it she gladly agreed to have me continue my modification and encouraged me, now im always smilingg like a retard when i put on the weights thinking of how shed giggle and pet my head seeing the slut she created.
i always found body mods fascinating tho i never believed i would ever do something like that, but now im having a virgin, yet already torn up, asspussy, low hanging balls that dangle far below my clit,  and  i am looking foward to get that clit and nipples pierced to look more sexy.
the Dom who uses me also proposed for me to wear a chastity cage as to ensure i would not cum again by clitoral stimulation but my teacher does not like the idea as permanent wearal of these devices destroys the clits functionality,
and even tho i would love to wear one to look like a proper subslut and become easier to control for whoever will eventually own me and i dont really think my clit will ever get much use anyway i still do know that my beloved teacher is always right,
even tho i truly crave the feeling of month long denied balls driving me crazy, a clit painfully trying to get hard but unable to, i will have to deny my dom this time and be it only to strengthen my will to be a proper, always horny slut whose clit can still be teased and tortured for fun.
nevertheless, a few days ago my Godess asked when the last time was that i had spilled my fuckjuice and i truthfully had to reply that i simply couldnt remember anymore, fearing the worst as it was my duty to keep track of my chastity, but having completely forgotten about it after so long,
i readied to receive whatever cruel punishment my Godess would dish out, still fearful of the last time when my clit was bruised for weeks afterwards yet also grateful if she would even just spit on me.
But instead she replied that i was to be rewarded, i couldnt believe my ears, i was to properly milk myself the first time, not just some quick ride on my dildo, i was to completely empty those balls.
the task was simple, put a bucket under your clit and bang that thick dildo for at least half an hour, fuck it hard and good and keep going past the point where i would feel the need to piss, eat everything afterwards and report,
my clit got immediately hard just thinking of it but i had to wait until the evening to ravage my cunt knowing full well that i would probably want to stop after the first cumshot most likely but would have to keep going, that i would have to learn that it doesnt matter how full my balls where,
that my balls didnt matter, that only the cock in my cunt would matter and that my cunt better be good at milking it for a long time to become a good bottomslut men would like to buttfuck.
but then i failed, i utterly and completely failed,
the evening came and i was naked on the floor, had put on all 6 ballweights, dragging them down and making my balls ache painfully, thinking of how it would turn on my abusers and remembering that those long balls marked me as a painpig.
i got my plastic lover in reach and started to play with my nipples which always makes me feel even sluttier, i oiled up my cunt and the dildo, thinking of how nice it would be to make a nice thick cock like that hard, how nice it would be to kneel here, arse high up in the air, face on the floor,
kissing and licking my Godess feet thanking her, how nice it would be to feel the strong hands of well hung men grope and oil up my arse, slapping my arse, squeezing and commenting my painballs, sticking their fingers in my fuckhole and probing it, fucking it until their fists would fit in, raping me hard making me beg for more and harder fucking,
but i remembered that it wasnt about me but how i would be able to satsfy their cocks, lick their balls like a pro whore, how id better be good at milking their dicks with my pussy so they might even reward me with their holy cum mhhh, so tasty,
i tried sitting on the dildo to get it in easily and get a good head start, but it was harder than i thought and i had to use more lube, eventually, with some slapping of my balls and gentle fucking motions i got the thick head in, hurting nicely and making me think of how nice a real cock would feel again,
but then it happened, i must have hit the prostate in my hectic and my thick, gooey white fuckjuice drooled out my, at that moment, limp clit and onto the plate i had put below... my pussy getting super tight, the dildo started to hurt and i took it out for a second just making a little more fuckjuice drool out,
i just knelt there, feeling utterly ashamed, nearly sobbing, close to crying, i bend foward and licked up my fuckjuice savioring every drop but knowing i had failed miserably... not knowing what the future will hold for me now that i wasnt even able to give a plastic dildo a proper long fuck.

short story 1

you desire a new pair of boots and decide to use me to get them,
you organize a party selling my body to interested women of all ages, styles, fetishes, coleur,
nice environemnt, cool drinks, snacks, music, and im the prey,

im tied down in a small cage, on all fours, blindfolded, plug in my ass and my balls tied to the cage floor, my cock throbbing, collared,
you lead everybody in and show me off, praise my features and what you like to use em for,

after unlocking my balls you lead me out into the garden by my leash where the wild bunch awaits the whore they payed for,
you tell me to do anything they ask for and not to disobey, youd hate having to punish me

i shiver

"here he is, enjoy, hes yours for the evening" you say, handing the leash to one of the ladies, then lean back in your beach chair by the pool, sipping on a cold mojito
the girls giggle and look at me, some with scron, some with an evil grin, some with joy, some make jokes while others whisper,

i feel humiliated

one of the gals opens a large bag and shouts "hey ladies, look what i brought us" holding up a huge dildo in one hand, the girls reply in joy, one of the sterner and older looking ladies looks displeased, she goes back inside and comes back with a bag of her own, opening it she takes out a HUGE strapon, saying "thats what a dildo looks like, not a toy", she proceeds to take out a whole bunch of frightening things, straps, rings, hoogs, whips, flogs, whatever, you name it.
after a second of silence the girls start rushing to grab something,

i look at you, you look at me, its as if your eyes would say "its ok, please me my bitch", then you put on sunglasses and sip on your drink

then i feel something pulling me by my leash towards one of the chairs, im made to lick a hairy old hag wielding a whip, smacking down on my back, she smells disgusting and her hot lingerie with garter belts and everything doesnt help the tiniest bit,
she holds my chin and spits in my face then pushes me down into her crotch, i have to lick her pussy and her asshole for a few moments before i feel something pulling the plug out of my arse with a loud "plop"
it hurts a little, i feel fingers grabbing my asscheecks, pulling them apart, another pair of fingers mutilates my hole, another my nipples, and another two on my cock and balls, squeezing, pulling, slapping, fucking...

from your position you only see the a group of differently dressed girls, some kinky, some naked, some casual and dressed,
but sometimes you hear muffled screams from that direction, indicating that im still alive and you relax in the evening sun

meanwhile im getting fucked badly by all sizes of strap ons, dildos, fists,
my balls are being pulled down by two water bottles after having being tied each seperately, my cock is being stroked and slapped in turn, sometimes sucked, sometimes licked, mostly spit at,
two goth girls thought it would be funny to use pepper on my cock, they have to gag me with one of their sweaty feet because i wont stop screaming, they decide that it would be nice if i licked all their feet and toes like the little bitch i am and so im also forced to do that
my tongue is constantly licking some kind of pussy and ass, some hairy, some smooth, some pierced, some smelly, some tasty, some squirting in my face
sometimes i have to fuck a pussy or arse but i mostly have to serve with my tongue
im made to cum, not to cum, to cum and to cum again, relentless jerking and abuse of my cock till its raw

after a few hours everybody has calmed down, im laying dirty and used, totally exhausted on the lawn, one young girl still plays with my cock and balls, fucking me still with a relatively large dildo, but most of the ladies have dressed and are relaxing by a glass of whine enjoying the rest of the show.

you collect a tip for the good show and promise to get yourself a nice strap on for the earned extra and to use me again for the nice coat that youve eyed for a few weeks yet...

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