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Sakura

subtlesilver

Female Submissive, 48, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
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circumstances change and we move to and fro
i have moved back to my original Master, this is the right thing for me to do. He has been gracious enough to accept, no welcome, me back.
Not collared but ohhh so possessed.
Heart, mind and flesh not leather, the binding.

Nearly a year since I last said I Love You on here. I do hope you get the message in other ways.
A purists nightmare still but happy with what we have and what we do. Time alone is our problem. Thats a neat double meaning phrase but both readings are true.
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Is it really such a long time since I was here.
Well I'm still happy and sated and cared for and settled with HIM.
Purist would not be happy with the way we work but we are and that is all that matters.
I was wittering on about the heart being involved, it is big style.
And because I know someone will notice I've been on here....
I Love You x x x x x
Still very very happy. Sore and aching but happy. The thing i hadn't bargained for is the heart getting in on the act, it adds a whole different dimension. Now i not only need to submit but i want to as well. Is that understandable, well, it makes sense to me.
I was in a strop. Fortunately the hint was taken.

Now where am i? The bond is stronger than ever, and the bonds are too. Progress on all fronts and i think i might be making Him as happy as He is making me. i hope so.

Too happy to care about the why it works just enjoying the fact that it does. May not write much cos happy and busy and happy.

Did i say i was happy
Is it just me or do others have problems with "poachers"?
When someone says i am involved in a relationship and want to investigate all that it offers, that their is a bond formed which is strengthening isn't it plain that i'm not in the mood for passing players.
When i say "ask my Master" that is exactly what i mean. It is nice to be desired but it is tiresome to be persued after you have made it sooooo clear.
Anyway just in case there is still someone who hasn't got the hint.
i AM HAPPY WITH MY MASTER, PROFILE SAYS FRIENDS ONLY AND IT MEANS
 FRIENDS ONLY
Thank you for listening
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The globe turned a full circle and i have returned to my original Master. The decision was hard to make but i think it was the right one.
i can't clearly understand the why of why i have done this but we have now met in the "real" world and whilst my mind is unclear my body knows what it needed.
What it needed was to be taken and used and let my head catch up when it was ready.
The details of the trip may not be of interest to anyone but Him and me. There were points all through the day when my rational mind allowed me to think i could have left and it would have been ok. Fortunately my "other" mind kept me there.
The initial contact was in a very public place and happily the public us got on well. Lunch was more private and our other roles became more obvious. i never expected to be so submissive so quickly but i did all i was asked/told and i am told my face told Him all He needed to know about my reactions.
After the coffee and the lunch the bedroom seemed inevitable. i want to keep that part private except to say that every tentative limit was met and challenged.
it was a week ago now and for the purist, yes i still have the marks, the external ones are obvious. The internal ones are different to those i expected. Respect and trust i had allowed for, maybe even a liitle awe but the warmth and affection were a surprise.
So Master thank You.
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how did it all begin?
thats easy, the first time my lover spanked me.
at that moment something moved inside my head, and i knew this was right.
my fantasy life had always had a dark edge but this first taste of reality let my body and mind combine.
now i am on a journey, to find my limits. maybe to extend them, but mostly to enjoy.
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