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| I'm a plus-size young submissive female. I joined this site to learn more about others and the lifestyle itself. I already have a partner, so I'm not really seeking. My partner is a 49 year old male Dominant, and I love him in every aspect of the word.
I would like to start off by saying I absolutely love wit, sarcasm, and a great sense of humor. I can't stand "holier than thou" assholes who seek to critique each and every single thing you do.
I AM submissive. I AM NOT a doormat. Don't expect to call me sir just because you call yourself a Dom. I'm a very strong-willed, independant free-thinker, and my partner encourages this. I'm my own person, with my own ideas- and I'll definately speak my mind. I am, however, respectful and enjoy debate and learning differences of opinion.
I'm fairly new to the BDSM community, so excuse me if I ask for clarification on something you say. I'm not a know-it-all, nor would I care to be. To me, being a member of this lifestyle is being open to change, learning, and growth. If you think you have all the answers- good for you. Go form your own religion or something.
I am a plus-size woman. I'm not a slob, but I've been big all my life. I'm working towards getting down to a healthier weight, but I never want to be a stick. I love curves, and I think thicker women are much sexier- to me at least.
I'm very open-minded and love to interact with people. My Dom encourages learning from others, whether they be Dom, Sub, or Switch.
Feel free to shoot me a message. I'm upfront and honest about everything. If you're rude or arrogant, I'll say so. If you make me uncomfortable, I'll let you know instead of just ignoring you.
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So it's been a while since I've logged on last- to all the Sirs who have graciously kept writing me- thank you for all the well-wishes for Lin's health. He's doing much better now!
My 23rd birthday is coming up on March 2nd! I'm so excited! Man... I'm getting old! Better start shaping up a little before Lin trades me in for a newer model! :p
I've been looking at corsets lately... thinking about doing some modeling again. hipsandcurves.com have some pretty amazing costumes and corsets- and a new steel-boned line! Plus they have leather and vinyl wear... but damn they're expensive! Perhaps I could convince Lin that they're an investment... haha! Well, valentine's day is coming up... *wink wink*
I used to do some plus-size modeling... not lingerie or bondage modeling. But, I've noticed that you never see plus-size bondage models. that's sad. women of size are a bit on the plump side, but hey- curves are sexy! (and we're usually a hell of a lot more fun to tie up and spank! hehe!) I thought about doing some modeling of my own. Dunno how to get started though.
Life's life. School, work, kids, and taking care of Lin.
Hope to be up here a LOT more often.
Thanks again for everything! |
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Sirs, Madams, Doms, Dommes, and any and everyone else in between-
I need to respectfully but firmly remind everyone that I am actually involved with someone, so I'm not seeking.
I live with my partner/top/Dom/DaddySir, we've been in a relationship for eight months now. Yes, it's real life. No, it's not some online fantasy. Yes, it's monogamous by both of our choosing, and no, that doesn't mean I'm closed-minded or think I'm better than someone else that prefers a poly household. We just do what works for us. :)
Thanks to all of you out there who continue to converse with me and teach me things. Many of you older Doms are truly amazing people- and I respect and cherish the wisdom you continue to bestow upon me. Thanks to everyone for your well wishes during this difficult time for my Master and I. I'm confident we'll make it through this soon enough. :)
I don't mean to be disrespectful or bite anyone's head off... it's just that I keep getting invitations asking me if I'd like to wear your collar or be owned by such and such. I'm sorry- first off, to me that's a huge undertaking. You don't just hand out a collar- virtual or not- like it's a friendship bracelet you can take back without consequence anytime. It's a huge undertaking, responsibility, and commitment for both the owner and the submissive/slave. I appreciate the gesture, but please respect me as well as my Master and our choices and relationship.
If I continue talking to you, it's because I enjoy talking to you and am grateful to have met your aquaintance. (You know who you are!) If I don't write you back, it's probably because I'm attending to my Dom's needs and I have little time for myself. Or, if you send me something stupid, don't expect me to waste our time by replying.
Again, thanks to all of you who continue to be shining beacons in such a beautiful lifestyle.
~*K |
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Welp, Lin's still in the hospital. I stayed with him as long as I could tonight... we had a pretty open, honest, and frank discussion. It's so empty here without him. :( According to the Cardiology Team, he had a major heart attack. He'll be undergoing tests tommorrow to find out the extent of the damage. Seeing him in so much pain that he was writhering, crying, screaming, begging... it was horrific. I hope I never ever have to go through seeing him like that again. We're going to start exercising more together... that way, I can work on my weight issues and so can he. (he's kind of overweight also...) I will be, of course, right back up there tommorrow morning. I Can't wait to bring him home. |
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Today was a rather difficult day. My Top was admitted into the hospital with heart complications. He is stable and in good spirits, but boy this house is empty without him. Our waterbed just doesn't sleep the same... it's funny... I woke up clutching his pillow to my chest. It smelled of him. It's funny... I never really noticed any other man's smell until I met Him. Then again, I never really had such an urge to kneel down at a man's feet and do anything in my power to please him like this before either. I'm not trying to get all "fluffy bunny fairy tale" on you guys, but for all of you who yearn for a LTR with a Dom/Sub that just fits you perfectly... they definately do exist. Sure, we have things we still have to work on, but overall, He is the third most important gift I've ever recieved- surpassed only by my two baby girls. (And yes... BDSM and parenthood can co-exist... you just have to be extra careful! Having to explain to a toddler why mommy is in a cage is definately a no-no... But when they go to their grandparent's house for a visit, that's a different matter entirely!) |
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"Here from the king's mountain view
Here from the wild dream come true
Feast like a sultan I do
On treasures and flesh, never few
But I
I would
Wish it all away
If I thought I'd lose you just one day
The devil of his had me down
In love with the dark side I'd found
Dabbling all the way down
Up to my neck soon to drown
But you changed that all for me
Lifted me up, turned me around
So I...
I would
Wish this all away
Prayed like a father dusk to dawn
Beg like a hooker all night long
Tempted the devil with my song
And got what I wanted all along
But I
And I would
If I could
And I would
Wish it away
Wish it away
Wish it all away
Wanna wish it all away
No price you could hold sway
Or justify my kneeling away my center
So if I could I'd wish it all away
If I thought tomorrow would take you away
You're my peace of mind, my home, my center
I'm just trying to hold on one more day" |
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| Age: 40 |
| Greensboro,
Vermont |
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