So what is the deal anyway?  Is online play the only thing out there?  I can see where it can be fun to email them, talk to them on messenger, then it drops, "Turn on your webcam, I want to see you naked."  Is this what we are coming to...Instant sexual gratification?  Or the "We messaged a few times and now you will serve me!!" I am just as guilty as the next person and once upon a time it was fun for me too, but I am so over it.  Is it really possible that the good Doms are all taken?  Maybe I am being too picky.  It is my life and body after all, I think I should have a say what happens to it until the point cums that someone else has earned my trust enough to make those decisions for me.  That isn't going to happen with a few messages.  I am thinking I want the impossible, but I know deep in my heart that He is out there somewhere.  (On the other side of the U.S.)