<---- This is how I feel and is actually in many ways, how I am, at this point in my life, and yes I am hurt, but due to my age, and disability, I no longer have the stamina, or the energy to care, LOL. My heart is no longer in it, unless you have the body of a Goddess, and you are able to buy life insurance on me, and make a profit when I die, soon. Really !!! Why not ?? !!! Hello ladies. I am back for the umteenth time. I took a break, which I needed. But I have not given up on being collared.. I can't !!! I have been trying since 1997, and that makes it 12 years now. So, anyway, I am paralyzed from the waist down, since 1975, and I even use a power wheelchair now, and yes even at home, I use it now. It even reclines using a motor.. bye gosh.. And yes, I am still living with my alleged wife, and her straight vanilla, BF. And no, she never sleeps with me anymore, ever.. so anyway Ladies, pleaze someone of you collar me soon ? I beg you Ma'am.. Otherwise I think that, soon they will have me placed, in an asylum, as they have told me as well as most of my doctors, including of course, both of the shrinks. "Won't you, please.. please.. help me..?" -the Beatles :o(