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Is it possible that with the open minded nature of this lifestyle that people can still have an issue with race? I believe that when you finally allow yourself to freely be who you are the floodgates open; you open yourself up to new things and ideas, and feelings, but why is it that sometimes race is still something left out? The Doms that I had met with in the past didn't seem to have a problem with my skin, in fact I feel that some of them wanted to talk to me just because of it. Possibly something to do with controlling a black girl (because I was definitely not a woman back then), the fiercest type of woman out there ( :D ),  made them hot with passion. Maybe it had something to do with never having had a chance before to be with a black girl, a supposedly hyper sexual being that could provide them with something they had never had before. At the time that was not me, I am submissive inside and out of the bedroom, so the attitude that they thought they could be conquering was definitely lacking. Maybe I could compare them to my love for redheads. When I see a redhead it excites me so much, but I cannot speak to them. For me it doesn't matter what shade of red, they all do that for me. When I see the stereotypical redhead with milky skin and freckles, I often have to contain a smile, that may betray the naughty thoughts in my head, yet I have never been with a redhead. I've wanted to but it just never happens. I have not had such luck as I had back then while I was still searching for an owner; other subs don't seem to be as interested in me after I say that I am black. That being said, my fair skinned sister, do not fear me I am not the reaper, I am not much different from you and would love to play with you. You never know, we could really learn something from one another. My invitation for play sessions is extended to all of you (regardless of race), blondes, brunettes, and the raven haired too. I would love to me you, even if it is just online. We can be friends, just message me. 

When I message someone and I am interested in them,why can't they just say that you are not interested? It's annoying to sit waiting for a reply that will never come. Why don't they send a quick reply and simply say they aren't interested, it's simply a matter of being polite. If I've spent time reading their whole profile the least they could do is reply, seeing as how I'm not some creepy guy on here commanding them to be their cumbucket when they have never contacted them before.