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About submissivevixen
For those slaves who are still searching for the right Master, you really should check out MasterDerek....He's fantastic. You won't find anyone else as great as He is.
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Day 73 with no orgasm...........
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Day 58 and still not allowed to orgasm.? I have, however, had my first whipping from MasterDerek for letting someone manhandle His property. I deserved it too. I knew better than to let it happen but I did anyway. At least I was honest with MasterDerek and told him what had happened. I want Him to be proud of his slut and I know that my actions did not do this.?
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It's almost the New Year and I know I have several things that I can look back on this year and be happy about. I met the Master that I really had been searching for and this is going great. Last night/this morning he gave me permission to play with myself for 5 minutes and it was such a relief even though I was not allowed to cum. I have not been allowed to orgasm for 45 days now and as frustrated as I have been I know that once I am allowed to it will be awesome. I know that the control I am beginning to have is making my Master proud of me. At the same time I also know that when I see my Master again I will be punished for not completing my daily task as I should have the past week. I am sorry to say that this is my own fault and will readily accept whatever the punishment will be. I want to please Him and only Him. |
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Just when I thought I was getting things down, MasterDerek hits me with something new, lol. I have to learn if I want to grow and be the best slut He can have. I love the way He teaches me. Even if I am restricted on my orgasms, I know that I am pleasing Him and that's what matters to me. It is my #1 priority. I love the way He calls me slut and how He makes me wet with only His words. He talks to me as much as possible and always with a lesson in mind. I have several fears to overcome and he has projects in mind to help me conquer them. I'm actually looking forward to these projects and not dreading them. MasterDerek5 I hope you will be a part of my life for a long long time.
Thank You Sir. |
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I am learning, slowly, but I am learning. Sir has me doing a daily task that gets harder to do every day, but I will do this to please Him. I have even been disciplined once already, which I deserved. My level of trust has increased in a short period of time, as well as my comfort level has with Him. I am smiling more these days too, and I know it is because I want to please Him. MasterDerek5 is a fantastic trainer, I couldn't have been found by anyone better. He started out with basic terms and their meanings, eye restriction, speech restriction, and orgasm control (that is the hardest for me), and presentation. Each time we talk or see each other I learn more.
He has asked me to find Him a slave for 24/7, as I have more time. I will search until I find someone who is worthy of being His slave. |
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I have met the most wonderful trainer a slut could have. I have been searching for someone to train me for awhile now and finally....I have the best, MasterDerek5. We spoke on the phone for a couple of weeks before ever meeting and I am glad we did. I am not a very trusting person, so as we spoke my level of trust went way up. When we would talk he asked me specific questions and never assumed anything. I was able to ask him anything and he never held back. He took me step be step, explaining terms and telling me about the lifestyle. This is what I was searching for. He gave me, what I thought would be, a simple task to perform each day to prepare me for what was to come. It is NOT as easy as I thought it would it would be. He is taking me step by step into the lifestyle of a slut and I am extremely grateful to Him. I am His slut and I am very proud of that. So far I have only had to be disciplined once, but I enjoyed it. I knew he wanted the best for me.
The first meeting we had, I was so nervous, he went over several things with me: presentation, inspection, eye restriction, speech restriction, and orgasm control (this is very hardest for me). As always he worried about my pain level so we can work on it. My muscles are tight so I am working on stretching them and he is working with me. He's awesome! I can't wait until He uses me the way a slut needs to be used. But only when it pleases Him to do so. This is a continuous learning process and I can't wait until He feels I have learned enough to be used more fully. I will always be a slut in training, because no one ever ceases to learn, but when the time is right I hope to become something more, maybe His slave. We'll see. |
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