i am drawn to Her as the needle on a compass is drawn to the north. The masochist in me aches to feel the flogger, strap, crop wielded by Her hand against my body. The submissive in me wants only to peasure Her. my Shadow Soul wants to be surrounded by the essence of Her until i drown and am completely consumed. i seek a Domme that shares the values of honesty, integerity, and loyalty. One that is willing to grow and learn with me. One that is strict yet loving. i want to build a future with Someone that wants the same.
1/15/2011 11:19:51 AM
well it looks like i was played again. why are so many fakes on here? is it easier to sit behind a keyboard and play with someone than it is to be real? guess it was my bad judgement.
1/14/2011 5:10:55 PM
still haven't heard from Mistress. i hope She's ok. and i truly hope i wasn't duped again. Guess i'll find out this weekend, or soon i hope.
1/13/2011 11:40:06 AM
well another day went by without contact from Mistress. i am getting worried, i hope i haven't disappointed Her. i hope She is ok. i should have gotten Her phone number when i had a chance.....stupid me
1/12/2011 2:42:15 PM
i didn't chat with Mistress yesterday. waahhh. looks like i won't chat with Her today either. i surly hope she is ok. i hope i didn't do anything to piss her off with me.
1/10/2011 6:49:15 AM
well, now i can't get into the chat room. stupid CM is pissing me off. i hope i can at least chat with Mistress today.
1/9/2011 4:40:46 PM
i've been a good subbie today. i cleaned up after my dogs trashed the house....again, i took my dogs for a walk (it's chilly outside!!) and i had pizza for dinner. i haven't talked to Mistress today, i hope She is doing well.
1/9/2011 5:49:42 AM
i would like to beat Mistress's computer. She keeps getting kicked :(
Wwe spent another day chatting and playing. i'm really enjoying this.
1/6/2011 6:49:06 PM
Mistress and i had our first session this evening. it was HAWT. i hope this is the beginning of a wonderful relationship. Mistress has a very devious mind.........i love it.
1/6/2011 12:02:25 PM
I'm so glad that i couldn't sleep last night. i met the most wonderful Domme. Wwe decided to try the online thing and slowly take it to r/t. i'm so excited to be taking time to get to know Her and cherish Her. i really hope it works out, it's been sooooooo long. She has touched a place in me that i thought was burried long ago. i feel this is the beginning of a wonderful journey.
