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In Search Of A FLR
Publicly I am confident, ambitious, and disciplined.Im retired from the Renewable Energy field (Solar Energy - Panels, Turbine Wind, Hydroelectric Power - Water) as a senior executive and have lived and worked abroad. I am well educated and continue to actively increase my knowledge of the world and myself. To strangers and casual acquaintances, I can seem shy, cautious, and somewhat reserved. Once I build a level of trust, I warm up very quickly. However, I have seldom, if ever have had the desire or inclination to be the life of the party.
Privately I am expressive, vulnerable and gentle. I am an excellent cook, give great massages and am conversant in subjects other than football, cars and fishing. I consider loyalty, personal integrity and character much more than just convenient words or hollow outdated ideas. I also enjoy live theater, quiet evenings over a chessboard and brushing my lovers hair or massaging Her feet while sharing the days events.
My preferred social outlets are small quiet dinners with stimulating discussion about ideas and concepts. My work requires me to be assertive and extroverted, yet I regain my strength from quiet downtime. I protect and guard my energy for those who are closest to me, with whom I spend it happily and freely.
I am very happy with my life and the man I have become. Being alone is not a burden for me. Being in a relationship is not so much of a need as it is a desire to express my affection. The Woman that Im looking to express this affection for, some would say, does not exist. I believe she exists in all her feminine wonder. She is a cerebral, provocative, sultry, Woman who is willing to travel the world with me. If you have had the magical experience of dining in public where quiet conversation between two people turns into a very intimate connection and you realize that time and the outside world have quietly faded away we may have much in common.
I am very interested in how you think and what you think about. Being somewhat competitive I find it mildly amusing that I dont mind losing a well thought out argument or premise to someone I respect and admire. Please note I didnt say I liked it, I just dont mind it. I prefer Women who are not easily influenced by those around them. In short I very much enjoy independent thinkers who make conscious, personal choices about what they want to experience and believe in their life. I prefer curvy women and really enjoy extra turns in those curves.
I love the difference between men and women, the subtle thrill of flirty banter, and women with more than a touch of bad girl inside, sort of a wild librarian with an Ann Rice appetite for the exotic. You are invariably un-intimidated by people or situations. Sensual and unconventional, You are far more daring and courageous than many people think is safe. I have found that the intimacy level in traditional vanilla relationships leaves me bored, wanting and unexcited and thus, I find that I am unable to settle. While I find 247 unrealistic and tiring, I do find the ever-present awareness and undercurrent of the power dynamic intoxicating. The extended foreplay of passion, psychology, and endurance makes me feel like a prized possession.
If You instinctively know the power of an upraised eyebrow from across a crowded room, we might have many ideas and thoughts to amuse one another. I find a woman who has the confidence to let me know that she is wrapping me around one of her delicate manicured fingers and has the feminine power to carry it off with style, delightful and irresistible. Women who are discerning enough to be able to know when to use their mind like a feather or a scalpel and are subtle enough to make the hammer of their mind feel like a soft caress, are nothing less than intriguing.
If after countless hours of self reflection you still find Yourself a walking contradiction and enigma, if You fluent in the languages of the body and if you can gently pull down the walls of my pride, I would love to know more about You.
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