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Well, its time again for another entry. i would like to start off saying that i am so glad i am off punishment from my master from my last fuck up. If your not familiar with what i mean, then please take the time out to read my entries. Anyway, I have missed my Master and have craved his use for as long as i could stand it. He finally came around and i took my punishment. Now I am ready to work. I start work tomorrow as a Grocery Department Supervisor at a Wal-Mart SuperCenter. Anyway, just missing my master and nervous about my new job. have a good night all.

i come here today, lonely without the communication from my master that i do so desire. I miss you master. I am truly sorry master and i beg of you to forgive me master. I need you master. I will never act out in a haste judgement again master and will only and forever always follow your orders. thank you master for you protection and guidance in all of my stupidity master.

Well, its once again time for me to share of my dumb ass life experiences. I recently began talking to a man on-line. One that told me he would give me the world so to speak. He wanted to own me as his sub/slave. I have two children i was to be taking with me. He was willing and ready for them as well, since he had children also. A few days ago i caught him n several lies and called him on it. i have since heard from him. He had me to quit my job, not pay bills that he said he would take care of when he got here and so as an obedient woman to a man i was to be with, i did as asked. However, i already have a master that was aware of this so called relationship. My current master that i was leaving for the other one told me to not do it. He said he was a fake and that i was not going to be done well. And well, sure enough my master was correct. Now i am a stupid dumb ass fat lil cunt whore that didnt listen to my master. So i am being punished in more ways than one. This being one of them. To tell of my dumb ass experience and to show that i will always listen to my master and to never doubt him again. Master, i am very sorry and can only ask that you forgive me master and i will never never never disobey you again.

It time again to share some of my thoughts and feelings about my new found experiences in bdsm. I would like to say, that i never in my life thought of me, myself as being the type of woman to want and desire such an erotic way of sexual pleasures. When i met my Master, i had no clue of what bdsm meant. So he had me to look it up. I did and found that some of it was exciting and some not so exciting. However, i was asked to give it a try and i did. I loved it. Infact a cant get enough of it. I want to learn and do more and more everytime we meet. My Master is a Protector and yet so firm in his touch and in his demands. I dont want to let my master down. How does one know that they have these desires hidden within? How do you know to bring them out unless you try them and see what you like? I have discovered in a few short weeks, that i like to be gagged, i like to be choked, i like to have my ass whipped especially when i am being fucked hard in it. I will get to experience my first pussy soon. I am very excited about that for sure. The thoughts turn me on and excite me so. So, in closing, i would like to once again say to my Master, thank you. Thank you for all your wonderful teachings. Thank you for bringing out my hidden desires and for being so firm and yet understanding to my being new. You have not scared me away, infact only have made me want and beg for more. I owe all this to my Master. have a great night to all.

Well tonight was a great and fullfilling lesson, i would have to say so myself. My master was able to come to my home and give me just what i deserved. A good HARD ASS FUCKING!  mmmmmm  I want some more of that. Tonight he spanked my ass red. its still red and stings hours later. I like it like that. I got ot experiment what a good choke meant. WOW, i was afraid i couldnt take it like i did, but i enjoyed it very much so. My head did get light when he let go, but inside my head i wanted more at the same time. so anyway, I wanted to share a great experience and get good training and I GOT IT. Thank you master for a great evening.

Wow, i can say that i love being dominated. To do the unknowing. to have the not knowing done to you. I got to experience the terms of fisting. well to a point. Master has said that it will take some time, however with proper time and training, i shall be able to take all of his fist at ease. I am happy to have such a great master. The spanking was thrilling and the choking, was like i wanted to ask for more. why? cause i didnt know what to expect. how it would feel. I lost track of reality for a  moment. I want to please my Master always and if that means doing everything he ask of me, then so be it. I got a super hard ass fucking last night. one that made me scream and cum all over myself. i am so sore today, but that is ok. i need and want it always. Thank you Master

Well, lets see where to begin. i would like to tell you all about my last meeting with my Master. He introduced the gag to me that night. Wow! is all i can say, it was a great way to scream without being heard. A way for me to accept the pain being given and keeping my mouth shut. He also got me a butt plug. To me a big one! I really screamed with that and it felt great after a minute or two. Infact it was so good that he ordered me to wear it till he said not to. Then he fucked me in the ass hard, very fking hard, then he used my big toy and fucked my pussy with it as  he fked my ass. And oh, i left out the hard, stinging, ass woopen i got. WOW, and i am wanting all of this and more. So to all those that care to read what i have written, great. I hope that someone can send me some pointers in what and how to handle more and more. Thank you

To all those that care to read of my new found pleasurable experiences, i would like to tell you.  I would say that a few weeks ago i met my MASTER! This is something completely out of the ordinary that i would of probably never have done, and yet the thought of this bdsm way is intriguing. My MASTER, a wonderful teacher, has tought me to be submissive to his way of order. I hope that makes sense. Anyway, by this i mean for one, to be called master was a very new way for me, second bowing down to him was for sure new, and the not knowing of what else is to come. In words, hard to explain for me being a beginner. Bare with me please. In my first meeting with my Master came nervousness of course. I had read up on some bdsm and for the most part it scared me to even want to try, because in all reality i am not much into pain, and yet the pain was exciting. My Master is taking things one step at a time with me and working me up into more intense, sensory stimulation, bodily pain/pleasure is how i now see it and it does not bother me to bow down, follow direction, and being called a lil fat cnt whre. In fact i thrive on it. With my Master, anyone else it would bother me, but that is what makes my Master so different from others. I would say that for me being a beginner, i have found the perfect teacher to fullfill my desires of pushing myself to my limits, not his limits, cause he dont have many limits. However, i yearn for more. This is my test of faith in myself to see how much and how long can i endure the Masters increasing pain upon me. I found myself rehearsing my orders in order to perfect them for the Master, for i do not ever want to dissappoint him. I find myself enjoying the knowing that i have pleased my Master to his liking and anticipate continuing to do so. So to my Master, that i know will be reading this, again thank you Master for your guidance and teachings and to know that i crave the next step Master. Thank you!