submas

My life as a sub seems to be waining a little.  You know what I need, is to become a slave.  Its just the women that I have known will not push the limits that a slave should go thru.  Most of the women dont want a slave.  They want someone they can push around and get them to do things they never even heard of.  Thats not what I mean.  I want a woman who will take me and use me, yes, but I want it to be more slave-like. Perhaps, denying me orgasm in front of her girlfriends.   Humiliation is the way to make me a slave.  She can beat me till the cows come home, until I bleed, in fact, but if she doesnt treat my wounds with alcohol, then is it worth it.  What I need and want, is a very special woman.  One that will take my innocence away and replace it with that vital, special place where bdsm becomes a way of life.  Where the woman takes the lead, not just in playtime, but in real life.  Most of the women I have met on here are adorable.  I have written them, they seem wonderful and I could love them forever.  But wont somebody pls write that wants what I do, a lifestyle that isnt wrapped up in games, but a life where she is supreme, and I am the person that throws flower-petals where she walks, will lay down my life for her, and she will know that I care for her so much that I am willing to go that extra mile to make her happy. Until I do, the search goes on.