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Subkelly69

Male Submissive, 42, brentwood
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About Subkelly69

Cute, chubby and very submissive. Long brown hair, blue eyes. Always happy to make new friends in the lifestyle.
Tonight I can't be with the one I desire, so I'll close my eyes and imagine that I am. As I squeeze my tits hard and twist my nipples, I'll imagine that it's His fingers. As I shove my fingers deep within me and then lick them greedily I'll imagine that it's Him filling my mouth. As I drive my toy in and out, over and over, I'll think about how He pulled my hair back and bit my shoulder and took control over every inch of me. Maybe when I explode He'll hear my screams and smile, even though He's miles away.

Another memory.  Sometimes all you get is just a little touch, but it is thrilling.  I was standing in front of Master watching a street performer.  The crowd around us was thick.  I felt his hands slide up my bare arms.  They were big and warm and strong.  Then his hands rested on my shoulders for a few minutes, his fingers kneading the muscles there and at the base of my neck.  My eyelids became heavy as I focused on those fingertips, his touch throwing electricity into my skin.  Now he boldly moved his hands up on either side of my throat and intertwined his fingers together, lightly squeezing, the pads of his thumbs pressed against the base of my skull.  With no concern for who might be watching, I closed my eyes and surrendered to that loving compression and ever so gentle control of my head and breath.  Instantly I felt myself get wet.  And then I heard applause for the performer as Master's hands slid slowly back down my arms again.  How I long for those moments when the world stops and it is nothing but the sensation of him controlling my body in some way.

A memory - All it took was a hand in my hair, pulling my head back to look in his eyes.  That was the trigger.  My mind said "Let go. Do what you are told. You are his." Everything afterward a steady progression until I was floating.  He had me kneel and fastened the collar around my neck.  Then the cuffs, strapped and locked on my wrists and ankles.  Finally a nice heavy chain clipped to my collar - a sturdy leash, pulled tight while his other hand guided my head.  Bound in leather and steel, feeling so warm and desired, all night long.  The next morning, almost crying as I was stripped naked of these beautiful accessories before we parted.   Knowing that if I had a diamond necklace I would gladly trade it for another day of wearing His leather and steel.

Read a Dom's journal.  He talked about bringing tears to the eyes of his sub.  I recalled a night where I cried uncontrollably as I received a well-deserved punishment from my former Master.  As he beat me, I was reprimanded for my disobedience, wringing from me the most intense of emotions. I admitted my guilt.  I begged for forgiveness.  I pledged my devotion.  My tears not only communicated my submission to him, but pushed me to an even deeper level of surrender.  Later I curled up in my usual spot at his feet, feeling so fresh and free and grateful to have been given the gift of this total release. 
A couple sat next to me at a bar.  The girl was luscious, her boyfriend not too bad either.  We began to talk and the conversation soon turned sexual.  He said his girl let him play with her friends, but only oral - no penetration.  He asked me whether I thought that oral was more "personal" than fucking.  I found that to be a tough question and it made me think.  In a vanilla encounter, it's probably true.  As a slave though, there is nothing more intimate than having my Master breakdown all my mental barriers through physical discipline before he enters me.  Nothing can be withheld from him, nothing hidden.  Of course, I didn't head out with the cute couple.  No penetration - WTF? How demented!

Submission is bliss.  Hands tied.  Mouth gagged.  Following orders.  Blindfolded and waiting to hear Master's voice or feel the sweet sting of his whip.  On my knees.  On my belly.  The reward of having my lips parted and filled with something hot and hard.  Such joy. 

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