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About subKali
Hi, this is Sunny. I'm a 22 year old submissive. I'm in a one-on-one relationship with a vanilla male who has naturally dominant tendancies.
If only I could sway him fully to the darkside. *sighs*
I'm here for friends, advice, fun, etc. I'm not here to be picked up. I am in love with one man, and you're not it.
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About a wound to the pride...
It's just a game. You say it and I know that. But with the way things are, with the limited availability of ways to serve you, it means more than you know.
I have these needs, that you don't realize are there. They're probably silly, but they're needs all the same. When you push me, I HAVE to accomplish what it is you're pushing me towards. Just because you will forgive me, doesn't mean I will.
I failed. You led me to a place you believed I should have been, and I wasn't strong enough to stay there. In return, I brought myself back, time and again. I learned to endure. I got stronger.
The fact that I failed you in front of other people is also painful to me. I need to be you're prized possession, something you can call yours with pride. If I fail you in public, I am not living up to that. I will do my best not to let it happen again, and to make it up to you.
"Come back when you're ready to concentrate." was something you later apologized for saying, but it was exactly what needed to be said. Trust your instincts, and we'll be fine.
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It's been a rough road. After figuring out, with the help and support of some wonderful friends, that I was submissive and not just "weird",? I attempted to apply the lifestyle to an existing abusive relationship. It only served to worsen the abuse, giving him an excuse to hide behind.
There's a new man in my life, but he is not a Dom. He does things that are dominant, but isn't aware of them, mostly because he has a skewed view of the lifestyle. He thinks it's all about pain, when frankly, I don't like pain at all.
I've decided to enjoy the dominance he does give, and try not to focus on the rest for right now. If it's the right path for us, it'll come in time.
And that pretty much catches you up. I'm here to make friends who I can be open about the lifestyle with. I just don't have that here in my "real life". Preferably I'd like to talk to submissives, but I'm sure it would be nice to have a Dom/me's point of view on things from time to time as well.
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