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subinsouth

SubinSoCal
Male Submissive, 26, Orange County, California
Male Switch, 22, DFW Area, Texas
Male Submissive, 55
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About subinsouth

I have been away for a long while.

Not sure where to start or stop ~ so for now I am just here for the forums.
i am taking a break from my search at this point. .. .. .far too many 'Doms' who believe that 'a little on the side' is what i search for. 

i believe in the pain and the glory of submitting ~ i don't, however, need nor want the emotional bs i seem to be attracting.   

One day soon, i will connect with r/t ~ 24/7 ~ One on one relationship that i desire and deserve.   

Maybe it's me?  peace out 
Sometimes you just gotta pick yourself up and dust yourself off and let them know you mean business.  i love you guys! 


Thank you to all my friends! 


peace out

does it say somewhere in my profile that i am stupid???  or maybe unworthy???  or just playing around or some other bs i have not caught on to???? 

i give up ~ i am on CM for the forums only.

thanks to my friends here ~ you rock! 

peace out

i would like to thank everyone for the kind wishes and support. 

i am usually not so torn ~ i am feeling like 'bearing one's soul' is not the right approach.  do i need to not be so honest ~ wtf?  i have got to relearn the rules of the 'game'.  hell, i just thought it was me. ... . 

i know that being submissive is just how it is for me.  i need to meet a Dom who takes my truths and sees beyond my past and actually wants me to be whole again thru His eyes.  

peace out 
ok ~ so, i thought i was going to meet who i hoped was 'the One'.  only we never met ~ i got dissed...again.  the one thing i really need from a Dominant is total truth.  why is that seemingly so hard? 

i am beginning to question my own self worth as a submissive.  maybe i am not meant to be with a Dominant ~ maybe all this energy should be directed elsewhere?  i got knocked down and the wind is outta my sails. 

peace out 

i wonder how we truly 'know' what we search for?  i yearn for a Dominant who knows the same that i know ~ hard to explain. 

i feel a bit outrageous in my quest for a Dominant to submit to.  

i know he is out there and we will connect very soon.
Just when you think it is safe to get back in the water and things are gonna be ok, BAM! 

Leaves one to wonder. ... .what just happened? 

Maybe I am just too frazzled to begin my search. .. . .so much has happened, yet everything stays the same. 

Just being me sux sometimes. 
i have been off of CM for a while now, due to a few stresses in my life ~ just did not have time for my search to continue.  of course, someone once said somewhere along the way, 'He will appear when i least expect it' ~ well, ok then. 

Anyways, i am back on this site and so far, so good.  i have made many changes in my life, and i am still standing.  well, for right now anyways!  lol! 

The search is on! 
i am feeling a bit of clarity on my views of various BDSM relationships.  i have met a good Man, a patient Dominant who has answered many, many of my sorted questions, and opened a few doors for me to think about.  i am in awe of His knowledge and His sense of perception on my many feelings and my confusions.  i graciously thank Him and hope He finds whatever/whomever He searches for. 
today i feel a bit overwhelmed by my submissiveness.  i need to be strong, only i feel really small.  maybe i am just having a mood swing?  doesn't matter, i feel what i feel and there you go.  looking for Dominance in all the wrong places maybe? 

i have been reading and rereading the message boards here on collarme and i am learning so many "variances" on BDSM. 

it's a wonder to me how each individual sees their own Dominance or submission.  it is like travelling from one country to the next and experiencing each different culture.  there are similarities, yet differences.  what works for one, would not work for another, yet we are all surviving the best we know how.

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