Friends only, Please respect that. As the years go flying by I often wonder if that someone special is out there. I am picky and I know it, but why settle for someone who isn't right for me. If and when I find that special someone it will have been worth the wait. I am a submissive with a slaves heart. All I wish to do is please the people around me. I have been this way all my life, only recently did I find the name for what I am. I have found the life that feels like home to me. If you send me an e-mail and I am online but do not answer for sometime, it may be that I am in the message boards. -Put this in your profile if you know someone who has survived or died of cancer-In Memory of my Mom.....3/26/37-8/22/08
This year instead of thinking souly of the holiday season, I think of a sunny warm place.
Just a quick note to say thank you to many who post on the message boards.
Well another year has passed and it still seems like yesterday that mom passed away. I am dealing with the feelings. Now as I look at my 50th birthday later this month I still wonder if I will ever find the One I seek. Yet another player has come and gone, rather quickly this time, I thank my mentor for all he taught me. It is nice to know that even at my age I can still learn, lol. Maybe I'm too picky, but what do I have to lose by being so.
It is amazing how fast time flies. I have talked with a few from this site, most seem to want something different from what I seek. I say it again, if you are married or with another please pass on my profile. I look only for one in my life.
Hard to believe it is almost June. Seems like most of this past year has been a bad dream. It has made me step back and look at my life and what I want. At what is missing in my life. Someone to please and to serve. I don't even ask for much in return, because for the right person I don't need anything. I made the mistake of becomeing emotionally attached to the One who started my journey into this lifestyle. Now that I have moved and He is no longer near, I find that I do miss him. I talked to Him the other night on the phone, it was nice and gave me a feeling of being centered, which is missing in my life right now. I hope someday to find one who centers me and takes what I have to offer.
I am begining to come to grips with loseing my Mother. I miss her alot,but also know that her fight is now over and she is at peace. I want to thank everyone who has emailed me with such kind words. I have tried to answer all and hope I didn't miss anyone. I am back on a limited basis for now. Again thank you all.
Today I had an email that made me stop and wonder why some people don't like manners. It stated that if I was intrested to reply. I sent back a Thank you but no thanks type answer. Got a reply to that of I should read the email again. He was upset because my mom taught me manners. If you email me I do my best to reply. Manners are not that hard to use. Just had to share this one, I see so many profiles with, why can't people at least say Thanks, but no thanks.
Today I looked at my profile and thought that it is a bit demanding. So I am going to make some changes that I hope reflect what I have to offer someone else. If you read it and see something that maybe I could word differently please e-mail me with any suggestions. Thanks
