subfor4youalways

i am being considered by S hell rolled into one/ can\t wait to start my trainingadidt Eixon. things are doing so well iy's heaven and

i just found out that the couple i was corresponding with has a new slave moving in with them in two weeks. so its back to the same game. its very difficult to find a real couple or mistress on this site. so many players and wantabees. it's very dissappointing.

i am recently in contact with a couple who may consider me. serving a couple would be new to me. right now i feel vulnerable looking for and seeking my new Owner (s)

today is special for mr. i have finally met a Mistress that is in the process of considering me. there is that fire thats hard to find. i hope i do the right things for her to take me long term

i'm feeling great and still looking for the right D/M's. i can relocate if the situation arises. i am definantly prepared for my next journey. sometimes i feel that most of the D/M's here are just looking for entertainment. i hope i'm wrong

after speaking to a supportive Mistress, i feel more ready to resume my search for an Owner, which will entail speaking to Dommes who have the integrity and grace to treat even a slave with the courtesy all evolved people use.

things have suddenly fallen by the wayside. talk later.

tonight i'm going to book a flight to denver to meet my potential Owner. i'm scared. i hope i can go through with this. this is the oppertunity i've wanted for the last 18 yrs. i was born sub. now ready to live it i cant wait to feel the collar on my skin. i'm looking forward to a whloe life change and i hope i have found a wonderful Teacher/Owner who will not only use me but protect me and guide me.

since yesterday i'm having problems focusing and i'm not feeling well. i know in fact that i'm as good as collared abd owned by my new Owner/Mistress. i'm, trying to not keep thinking about losing my freedom and  everything that goes with it. i'm scared knowing that i cannot back out of this because i would have no where else i would like to go. my Mistress is so good in guiding me. but i'm scared to take this last step.  right now i am going to back away and try not to think about it. i'm not sure if i'm the slave i thought i am. i'm scared.

four days ago i found the Mistress of my life who is traing me to take me and own me. i have never felt so happy in my life. i am one lucky slave