suberic

Male Submissive, 34, casselberry, Florida

Male Submissive, 35, Gaffney, South Carolina

Female Submissive, 23

?Seems I'm into a lot of different fetishes, but not the "standard" ones. ? * Into restraint * Into Service (taking care of my chosen person) * Into mumification (restraint) * Into being caged (restraint) * Into helplessness (restraint and not being in control) * Into power exchange (giving my ability to choose to another) * Into crossdressing * Into princess fantasies (yes, I do dream of being in beautiful ball gowns and looking beautiful) * Into sensual play * Into furry play (cat specifically) * Into pony play (wanting to only live in the moment) * Into boot/high heel worship * Into the meditation and working through the flogging * Into Chastity belts * Into corsetry * Into costume play (especially Edwardian/Victorian dresses) * Into collar and cuffs * Into PLAYING with floggers/singletails/whips, not being hit by them. * Into Fear or non-thought * Into full mouth (Gag, bit, sucking things) Not into ? * Pain * knives * abuse * bootblacking (polishing shoes and boots) * humiliation * Piercing * infantilization * blow jobs (either recieving or giving them) At times into ? * pain (to see what I can take and stand, pride thing) * humiliation (as a vehicle to shifting consciousness) * sex (I have a low sex drive but still mastrubate, getting little from it) * rape (as in me being attacked and raped, not me attacking others I want to make that plain) * being owned (I get very hot when I think of having a tattoo and being listed on the slave registry and having a chip implanted to locate me, then reality sets in) * Causing pain I look at this list and go "wow, I'm fucked up." Some of these dovetail together understandibly, but others make me go "WTF??? How can I be into that, but not that which is the same damned thing...?" Don't know what this means, just listing it for me.

Okay, back again.? Had to take some time from being online because my mistress complained that all I did was be online to her detriment.? Now while that sounds terrible for those who are in the lifestyle, we are partners so it was even worse.? No I didn't get punished other than what I did to myself out of guilt. Making a name for myself in the local scene, which is good.? My toys are selling, but I seem to give out more than I sell.? LOL?? Need more commissions. Found a third for our family, then JUST as we were entering into serious negotiations with her, she gets her dream job and moves across the country.? Don't know if there is anything to it or not, although I don't think so, since she really didn't want to go.? Had I told her to stay, she would have given up her job.? I think that says something. So while we are looking still, it's not serious.? Now it's waiting for her to come back.?

Well, I've been here for a few days now, and it's interesting. I see Doms looking for all-the-time subs, subs looking to play, and a lot of people not talking to anyone else. Just an observation. Actually, one of the big things I need is someone I can try new creations out on. Female by preference.

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