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i'm a newbie. a lump of clay, ready to be molded into something usable, one might say. i have had some r/l experiences but that only whetted my desire to find out more.
i'm eager to learn from the right Mistress. my interest are to learn as much as possible, to serve a Mistress as She should be served, to learn Her wants and prepair for Her needs.
i'm reitred and live alone. i have RA which limits some movement but i'll do my best to follow all orders and complete all task excatly as given to me. i dj and kj (karaoke jockey) on weekends, so i'm free during the day and work on music at night.
please contact me if You feel i can be the right person for You. Woman only, please.
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my but it's been along time since the last update. the Mistress this slave was serving has been sent to Iraq and will not be back for some time. She has left this slave in the most capable hands of another Mistress, Her friend. Mistress Sandy has proven to be an excellent Mistress. more demanding and strick than Mistress Karen. Mistress Sandy is very exciting to serve and yet fun to be with. this slave looks forward to being with Mistress Sandy. although Mistress Sandy does not keep this slave chastized for as long of periods as Mistress Karen did, She keeps Her slave very excited and always thinking of Her. Mistress Sandy is quite good at torture and does keep this slut's (as Mistress Sandy prefers this one to be called) nipples very sore, red and hard. also, forced womanhood is a must whenever online with Mistress Sandy. this slut could not ask for a better Mistress. this slut will do all to see that Mistress Sandy remains happy and the Mistress Karen is not embarrassed passing this one along.
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it's been some time since this slaves last post. this slave has met a fantastic, beautiful Mistress located in Texas. She has taken on training of this slave, now Her slave. Mistress has kept Her slave in bondage and forced Her slave to wear several items of female clothing out into public, so far, under Her slaves regular clothing.
Mistress has kept Her slave in a chastity device with very few and far between allowences of erection or release. this slave is very fortunate to have met Mistress and is thankful for Her guidence and instruction. this slave hopes some day to become the property of this most beautiful and kind Mistress.
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this week, Mistress ordered this girl to write her views of feminisation used as humiliation. here is this girls response. The question is: is forced womanhood an insult to womankind?
In
this ones opinion, the forcing or even willingness of a man into
woman’s attire is not insulting to woman. It may be that the person
enjoys the feeling of the clothing and has nothing to do with a desire
to be an actual woman. If a man should feel humiliated for anyone to
find out about his desire to wear or be forced to wear woman’s
clothing, would only be natural. For a man’s entire upbringing, he has
been taught “to be a man”. If he shows any signs of femininity, he is
ridiculed or made to feel ashamed. This one thinks that is the purpose
of being made to wear feminine cloths, because his Mistress/Master
knows how humiliating it is for him to be seen like that, not the being
a woman.
I think the only reason a woman would feel insulted by
this is because woman have made themselves a much more power force in
the world. Women are no longer looked down on. They have worked very
hard just too earn respect in the eye of the world. They have indeed
become superior in many, many aspects of business, the political arena
and the family.
I guess what I’m saying, in a nut shell; I
personally don’t feel I’m insulting womankind by being excited at the
feel of woman’s clothing or being made to perform many duties as a
woman. After all, isn’t imitation the sincerest form of flattery?
also, Mistress ordered this girl to wear white panties to her massage appointment this week as a sign of her forced purity through chastity, along with pink toenail and finger nail polish. the experience was very humiliating and exciting at the same time.
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This week, Mistress has intensified Her torture of this
girls nipples with the continuous use of sandpaper, wax, ice cubes and clothes
pins or clamps. This girls nipples are
very sensitive and constantly aroused. Also, Mistress had this girl wear red toe nail polish to her massage
appointment. Very exciting and quite
humiliating. This week maybe pink with
matching panties.
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This girls Mistress friend ordered her to wear
red panties to her massage appointment this week after her pedicure. The massage girl suggested this girl have her
toes done in red to match her underwear. This girl agreed and is going to do so next week. This girl is still kept in chastity device
and Mistress is willing to control of this girls erections and releases to
another qualified Mistress. Please
contact this girl if You are interested.
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This past week, this girl has learned that suffering and
pain is a small price to pay for the privilege of serving a fantastic
Mistress. This girl‘s task this week was
to purchase panties ands send pics to Mistress. Mistress was pleased with this girls performance. Also, this girl has been made to endure a
little torture to please her Mistress. This girl has also been locked up for 9 days.
This girl wore black silk panties to her massage session and
found it very exciting and scary. This
week this girl is ordered to wear white panties.
This girl must also write a response to the question of
“feminization as humiliation”. Is it
demeaning to womankind or humiliating forced control. Will update again next Sunday, per Mistress’
instructions.
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this girl has spent the last week looking for woman seated in a proper manner. this seems like a very simple task by my friend the Mistress, but proved to be quite difficult. this girl did finally complete her task. this girl was also ordered to wear her panties to her massage appointment. very humiliating, exciting and scary. as Mistress continues Her teachings, this girl will update E/everyone as to her progress. if A/anyone should have any suggests for Mistress to further this girls training, feel free to contact this girl and she will pass them along.thank You Mistress for Your time and care in making this girl the best sissy/slave she can be.
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this girl is respectfully grateful to a certain Mistress friend who is improving this girls behavior, in order that this girl may serve her future OWNER to Her satisfaction in real life. this girl longs to serve, please consider me
respectfully,
zenda destiny
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