subbylogic

Didn't get through a little challenge called LockTober...  it's a fun excuse for for people into chastity to go a month without an erection or jerking off...  if you're into the fetish it's like Jack Skeleton discovering Christmas Town for the first time...

I lasted like 2 weeks.  

But my friend is dope, and after communicating (she's also an ex) boundries, she turned around and was like, "Now about your pennence..."  And I basically agreed to be her slave for a month.

She had me jacking off everyday, picking out girly clothes, but then made me stop all orgasms , and start wearing the underwear and etc., November 1st... on top of locking me back into a chastity cage full-time.  I know it's a weird fetish...  but omg.

She knows me well, she's trans, and she knows how to make me really like her form of domination.  Chastity just MAKES me so damned subby, and girly, and slutty, and over the moon kinky.  Words don't convey the feels... the lustful horny cravings are unbearably intense at first.

But it calms down, and you get kinda gentled..

I woke up yesterday and feeling in my heart she was honestly becoming my domme again.  She's long distance and has her own primary relationship (I love being poly) so I'm starting to look for munches and make local friends in the lifestyle.

Oh I wanted to explain the pictures I'm uploading...
*edit I'll upload photos later when I can allow my profile to go into 'validating' mode for a few days.*

My KH sent me another package, and it steps up the feminization a bit.

We kinda renew our arrangement, for another week, every Friday.

She's like, "Do you want to stay locked up for another week Kitten?"
And at this point I'm just plainly honest, "Yes please, I'd like that very much."
Then she'll somethng like, "Good boy."
And I kinda just melt .

Anyways, it helps this little anxious commitaphobe from getting nervous.  = )