Subby2015

It sucks being at home and sexually frustrated!! I can't wait till August when school starts again 

Empty MSG box 

Thinking about how bad I want to be tied but can't since I'm out of college for the summer 

A week out of school and Im ready to go back 

I just want to shout out loud!! Tie me up and tease me  already !!

Today has just been crappy

3 more days of "freedom" and after that it's back home and I can forget about sessions until next year

Finals Week!! Blah :p

I'm slowing getting back normal when it comes to sending photo's.

Trying to do these notes.. I feel so restless, it's like I want something I know I can't have

As the date moves closer to finals and moving out of my apartment, I get a little sadder because I know sessions will no longer be possible once I'm at home...

Ugh! I'm so tired, a bondage session would really relieve the stress from up coming finals 

John Willie's drawings are such a turn on  

Im going go back to cybering soon, to get the real thing would be wonderful before scho ols ends 

2 weeks of school left ... :( 

It's raining and I'm feeling slightly at ease :3

I wish I could re wind last night and made better choices....

I guess I'll try and sleep but I'm still worried about her....

I seriously wish I could punch myself in the face right. I deleted my FB and blocked her on here but I still feel like she could reach out to my family. And even if this was just a geting off thing to her she could've warned me by saying this is just roleplaying. I pray this blows over

I'm so fucking scared right now. This woman broke my trust (like a dummy I let her do it) and she didn't even respect my options that I didn't want to be a slave...I feel like crying

*sigh* I just made a stupid mistake...I sent nudes and know this lady is threatening blackmail if I don't what she say's.....I feel so stupid right now....I don't like where is going...fucccckkk!!!

I had a crappy day and I'm starting to doubt if I want to jump fully into this...all I want are sessions with a mistress before I have to leave school...

I feel like crying somedays

I'm still open to a mistress or dominating couple 

Feeling doubtful about college right now... But if I do come back in the fall, I will definley search harder for a local Dom to keep me on track with school work and learn to please him in the process and become a better woman

I just wished to be trained to be a better and more confident young woman. I need routine and displicine in life and in college. Nothing would make better student in life and school than  having that someone help me archive it

I'm having so many mixed feelings about my life... I just want to run away and start over. 

so apparently I suck at rubbing my clit

I think I'll sulk for the rest of the day

Well that didn't go to well... When I say I'm a virgin I mean it, no finger, dick, strapon, anal, or my own hands... I need a teacher...preferably female 

Horny and frustrated

Sigh, all I want are bondage sessions with a Mistress