subbootlover86

Christmas is coming up fast and it looks like I will be spending it alone since I dont have any family near me. I was hoping to meet a woman to spend time with and possibly buy something nice for them, but perhaps next year. I hope ya'll enjoy yours though.

I appreciate the individuals that reached out to me to either strike up conversation or give words of encouragement. I am still in search of someone local to talk to and possibly meet with and see if we would have a connection or if I could be of use to you. I get very lonely and am constantly yearning for attention and to please someone else. I hope the search will end soon.

Still no luck here unfortunately.. I am thinking about just deleting my account again. What is the purpose of this anyway. I am a hetero submissive male and not that attractive in my opinion so what can I really offer a woman? Maybe things will change, but so far it has been disappointing.

I am really hating being alone.. Going through a really tough separation right now and I ache and yearn for companionship. Even just a long hug would be nice right about now. I crave physical touch from someone I have even a remote emotional connection with, but alas, it eludes me. I would even love to find a Switch/Domme that enjoys providing something like that for a vulnerable man such as myself. I am struggling mentally and emotionally and I truly don't know how long I can survive like this.