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About SubBoiOcirus
I have moved to a different account, please follow the link or search 'defiantslave' to read my profile or get in contact with me!
http://www.collarme.com/personals/v/1698905/details.htm |
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So I have been eagerly awaiting for plans to meet with the Mistress I have been talking to, I think I can. be a little eager as long as I'm not pushy. But I can't hide the overall truth and that is I am sort of scared. It would have been the first time I had "played" with a experienced Mistress who knows what they want and expect from a slave. It sort of startles me thinking about possibilities that on a good day wouldn't concern me.
Like what if I am so anxious that my pain tolerance drops like a rock? What if that day I can't hold myself up to the standards I ussually achieve. Will Mistress be disappointed? The worse punishment I can think of is knowing Mistress is not pleased~
All I am ment for is to satisfy Mistress and maybe I will go too far to make sure she is happy.
I'm not sure~ I guess this is how every slave feels when he first starts out. I'm sure with enough practice I can live up to everything Mistress wants. And that is the driving force that keeps me from reconsidering this.
If anyone has any uplifting words or motivation that they can embue into me~ please do not hesitate. I guess they hardest person I battle throughout the day is myself~ |
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Not sure how I feel about this financial domination business. I guess I can respect the men and women who enjoy being financially dominated but... I just don't know.
Maybe I am not secure about whether any of these people just like the dominating part that comes with the lifestyle or if they just want peoples money and know how to be a bitch...
On that note:
fyi, it's really easy to a) want money. b) be a bitch.
And on that note of that note:
Way to many dom/dommes want damn money.
What ever happen to doing it for the kinks, kicks, and experience.
You are dominating or dominating so you're doing what you like. So why ask for money?
And if you don't like dominating, do something you like and stop this nonsense~ |
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Worked out lower body, triceps's, and abs last night, went out to town with friends, had some awesome food at this really fancy Italian joint who's name escapes me, then went to a night club, got the grind by half a dozen guys, ~hope i didn't catch something~ and danced until we crawled back to bed.
Next morning: woke up at 2pm, tried to regain feeling in my legs, cracked a monster energy and relaxed.
So wanted to take my shirt off yesterday, but glad I resisted~ Didn't want any of the boys following me home! <3 |
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Just bought myself my own latex outfit and damn is it the comfiest thing I've ever worn. The tight wrapping fit, the sensation of latex against my own skin, and the aroma so arousing. Maybe I can get a few photos of myself in it, preferably with someone else holding the camera~ |
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Sorry to of those who messaged me, I am currently getting to know someone and veing loyal to one master/mistress at a time I am currently unavailable until something happens otherwise~ Thank you to all I have spoken to and feel free to message me just to get to know me or be friends~
Muah <3s |
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Oh god, thats alot of replies... um... okay I'm very flattered and there are some I definately would love to get to know. But for now I must get some sleep for work tomorrow~ Goodnight everybody! |
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