From the time since I was very young was drawn toward more of the take charge type of woman. Once I learned about that I am very submissive it made so much more sense. I long to be with a very dominant woman, one who I can serve and please. I have realized that I have a very feminine side as well which goes back from when I was very young. I fought this for so many years, but when I decided to embrace it everything felt so natural.I have struggled with my gender confusion a little. When I look back I wish I would have realized how much I yearned to be female. This past summer when I was visiting my family I was told something that I did when I was only about 2 years old. Evidently when I meet new people with my parents I would insist I was thier daughter. When I found this out it made me realize that I have felt this way even before I could remember. My first experience I can remember was when I was about 6 or 7. I was playing with some of the neighborhood girls and they were going to have a sleepover, but I had to leave. I remember this vividly even today, when they said I couldn't stay becuase I was a boy. It just wasn't fair. I never was able to have a sleepover. All my friends were always girls, I just didn't understand other boys. Part of my other confusion was if I yearned to be female so much why was I only attacted to girls? I went to summercamp every year starting when I was in the 3rd grade. There were 7 of us girls that were always together. When I was 13 something happened that year that was obvious that I couldn't escape the truth. We had a little chant that either we had made up or heard it from somewhere, not sure which. Anyway this chant and motions with it of course. One part of it we would turn and put our hands on our hips and say "Oh my". As soon as I did that I hit me like a ton of bricks that year.
9/8/2009 8:00:40 PM
where are all this people coming from? I have had so many lately that just want to goto a cam chat site. Maybe it is time to get off this site? hhhmmmm
9/8/2009 7:14:59 PM
Where are all the Domme's that need a service oriented slave?
5/17/2009 2:27:57 PM
I just found House of Collars! Appears that have great quality. Love the Turian, but the Black Anodized is my favorite. I cherish the day that I proudly wear my owners collar.
