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	Hi, my name is jenn . I am 39 and a single mother of 2 wonderful kids! i am not looking for a poly relati0nship nor do i want to rush into anything. I feel i have a lot to learn still and looking for that knowledge everyday. I love the forum here at collarme and find them very helpful in my learning. If You would like to get to know me that is a good place to do so. I've always been told i am a natural submissive. What i am looking for - I like a very strong Dom who understands the mental as well as the physical aspects of BDSM. I need someone who is in control of himself so one day i can give myself totally to Him and He can be in control of me also. Looking for a Dom with experience, patience, honesty, trustworthy, has Integrity and is loving. Big Flashing Lights Just so No one will waste there time in contacting me i am not interested in CyberSex or being controlled just online. I will not submit until i am ready too -- until the trust and communication is established and i feel i want to submit so don't think I will drop to my knees and call you Master the first time W/we talk because you will be wrote off as a troll and ignored. No Married or committed Men -- i am looking for something that will turn into long term if things go well. I do enjoy friends and meeting people so please contact me to chat. Thanks! smiles

"Submissives prayer"
allow me the strength to answer questions i cant fathom,
allow me the spirit to know His needs.
allow me the kindness to choke back retorts, allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace.
allow me the love to show Him myself,
allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. allow me the light to show U/us the way, allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him.
let me show Him each day, my love of my service to Him, let me open myself up to completely belong to Him.
let my eyes show Him the same respect, whether i sit at His side, or kneel at His feet.
let me accept my punishment with grace of a woman, let me learn to please Him
beyond myself.

My submissive journey ~

   the learning, the need to experience, the craving of the lifestyle has been wonderful so far but i feel it taking a turn and only getting better.

   The emotions that are tied up in this lifestyle as a submissive are truly amazing. Mix them emotions with true chemistry of the right Dom and its mind blowing..

Who knows what tomorrow will hold.... if what i feel today and hope for tomorrow will come true...

~but i live for today and for the hope of what i want tomorrow..