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NO MALE SUBS, MALE SWITCHES OR TRANNIES!!

I will not relocate, this is a hard limit so please do not even ask.

I wish to be broken to hard painful slavery. I know now what I want and need. I have researched, planned, experimented and dreamed of it for years now. It is time to act. I am a pain lover and I need someone that will push me past the pleasure of pain without leaving permanent marks or injury. I am NOT interested in couples of any sort. No Poly relationships either. I am here to seek a Master, not friends. I am also interested in talking to other FEMALE slaves to share thoughts and experiences. I do not do ONLINE anything so please don't even ask!
9/1/2011 6:18:16 AM

i had a dream last night.  It was very erotic and i woke up before it finished, but here is what i recall of it.

Apparently i was a new student in high school and had only been there a few days.  On my first day i met the most gorgeous boy and we seemed to hit it off well.  Apparently, his girlfriend did not take too well to me talking to him and when the dream took focus, i was cornered in the washroom at school with his girlfriend and 3 of her friends explaining to me how displeased she was at my trying to seduce her boyfriend.

i tried to explain that he had talked to me and i was not trying to seduce him.  Strangely, i was afraid, but aroused at the same time.  These girls were older than me by 2 years, were bigger than me and were really pissed.  They intended to teach me a lesson and i was afraid of what they might do.  At the same time i recall being turned on by the predicament i found myself in.

The girlfriend, Gina, told me i was lying and that she was going to teach me a lesson i would not forget.  Apparently i was just her boyfriend's type; petite, small chested, virgin like.  She obviously felt threatened by me.

Gina ordered 2 of her bitches to hold me and the other to gag me.  The two grabbed my arms and twisted them behind my back quite painfully and lifted me at the same time.  my feet barely touched the floor as the third bitch advanced on me with her panties in her hand.  i had not seen her stoop to remove them from beneath her school uniform but before long she had them pressed under my nose against my lips.  They smelled of stale pee and female musk! Mostly from fear, i clamped my mouth shut and refused to open it.  Gina told me to open my mouth or i would be sorry.  When i still refused, she stepped forward and in a swift motion grabbed, pinched and twisted my left nipple very painfully.  i opened my mouth to scream and bitch number 3 jammed her dirty panties far into my mouth, quite filling it!

Gina smiled and slapped my face back and forth.  She told me that she had a little lesson for me.  "Lets see her tits girls...we'll start there!"

Bitch 3 smiled and began unbuttoning my blouse, pushing it free of my shoulders when she had.  Grinning evilly, she unsnapped my bra which, since my breasts are so small, clasped in the front.  She tucked the bra behind my back out of the way and stepped back.  All four of them stared at my little titties and my rock hard nipples.  Out of fear, arousal and the temperature, my little buds were hard and very obvious.  i thought i'd die in shame!

Gina stepped forward and gently caressed my breasts while looking in my eyes with a very evil look on her face.  "Nice tits bitch" she said as she squeezed them both very painfully.  All i could do was moan as the pain in my breasts rose.  She tweaked my nipples and said that she thought i might be enjoying this too much.  "We'll have to see to it you don't enjoy these being fondled for a while!"

She pinched my little nipples between her finger and thumb and began applying pressure.  i have never felt such pain before and thought i would die when she twisted them roughly.  Pulling them from my chest she made cones out of my boobs!  It hurt, a lot!  She began to pull and twist with abandon and i have no idea why she did not end up yanking them off my chest.  I was cryng in pain at this point and moaning constntly.

She let go and told stepped back.  My nipples throbbed painfully and i was sobbing constantly.  "Hurt them some more" she told bitch number 3 and i shook my head frantically!  Bitch 3 stepped forward and began to pinch and twist my nipples even harder than Gina had.  i was screaming behind the gag when she began to slap my titties hard from side to side and up and down.  The pain was so intense i thought i'd pass out.

Gina told her to stop and thankfully she did.  my little titties were red and very sore.  Gina took my right nipple and began to lecture me as she worked it over some more.  She told me that if she ever saw me talking to her boyfriend again this would be a walk in the park compared to what they would do to me.  She alternated breasts as she continued to berate me about her boyfriend.  Finally she let them go and asked me if i understood her.  When i did not answer right away she punched me square in each breast and repeated her question.  "Answer me bitch!" she demanded.  All i could do was nod my head and mumble yes.

I was told to get dressed and get out of the washroom.  "Remember what I said bitch!  Not a word or you will be sorry!" 

i dressed as quickly as my agonized breasts would allow me to when bitch one and two released my arms.  Hurridly i left the washroom with the girls close behind me.

i woke up then...naked and spread on my bed and for some reason, my nipples are very sore this morning!

4/30/2010 11:29:51 AM

on my way in to the tree, i decided to make this a bit of a special occasion and removed my blouse shortly after entering the thicker woods...no one was around so i felt safe doing this...i left the blouse and my shoes and socks there too.  on the way to the tree i stopped and prepared a new switch just for you.  it is about 3 feet long and starts out as big around as my thumb and tapers to a little less than a centimetre at the end and is smooth almost all the way along save for one small branch about 6 inches from the tip.  i cut this small branch so it is a little pointed...the switch is fresh and green and surprisingly whippy!

the tree is a huge spruce with low hanging branches but quite a  bit of space once you pass through the branches towards the trunk of the tree.  it is like a tent in there with enough room in one area for me to stand.  i was soaked sir!  i removed my pink skirt and hung it on the tree.  at this point i was totally naked and my nipples were so hard sir, they hurt!  it has been some time since i felt this submissive and aroused! 

i leaned back against the tree and closed my eyes and prepared to punish myself for you sir.  the 10 strokes to my stomach hurt, but really only served to give me time to learn the best way to swing the new switch and to figure out how hard to swing so as not to draw blood.  my first strike drew a long line that immediately turned red and there were drops of blood but nothing serious.  i figured i would just go a little lighter and proceeded to give myself the remaining 9.  I was a little more eager than i thought and when i was done, 5 more stripes were like the first!  nothing serious and completely manageable.  boy that switch hurts though!

i then switched to my breasts and since your instructions said 10 to my breasts and at least 5 to each nipple, i assumed all would be on my nipples.  i missed the nipple on the first try and left a lovely red line on my right breast so i did the same to the left and imagined you telling me they did not count.  i grabbed each nipple in turn and pinched them very hard and pulled on them to make sure they were as erect as possible (which was unnecessary but it sure felt good!) and then i struck them hard 5 times each.  they were throbbing and very painful when i finished and my legs were soaked!  i imagined you were there and telling me that i must receive the maximum of discomfort as you want my nipples to be constantly sore to the touch so i pinched them hard and pulled on them between each stroke!  rest assured, sitting here writing this, i know they are there because just the touch of my bra makes them hurt and i am loving this!

i paused for a minute to catch my breath and then leaned back into the tree and spread my legs out as wide as i could.  by this time my clit was very erect and sticking proud of my hood!  it would be easy to strike!  i was merciless on my inner thighs and when i was done i had 5 beautiful red lines on each.  it hurt to walk later and still does a bit if i close my legs!  at this point i was so close to cumming i was sure i would fail and have to repeat some strokes.  just the thought of being ordered to strike my own pussy was putting me over the edge in a hurry sir

i spread my legs painfully wide and had my whole pussy exposed and quite spread open at this point.  i decided to leave the 5 to my clit for last because i knew i wanted to make them count and they are somehow special.  i struck my pussy 3 times before i came sir...and i have never cum so hard in my life i don't think...it was amazing!  when i had stopped shuddering, i told myself to hold on because i now had to finish 2 more on my pussy, and add 10 more there as per your instructions...the 12 went fairly easily, i was quite hard on myself and very proud that i was able to complete them without cumming again, although i came close a couple times! 

this left only the remaining 5 on my clit and i almost came imagining you telling me to hit it!  i cannot describe the explosion of pain when one's clit is struck with the tip of a switch.  it is almost like an orgasm except much more painful!  i struck it 4 times before i came sir...and it was unusual...i believe i squirted sir...either that or i peed myself, but whatever it was, it was totally amazing!  I was not sure if I had to repeat them or not, but I did make sure my last one was the hardest yet...which was a mistake, because I came again sir...at this point, my pussy was starting to bruise, and was certainly very red and sore.  my clit was rock hard and extremely sore to the touch.  i am not sure i could have struck it any more, but i sure loved the thought of being tied down and having a dominant strike it more!  i can imagine the agony would have blown my mind!

after i was able to stand up and walk, i put on my skirt and walked out to get my blouse and shoes.  it hurt to walk as my thighs and my clit were throbbing at this point...and the walk home was quite interesting!  thank god the park is close by!

Fantasy or real?  So many have said fantasy and were wrong!  LOL