StrudyR

I have decided to change my profile one more time after thinking about this lifestyle that I have been involved in for a long time. Living this life is not about what title you put in front of your name, Dominate, submissive, slave or switch but who you are. You can call yourself anything you want but the bottom line who are you really. When I first became interested in this their was know Internet so I read books that I could find and looked at magazines. If you didn't know someone in the lifestyle you were pretty much in the cold. I got lucky by chance and met a very nice woman that was involved and she invited me to a club in southern California and that is were it really started. I was amazed in the protocol and how things worked. I attended numerous times and met some wonderful people and I really didn't know who I was for awhile. I remember asking how do you know if you are Dominate or submissive and the answer was some have a feel from the start but most don't and the best way to know is to come out as a submissive. So that is what I did. I met a few Dominate women and played some but playing was not living the life. I did not have a connection with these women. Then some years later I met an older women and we connected right away and we really liked each other and as time passed and we got to know each other and spent time together it became clear to me that I wanted to be with her. This relationship became two people living the life 24/7. Our relationship was not just play time it was lifetime. I was happy just to wake up the next day and know she was there and I was there for her. If she were alive today I truly believe we would still be together. So, here I am today alone and lonely searching for you. I don't care how old you are because age is just a number, it's not about what size you are, etc. it's about who you are and will we like each other. Chemistry is a must. Friendship can lead to relationship and then the best of this lifestyle can happen. To all of you that have fantasies and dreams about this life, that is wonderful but most never get there. When reality sets in they are gone. Finally, this is not a game to me it is a lifestyle that I love and is who I am. I have experienced many things and look forward to many more experiences....Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope you all find the one you are looking for.