starrynight5

This emptiness fills me.

so here we go again with the irony

self examination is sooo tiring.

May i please, please, please

be your dog?

walks, kisses loyalty?

He overdosed?

where is he now?

Did she really live,

that time she turned blue?

lost heart rate, pulse, and oxygen too?

ooh ooh ooh

vacancy has you in "a have a heart snare",

and i dare you to break free.

are you trying to find a better version of me?

you'll never

be free

of me

why are you looking at my profile? just mean. you did not want me. dismissed now. i legit need a good book to read. or david bowie to make his way into my life forever!

i must say, depression creeps up at the most inopportune moments.....having one's heartbroken is enough. so why do i still try? hope. i own this innate hope. it is my burden and blessing to carry.

well well well....what a day. i would so much rather be on a walk than sitting here trolling nonsense...good luck all...i am off to walk, or play guitar, or something.....

hope everyone is having a great day. i am just counting my blessings, trying to keep an attitude of gratitude. i am kinda down today. but feelings pass. i have so many dreams and fantasies of being the perfect sub for a good dom daddy......will they ever amount? possibly.... life is beautiful and sad.

i want to call you daddy, i want to call you sir. i want to cook for you, clean for you, obey you, trust you, love you. i need structure, instruction, guidance, discipline. i want to crawl on all fours while you collar me, and walk me thru the park. if i am a good girls, i'll beg you to fuck me while i am on all fours on your leash....r u out there?

now i understand why your name was "muse", and you were. but i got burned, ans that's all over. i can not stress enough how TRUST is what this type of relationship is based on....

"teacher"...makes sense

Collar me, control me, as i give you this gift. Grant me an unbreakable trust with an all day lust that makes me tingle in the deepness of my cunt. obedience and honesty, cuz the emptiness of life destroys me. but with our love, there is a purpose to this existential pain....do you feel the same?

digging some green and jill scott....life is beautiful amidst joy and pain alike...

still feelin let down by "you"....oh well man. i am so strong. i'll make the best sub one day

fucking clowns on this site man.....wtf....i am a prize, so treat me like it. my submission is a gift, so treasure it, or fuck off!

feeling lost today. patience. but i dont just spread for any man. you gotta be my dom before that occurs