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i am always searching for friends, and mentors, and souls like my own. Please write if you'd like to be one of those and chat about warm or interesting or lifestyle things. But for those seeking a recent stray who is crying to be owned once again, you may have found me just a little too
late. i now expose my neck to accept a potential collar.
i will only talk of what seems to be, and what i have come to believe, as this is merely a new beginning.
There is a particular Man here who has caught my eye. He seems to understand that i am and have always been a true slave, that my nature is submissive. He seems to respect that i have served others, completely, and long term. But he has a gift and desire that no others have had - He wants to create a girl, and He accepts that i have always been one, just under the surface.
my true self has been on the rise for several years now. It shows in my moods and thoughts, in my desires, and my physical looks as i have almost unconciously changed my habits of hygiene and even of dress. Not only does the public notice, but my friends do too, as i become me. i have been on and off with various transformations, but i have been weak alone and this Man desires to
help guide and keep me steady. He knows the body i give to Him will be the body He has made.
my mind turns to Him more each day, even when we are not in contact. And though my every thought in life is grounded by my need of ownership, those thoughts too are becoming grounded in my needs for Him.
i have found those Masters who appreciate my slavery and usefulness as a boy and toilet or pet, and i have found those who appreciate my caring as a house wife or maid, but so far, there is only One who craves both. And i need both if i'm to have any peace at all.
i know that He will be proud of what he makes of me, and giving pride is why i live.
i long to meet him at last. To first become His friend and then be trained as His slave. To finally be tranformed into his woman, and then his life's companion.
Whatever paths or twists that takes.
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