SSBBWtop4you

Hot.  Too hot.

I do not do well in high heat.

I had to remove the tens to combat some back pain.

Getting old is not for the weak!!!

I got a slightly stronger one that goes up to 100 mA or something like that and that is still available to the home market.  Anything else and I will have to borrow money from the bank to afford it!

Changes.  Some are good.  Some aren't.

I have lost my furry companion of some 17 years.   I'm coping well as he was gone long before we sent his body on.  He was a cat and they live in the moment.  I will have to try and be a cat too.

I saw him into this world (he was born under my bed) and I was there when he left. I held him and sang his special song. 

He'll go where all good kitties go or I will be having a word with management.

I like mild tit/nipple discomfort with a little thing call supplecups. 

Makes my nipples hurt and feels both hurty and very good. Also very sensitive.   I need a service sub to restrain me and then do this to me.   Then, maybe kiss and suck them to make the hurt even worse.  Service sub or switch...or even a dom.   Nipple stuff makes me very subby.  Forget my damn name if it's really good.

Back again, for a while.  I think I am looking for more of a switch, or a subbie who will be a service top for when I need to be topped.  Do you understand?   Sometimes I need my tits to suffer and I really really would love to have a person who can top me in that way.  What I want done to them can't really be seen as it mostly done with a TENS.

I also have an odd quirk when it involves my tits and how it makes me suffer...  I sort of like a cock in my ass at the same time or soon after starting.

Oh, knowing how to tit bind is a super plus in your favor!

If you not in Indy and you write, I might look at what you send but chances are, as I keep saying over and over again: I won't answer.   I know most of you are polite and that is appreciated but ferfucksake, I DON'T want anyone who is OUT OF STATE.

So stop it.  it just pisses me off.

Ok now. There are a couple of you that I've promised to meet with.  I would like it to be in a public space.  Outside is good.  NSA.  I make no promises.  You make no promises. Think about where a good place to meet will be.  It must be daytime.  No weekends.   If you can't do that, then we cooud probably NOT be able to meet at all.

A public spot outside where we can talk.  Easy peasy  Make it happen!

What would be lovely, is if one of you LOCAL people had a hot tub.  I need a nice long hot soak.

So, is it wrong that I want to be licked and played with and licked till I almost fall asleep?

Who wants to fuck their mistress/top in her ass.

oh, I could use a LOCAL older, (denture wearing even) subby/switch/dom that loves sucking on nipples all the time.  Someone who is just tit greedy and maybe a little rough about it.

Greedy nipple sucker.  A rare find.

Especially one that is local.   Any one there?

When I say LOCAL ONLY I mean someone who lives in the Indianapolis area.  I'm a little tired of you shitasses writing me and you are halfway across the country.  Half the time, I won't bother to answer.  Don't cut and paste me the same message you are sending to every other female here either. 

I appreciate that most of you do bother to read the profile and may comment on a journal entry or a photo.  Thank you.

The rest of you who want to tell me all your fantasies about what you want done and would I like to do it to you:  I'll tell you now that the answer is NO.  I am not here to provide you with wanking fodder.  If I tell you no about something, and you get butt hurt about it...that's all on you dude.  I said local only.

I am not the most patient of people on a good day.  Stop pissing me off.

Home from stuff I was doing out of state.

Hopefully, I will be headed out west for more stuff.  Who knows.

one word messages from out of Indiana will not be answered.

Don't waste your time or mine by typing "Hi".

one word messages from those of you in Indiana will not be answered.

They bore me.  You are supposed be trying to interest me.  You got one shot, don't blow it.

Hell, I don't know that I even feel like answering anything.

Message at your own risk!