ssbbwgirl

i've played around long enough, it's time to get serious about my submissive needs.

it's listed in my handle and profile info. but just in case all that is missed, i state clearly up front that i am a VERY large girl (320 lbs.) and i am not interested in wasting anyone's time who is not interested in such.

i am a submissive with around 10 years reading/studying/talking/learning online and about 1.5 years r/l "scening" without having been in a relationship.

some of those i have "played" with were no more Dominant than i am, and were just looking for a clever way to get pussy. Some were talented and skilled in what they did. in either case, at the time i was playing i was involved in an open relationship with a vanilla man that has now ended, and i am now prepared to embark upon entering a D/s relationship, which is what i seek.

i fantasize about someday becoming a true slave to one Master, but i recognize i have a lot to learn and am not going to jump into that arena overnight. but i have a NEED to be of service to a Man and to be molded into what He desires. i enjoy seeing that He is pleased by my obedience and that i have been of use and service to Him in whatever way He needs at that particular time.

i am intelligent, VERY nervous (bordering on terror) when first meeting new people but when i get to know someone i can open up and am unyieldingly honest, sincere, at times nerdy but fun :) and feel a need to rise to the (reasonable and easy at first and then gradually intensified, lol) expectations placed upon me.