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Male Submissive, 38, Beverly Hills, California
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Male Submissive, 41, Philadelphia
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Female Switch, 45, Tulsa, Oklahoma
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About SpreadOpen
Broken and betrayed.
i am a very submissive, bisexual fat slut. I am not poly.
i am looking for something deeper. Something real. Something that begins in the mind, captviates the soul, and is expressed in the physical.
i am a real person with a real life who happens to be submissive.
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What would you do if you knew you could not fail? |
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He says that my smile is like the sun rising. What a crock!
I feel the same way when He jams His cock down my throat.
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I adore this man.
I crave this man.
I worship this man.
I love this man.
And God... i just love sucking his cock.
strange to look back on this now. May 28, 2011. I have been lied to. Cheated on. Talked about. Ignored. Laughed at. Used. All by the man i craved, adored, worshipped, and loved.
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I just want to make him happy. I just want to be enough. I just want to find forever.
Everything else is all just stuff.
But maybe it is too much to want.
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I love when he pushes my head down, jams his cock down my throat, and gags me.
And being nicely bound while he does it? Absolute bliss.
I could worship this Man forever.
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Interest lists are strange. Really, it's all much too complicated for a checklist.
Live for? Really? Do I really live for any of these options? What would it mean if I said I lived to have hot wax dripped on my bound body? Or I lived to have someone walk me around on a leash?
Where's the option that says "Finding forever with the man that I love". I need that option, because that's what I live for.
And where is the category that says yeah I really, really like it... but crap ... it scares the hell out of me. Like knives. Knives need a "It scares the crap out me but I love it anyway" option.
And how about the "I love it and hate it at the same time" category. Did I love getting hit with that bamboo cane? No. It hurt like hell. Did I love that it hurt? Yep. Did I love how it made me feel inside. Absolutely. Did I love the mark it left? Yes. Do I want it to happen again? No... it hurt, dammit! God, yes, please.
See? It's just too complicated for a checklist.
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Yes, Sir, the edge awaits. Will you take me there?
To the very edge. Right there ... right there... so close to going over...
Will you stay right there with me? Peering into the abyss... pulsating with the rythym of your heart. Lost in you. Forever lost in you. |
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I love you, I love you, I love you.
All the time. Intensely. Passionately.
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And he read to me.
I lay in his arms and he read to me. The Great Gatsby.
Dear God, how I love him. |
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scratched eye
an hour of crying
contact gone
having to leave without you
... and still ... i wouldn't trade today for anything else in the world. i was with you and that is all that matters.
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"... and then he took out the gag and I knew I would be learning from him that day." |
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Looking up into his sexy eyes.
Feeling safe as I float away.
Worshipping him, adoring him, loving him.
Feeling his hands stroke me to sleep.
Breakfast in bed...dinner in bed...decadent.
Another BEST day EVER. |
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I drifted to sleep remembering the sound of the chain and the tug on the leash.
Remembering your hands pushing me down, pulling me up. Loving me, hurting me, owning me.
Remembering my head in your lap. My heart in your hands.
I drifted to sleep knowing I am yours.
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Surrenderance. Pure. Simple. Blissful.
I could live forever in surrenderance to you. |
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