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This site seem to be full of people that havent a clue on how to deal witha sub and a brain at once

love is a dangours game to play

I AM STICK OF PEOPLE SAYING THAT THEY WANT TO BE FRIENDS AFTER A SPILT BUT CANT STAND TO BE AROUND YOU OR EVEN TALK TO YOU

Hi, my name : "Is Meth!"

I destroy homes, I tear families apart,
take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town
I live with the rich, I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.
I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.
My power is awesome, try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to -- just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms.
You'll lie to your mother, you'll steal from your dad,
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.
But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate friends.
I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always -- right by your side.
You'll give up everything - your family, your home,
Your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.
I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give,
When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned - this is no game,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
I'll own you completely, your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
The voices you'll hear, from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.
You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen, many times you were told,
But you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.
You could have said no, and just walked away,
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master, you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell.

Any one that knows me will say that i do not like sharp pointy things near my skin so when the subject of having my nipples peirced came up i was in two minds.

But a friend of mine wanted her done, so we decided i would if she would so all we had to do was find some one we could trust could would be willing to do it for us.

It so happens that a DOm on this site is a piercer and is some i trust with my life so when i saw him on wednesday i asked him if he would and he happly agreed, so plans were made for him to arrive and Michelles house later that night with his gear.

SO i grab myself and took myself over to hers, 7pm we put the kids to bed and i head off for my bath, leaving in the bath just chilling and then it hit me " omg im mad ". Well and how i sat on Michelles bed doing my hair when in walks the said Dom. and he happens to have more then just his piercing gear.

I could feel my face light up, play as well as piercings i was lucky, he had all sort of wonderfull toys in his bag including a VW, which Michelle had wanted to try out at LAM but was unable to make it was it looked like she would get to try tonight.

The play that night was good was the first time i had played with this man outsaide of a public sence and well i will stay it was amazing, nothing like that happen it was purely play, but i was totally at ease and a little more then spacey even Michelle enjoyed herself, i think we have a new lover of rope ( this was her first ever time at using our kind of toys)

The piercing happened it Michelles bedroom and she went first ( that was my first mistake) so there i was sat watching her and well i was shakng at the sight of it. She got the done and they were looking all pretty and the pain had pretty much gone stright away.

Then before i knew it, it was my turn, i lay there on her with him rubing in the spray to numb them slightly (mistake number 2 it takes 15minutes to work so extar time waiting) i decided i did not want to see want he was doing so i asked him if i could use his blind fold, i am so glad i did as if i had been watch there is no way i would have laid still.

Well i know have two lovely pretty pierced nipple and enjoying every minute of it and trust me the small amopunt of pain ( ok the karge amount of pain for a small period) is REALLY worth it the next morning was funny it felt like i had had a set of nipple clamps on for to long.

The next piercing to get done will be my hood ( and im having that done asap). I have to point out that i am so glad i had this done i not only have two pretty new play things ( no idea yet they have to heel) but over over came a fear, sharp pointy things are good maybe one day i will try the knives again but for now im happy with this. I do have plans to do neddle play at some point in the futer so it onwards and upwards.

Thank you to the DOm that did the piercings ( his name is not in here as i have not asked him if i may use it) and thank to michelle for the use of your house.

sorry to all the people that have mailed only to find that yopu have gotten no reply there are many reason for this
1: you have decided that i musy kneel and be collar before even talking to me
2: you have sent a one line email 3: you have been one thing in your email and another in you profile

i love talking to people but that does not mean i will kneel for the next man to enter my in box.

once again i find myself sitting here wondering what is wrong with me, im uncollared but not looking i think i'll stick to being with out a Master

i reliesed todat that i only ever seem to writting in here when bad things happen, but today is different i want to share with everyone that reads just a few good thing that have happened lately.

Thanks to Raven and friends i have start to rebuild my life i no longer think i am the beast i once saw but instead i believe im an ok person.

They have started taking me out on the london (uk) sence and as a result i have started to build back the guts to talk to people and build freindships with them.

so there we have it life is not all bad.

THANK YOU

Raven says that if any one finds out i like his singing that i will get locked up..............

so i here by say to any one willing to listen
I LIKE RAVENS SINGING

what do you when no-one understands?
why cant i just run away?

have you ever been despressed, sat alone and just what back grond niose so put on the radio, and listened to the muisc that come on?

i did tonight i sat here litening to songs that seemed to screem at me was like the person singing was singing right at me, like they knew what was going on in my head as if they could see me, silly i know but it how it felt.

The same as how i can be sat here in a room full of people yet feel like i am lone, i guess when i am hurt i just withdraw into myself.

i know that when i do this i upset my Master, he hates the fact that i draw myself inwards when something bad happens, and i hate the fact that i displease him like that and i am trying to fix it so Master please bare with me i will try to improve.

WHY DO PEOPLE LIE???????????

Its one thing not to tell some one something to save another feeling but to point blank LIE to get your own way is wrong. It is a sad state of affairs when people take to much enjoyment out of ruining anothers lives, has it really come down to this? has it really gotten to the point where by people care so much about their own feeling that we forget that words can have a great effect on others. sorry guys i am just ranting as i am fumming and the people that once classed them self as family..........have people forgotten what it is to love and care for another? has it really gotten to the point where we cant trust someone claiming to be family......

your gone MAster C^D trust we will watch over your girl always

its 23:27 raven is away on the phone, i am sat here trying to work out who decides who lives who dies or if it is just a evil twist of fate.........in the last year most off the people i hold close have either walked away or died.....enough rambling i'm heading to bed

once again i found myself with questions that have no answer. its hard when some dies and they are so far away you can not get to them to say your good byes, its even more diffcult whenthe last time you both talked you were disagreeing, i hope he knows i still cared even if we were not seeing eye to eye at the time, what do you do when you know his last words are asking you not to mourn him but to be happy?

Master C^D you will forever have aplace in my heart everytime the wind rushes past i'll now your there. i know you roam free now and that at long least you are free from hurt.

Master C^D i'll love you always and one day in the next life i'll serve you that beer on bended knees in the maids dress(private joke)

repecting you always helen(sweets)

i sometimes look at myself as a clown
i keep on smiling even when i'm down

alaways smile never cry
but sometimes away i wish i could fly

so i will sit on my shelf
and hide my fears
but if you look closly
you'll see my tears

To a very dear freind. He knows who he is

Friendships

Thanks for always being there for me when i'm feeling down.
You really cheer me up and make me smile not frown.

i know you'll always be there for me, this i know is true
i'm so lucky to have a friend like you.

thanks to you those offering freindship i am reply to those who have done so, life slow moving on and up. so thanks to all the that have helped along the way

Well it has been a while since i wrote in here and as i know some freind like to read as we dont have chance to talk other then the quick email and that there are some that just look in for time to time i thought it was time i up dated here.

As everyone is aware my trip tothe USA did not happen and i am still in UK with my son we have how ever moved back to london with the aim of starting a new and happier life.

Life if going slow but steadly forward still searching for that place where i will feel safe and secure, yes i long to serve and please but i will not rush ahead of my self again.

do not wish to write much more to night as it has been a long day out with my son and his half bro and sis so im take a well earn hot soak and early night

i will write soon

for those of you that have been reading this and have seen all the ups and down here is another one for u......and please its the last down.... we have parted on a good note due to distance and issuse with my son leaving the uk.

Well its a big day today for this girl...she finally got her collar from Master. she had no idea she was getting it.she is hounored to recieve it and will wear it with pride. she wish to Thank you Master she will serve to best the she can and will indeed grow under your ownership and become a better slave for it

well it's official, girl doesn't have the actual collar yet, but girl is now owned and will be moving to the USA shortly, please no mail unless it's to say congratulations...... thank you all!

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