SPOILEDOMINA

My order of "The Marketplace" by Laura Antoniou arrived. I'm rather busy this weekend but I'm hoping to save a couple hours in the evening for a long relaxing read. If your applying to be my slave please mention any book recommendations you may have.

There are so many wannabe slaves contacting me everyday so I will address you all once again. I have very high standards when taking on a new slave. If your not local to my area, your service to me would be extreamly limited. You must appreciate my kind of FEMDOM and that can start with my journal. If your local to my area you should read ALL my entries BEFORE contacting me. My time is very $valuable$ and I will not waste it on online fantasy chat. That being said if your experienced, if your submissive and know how to treat a Mistress then contact me. I could always use a new Bitch.

I'm going shopping this weekend with my newest slave. We'll see how well he performs amongst all the weekend mall shoppers. Public humiliation, a specialty for certain, can be very enjoyable for both Doms and subs. One of my favorite activities for certain.

I'm having so much fun this summer that I've completely forgotten about all my slaves! Most of you are too loyal and obedient to ever leave me but a few of you have been rather hard to track down. Too much fun in the sun? Either way I'll be around a little more in the near future to wrangle you up into my pen of servitude. International slaves welcome to apply as well. I'm always happy to hear from those abroad. Make sure to email me and I'll respond with better ways to contact me online. Until then, imagine your life better, more improved, with my foot on your back weighing you down in the dirt. Be assured in the knowledge that someone beautiful and powerful will always be there to guide your miserable life. To control you. To punish you.... And yes.... to own you.

What is the point of financial domination? I ask this because it occurs to me that it's a question seldom asked and a subject of controversy. What is this need that slaves have to submit financially to their Mistress? Why do they feel this need? Why do they search out others online to fulfill this fantasy? Is it the next logical step of servitude? Is it a particular niche fetish? What do you think? What's your own personal experience with this kind of play? What is appealing about it to you? How far have you gone to satisfy this need? I can recall with great clarity many conversations along these lines but not one that I actually believed was true. It's important to state here that even as a submissive, even as a slave, there are many if not all men who still want to top from the bottom. They still want control and they want to do it with money. Traditional vanilla roles dictate this scenario, this power exchange with the male being the traditional "provider" and the female being the traditional "domestic". What's your opinion on this site and others like it discouraging it? Open discussion. Email me and I'll get back to you.

All chat invites should be forewarned.

I am not easily impressed.

I have dozens of request each day from willing and eager slaves.

So what makes you different?

What do you have to offer?

How are you more desirable?

A slave moaning while he jerks his c*ck for my pleasure and amusement. A slave crawling on his hands and knees to go do my bidding. The sound of flesh being smacked by my whip, by my paddle and yes... by my hand. And he's always aware of my power. And he always looking up into my eyes with such obedience and reverence. The gift of control. The gift of power placed into my small delicate hands. A slave gives himself over to me when I walk through the door. He does it so quickly and completely. And I'll always be there to receive that gift. I'll always take it. They are so willing and submissive. I'll hold his will in my hands, turning it over and over like a beautiful new toy. And I pull his head into my hands. And I yank his hair. "Who owns you?" "Who do you belong to?" "Who controls you?" The response I get from my slaves are all like the offerings to a goddess. Like piles of fruits and beads and flowers at my feet they fall from his lips. My eyes twinkle, my slave falls to his knees on command. He is taken. I am his everything. He vanishes and all that remains is me.

I've been doing a lot of shopping on Amazon.com. Apparently this is very popular site amongst certain people and after experiencing how easy it is to navigate I can see the attraction. I truly enjoy it. At first I wasn't sure what I wanted so I just concentrated on the Amazon gift certificates. Those are very handy. Purchase now, buy later. Very very convenient. Although I was satisfied with most of my purchase there was one that was very disappointing. While shopping a La Perla boutique in the Forum shops in Vegas a rather unique item caught my eye. It was a riding crop with a sparkling rhinestone handle. I fell instantly in love with it. A fine piece of equipment that would have been added to my collection of naughtiest but for the saleswoman saying that it was a "display item" only. Some time later my passion was renewed when I found the same sparkling loveliness on Amazon.com. I was thrilled and immediately ordered it. I waited and waited and finally received an email apologizing for the delay and informing me that the crop was out of stock. Like I mentioned previously most of my purchases from Amazon have been very satisfactory but this was the one I looked forward to the most. I had imagined using it on my slaves. The feel of it in my hand as it came down again and again on their backside. The absolute power of wielding such a smart looking tool of discipline. I imagined myself revealing it for the first time as I walked towards my slave and placing it on his shoulder as he knelt naked at my feet. Ah what a lovely picture. It puts a smile on my face.