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bunch of pussy ass bitches on here tonight...wow...

wow, none of you can read, can you?

Well, that was just fucktarded. so ashamed. I just let him win that one... *SMH*

The tiger never loses sleep over the opinion of the sheep

i suppose there are times when you could say i do get what i deserve. those days are few and far between.  i spend every minute of day life in pain.  ...this is what i get for trying to find something to help soothe the pain...  they say insanity is repeating the same action over and over expecting a different out come. then, i myself, must be quite insane.  at the end of everyday im left with the thought and feeling of "why?".  why do i do this to myself? i ask myself these questions knowing i in fact am the one to blame for my own demise.  because i trusted, i believed, i 'felt'....all of that and more...and for what?  for everyone elses gain and not my own happiness.  i worried too much about what others were feeling.  i guess you could say ive lost 'it'.

so sick n tired of being treated as 2nd best

tired of the bullshit...you sir can go fuck yourself

          You've got to make me change my mind..        

      I've told you that i love you and there ain't no more to say

My, oh my, how my blood boils..

...a sweet taste of you...

Strips me down bare and gets me

into my favorite mood.

Dont ask me for anymore of my time, i have none left for you...

you were strong, i was not.

my illusion, my mistake.

i was careless...i forgot..

...i know...

and if youre done embarassing me,

on your own, you can go ahead and tell them..

..tell them all i know now.

...tell them i was happy,

...and my heart is broken..

..all my scars are open..

Im tired of chasing you like a dog chases its tail...

...I shouldnt be the one doing it because, I have the thumbs... 

She's Freaky! She knows how to do what I like just right!
She's Freaky! She likes you to talk dirty all night!
She's Freaky! She likes her ass slapped when she rides!
She's Freaky! And a freak is what I need in my life!

Look at those eyes, look at those thighs
I could tell by da way she act that
She's Freaky and knows how to keep secrets
And knows how to throw it back right!
Go ahead and hurt me….
Put it on me, put it on me
Throw it back like an old jersey
I want ya'll, I want ya'll
To get loose, get crunk, get high, get drunk
To da point of no return, take one more shot
And feel da burn

I've been around the world in the pouring rain,
Feeling out of place, really felling strange,
Take me to a place, where they know my name
Cause I ain’t met nobody that looks the same

I'm a fish out of water....

     ...Lion out of the jungle.

As i grab my pad and pen,  i speak from within.

my eyes water more than a preacher whos sinned

If shes amazing, she wont be easy. If shes easy, she wont be amazing. If shes worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you're not worthy.

The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you.  you just need to find the ones worth suffering for...

NO one could ever say it better ;)    go on tell em girl

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As I lay here on the bed, my heart it speaks.
I let it beat its beat.

you can feel the love it leaks.

All this time, I was broken.
Trying to find a love unspoken...

 the days go on and on and they won’t stop
I feel the pressure, I guess it will never drop.
Cause every time I think it gets better, it gets worse than before.
I don’t know what I am doing this all for...

nothing says "good fucking morning" like some irish coffee...

its the right way to start the day when you've had enough bullshit

wow, men really are all lying pigs...  who knew??

 No, it's not enough. Don't touch my hand and call it love. if you can't hold it tight tonight, you're not strong enough..

Realizing your lack and will to fight, despite words crying inconsistencies as you fall uneasily to your knees.

And I'm not blind to what you're doing here. Make me feel like I'm special, but my dear I've seen through a weakness in your eyes. You don't know it, but you're telling me lies.

And you will soon awake to see there is no heart in anything you say to me. We thought we'd found a harmony, a perfect match of melodies.

No, if you listen closely now I've been singing all alone.

I got beauty, I got heart

Keep my head in them books, I'm sharp

But you don't care to know I'm smart

I got moves in your bedroom

Keep you happy with the nasty things I do

But you don't seem to be in tune...
Why don't you love me?

..the salt enters the wound..

I want to fight,

  I want to prove I'm right.

I want to fight,

  So turn and forfeit.

I was high up on you, till the shadows began to crawl.

   I wish i had your faults.

     Nothing seems to phase you.

         This disease keeps holding me down.

..Nothing stings more than the silence that says, ' you meant nothing to me '...

Love grows in me like a tumor...

..Parasite bent on devouring it host..

    ..I'm developing my sense of humor..
       ......Till I can laugh at my heart between your teeth......

             ...It's so embarrassing...
    ..I'm this awkward and uncomfortable thing,
and I'm running out of places to hide it...

    What the fuck was i thinking?

what have i done?  ...

    ....what have i gotten myself into? ...

     .........i should have known better but, i let my heart get the best of me once again....even when i promised myself i wouldnt let it happen.....then perfection crossed my path

im at a loss...   i give up...    i quit...

It's discouraging to make a mistake, but it's humiliating when you find out you're so unimportant that nobody noticed it.

still so glad i got him back. It was hell on earth without him.

...got to have a good time with him today too..

....he even knows how to make me blush..

I got my baby back   *happiest girl in the world right here*

this is just horrible...i miss my old sub.. too bad

Heavy is the head that wears the crown...

i find it so hard to believe that im the only qualified 'freak' in my town...  its so lonely on the top..

omg people on here are so fuckin weird....  *SHM*