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i am seeking a relship that will eventually lead to 24/7. i am not the kind of girl to just play at this. My submission is something that is very spiritual and emotional for me as it involves surrendering my soul to One.

The connection is what i seek....the connection that will enslave me...make me want to kneel before the One...make me yearn with that incredible desire to be at His feet and know that He too, has that same intense desire to have me there....to feel Him touch my body...stroke my hair... to have Him TAKE me. To have Him go to that place that only belongs to Him. A place that is created and nurtured only becoming deeper and richer as time passes.

i know there are many external attributes or components of D/s relships, but to me that is not the foundation. It can happen because of the foundation but the spiritual/emotional intimacy that occurs between a Master and his submissive is the crux of it for me. It is what i greatly desire. That intimacy is what i seek, what will enslave me and what i expect to be able to build and maintain with my Master. To know that there is One where i can always be honest...always be myself and that they will do the same. To have One that will guide me and teach me is what i seek and in return i will give my loyalty, love, desire, my body, and perhaps, most of all absolute surrender of my Soul.

i want a relship where i serve Him, where pleasing Him is paramount, but i have little interest in being a maid. i want a partnership where we complete each other, not in the sense that we are broken and need to be fixed, but instead more like two distinct powers or entities coming together to form something that is vital and electric...where the energy that exists between us is tangible. Where the dance is ever flowing and on-going and exists on many different levels. A relship that can exist out of the bedroom, but where there is certainly great pleasure there as well. A relship where "a look" can bring me to my knees but where i am just as comfortable eating dinner with my family with Him by my side.

i seek a relship where we become part of each...each of us knowing with utter certainty that the other lives inside of them.

Okay...i know this is a big order. i also know part of it is up to me...that i must be willing...but i have also come to understand, that it is Only my Dominant who can take me there.

i have come to understand that yes, control is important and He must be skilled at that, but just as important, is that He must be Willing to offer His gift, just as i offer mine. That by myself i can only get so far...it is why i believe we "need" each other. It is why we complete each other. That is what i really Need...His guidance, His control, His love. That the structure and discipline He offers are necessities for me to progress and grow. That how open, loving and in control He is will have a huge impact on where i go in my submission....what i am capable of...and ultimately be the deciding factor on who i will become.

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bl0ndeslut
 
 Age: 23
 Naperville, Illinois