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SirBlackTreatsadisticmind4udiscretedcguy2BlackGentelDom

I am polyamourus submissive, bi, switch woman, a girl full of life loves to laugh and be playful.  I am open, honest, caring, and very loving.  I am very respectful to those who are well deserved. I have a primary poly partner with whom I will be building a stronger Ds relationship with.  We are an open minded couple with so much more to explore together and apart.

I have been in the lifestyle for 10 years.  I have served on a board of a BDSM group and yes hated every minute of it!  But yes enjoyed serving.  I learned a great deal about "Our Community" we are not so large of a community so what we say and do does get around!  So we must maintain our honor and respect for one another and our own self.  We must keep an open mind learning something new every day from the novice to the most experienced!

I am R.A.C.K Risk Aware Consensual Kink I do not believe that everything we do in our community is safe nor sane as for myself I tend to dabble outside that box sometimes.

Being submissive is more than just playing it is living every day knowing that you have served well.  That is because I identify as a "Service Submissive" I too as a submissive will admit that I enjoy playing having fun letting my hair down and yes having that reward of knowing I have served well.

What would you like to know... I am kinky I love whips I own a whip...I have a great toy bag... All submissives should own a toy bag!  I can build a toy bag on $10 I tend to call it lets make an emergency stop at the dollar store SMILES...Sting my body Whisper in my ear make me dance to your rhythm and I will show you a new beat!

As a Top I enjoy TEASING A LOT!!!!   Tease and Torment..I am a Cater Top meaning I do what you would like for me to do!  Smiles  With a little bit of my own teasing thrown in!  Smiles I can be soft and gentle or hard and rough...I have bunny fur and silk...or I have wood and acrylic canes..I have floggers and belts and spikes and wheels...your choice my imagination!  Smiles!!
Trolling target I slipped into the music isle and found a CD I had been wanting, what is next to the music isle.. Books..I don't know why I even look through that area because I am not one on reading...well I saw a book the movie is coming out Twilight never seeing the trailer or even knowing what it was about.. I picked the book up and 20 minutes later I headed for the checkout line book still in hand!  I don't want to stop reading but my eyes make me stop and take a break.  I can no longer say I don't like to read I am just VERY picky...Just as I am with other things in my life...Everything must have order and structure and I dislike chaos!  

Excellent show!  I enjoyed the journey tonight!  WOW...to visit black sexuality and revisit my own in the house of "The Punany Poets" I got shivers on some of the poetry.  The new take on using Protection.  When they created this show someone did it right!  We were laughing and WOW you might say the temperature rose about 20 degrees higher it was HOT HOT HOT in that house tonight!  "As I fan myself"                                                                                                                   

The Punany Poets in Washington, DC                                                              
Friday Feb 13, 2009                        

Get Sexy             
Get Real            
Get Raw             
Get Loud!                                                                                                                                                                

Smiles, as she stands back and looks at herself ...she feels like a weight has been lifted from her very soul.  Years of feeling trapped and now at a time in her life with hardships and many challenges she is amazed... For the first time in her life she feels a freedom from herself that she has been searching for her entire life.

My 7 wonders

I have..

Watched the Sunrise and Set over the Atlantic and Pacific Ocean   

Seen a Brilliant Electrical Storm across 100 miles of the Salt Lake Flats    

Seen the Wonders of the Northern Lights   

Drove through the Canyons of Arizona and White Sands of New Mexico   

Dipped my feet in all the Great Lakes   

Stood in 2 Countries at the same time   

Been in Summer Time and winter weather within an hours time!   

As the wind blows....It is taking me to my roots where I started friends I haven't seen in a long while a melting of the new and old meeting new friends from far and near..the circle widens every step of the way.

Last night I went to the Crucible I saw some very dear friends from Richmond and they had a friend with them from Roanoke which we talked for a couple of hours it seemed.  I went on Fet today and found many people from my old group in Richmond..SMILES and talked with a couple of them and messaged a few of them!  It's wonderful to be back in touch with them it has been a couple of years now!  I need to make a trip down to one of their socials.  I am a founding member of the group but darn so many new faces they wouldn't even know..LOL

I played last night and today I feel like someone beat the crap out of me..LOL )OH THEY DID!  I have the bruises to show for it...LOTS OF THEM!  A friend of mine introduced me to someone she has played with and he and I talked hmm he is a true switch SHIT switch/sadist!  Should of known...LOL well my boobs are purple and my ass is sore with a few blue marks...GRINS...I laughed and giggled the entire time..hmm I was a bit switchy but playing with a switch is a bit differnt I get to be switchy!  Last night I was in the inbetween stage...So it worked!





Keeping in Good Spirits as the job market is not getting any stronger my spirit is remaining very strong.  "This too shall pass"

My focus right now is School getting grants and loans for the Spring semester.  I was going to start the Winter session but with everything that has happened it was in my best interest to just focus on my internal self for a bit. 

Getting out meeting people going to munches and networking on the internet has added a new chapter in my novel on life.

I have met someone "I hope" to be a long term play partner.  We communicate well and he seems to understand me very well.  Its great when you can just mesh like that.  It kinda feels like we are old friends.

It's great to make friends and I look forward in making many more friendships throughout my novel on life!



Thank you goes out to all that who have been with me through this rough patch!  I am fortunate to have had so many friends who have stood beside me and shown me how strong of a woman I really am!

Tonight I am nervous I will begin a new chapter I have a date ok I am meeting someone new!  In fact I am sitting here knowing I have to go and get ready.  Procrastinating! Well good thing I don't have to drive and he is bringing coffee! smiles...I love a Carmel Latte! 

Just want to say thanks again to my friends for making tonight possible for me sharing your strength has shown me I have the power the strength to move forward.

I no longer belong to DominusDolor we both have found a new path, one that I hope that will bring us much joy and happiness.  I am proud and honored to have served and represented his house.  Dominus will always be a presence in my heart and will always be family to me.  As in all families we may need to take a different paths for growth, sometimes they lead us back and sometimes they lead us further apart but we never forget the love we have for our family.


ON October 17, 2008 I accepted DominusDolor collar of consideration.  I now belong to him in every sense.  I am proud to say I am his!  I have been his submissive for 5 months, I feel like I have known him for years at times.  I love him, respect him and will honor his house and him all the days of my life.  We are a poly Ds family my sisters are at a distance and I wish they were here today to share with us today!  I am so full of emotion I cried, laughed, smiled, I am just happy!  Sir has taken me and accepted me for who I am, every part of me..not just the good about me.  He has learned the not so good about me and still wanted me as his.  The real about this is he accepts  ALL OF ME he collard me knowing ME not just the good but the bad and the ugly.  He sometimes doesn't like me when I get bad or ugly but he still loves me!  This is what leaves me at Awhh.  This was the biggest surprise of my life! and The happiest thus far!!!  I love you Dominus and thank you for standing by me and choosing me as yours.

Laying awake thinking of you
so far away from your softness.
Needing your arms around me.
To cuddle in your warmth.
The hopefulness of our futures
with every step we take
our dreams are separate
but we share with one
Our love is ever growing
with endless possibilities.
I miss your sweetness my girl I miss your tender touch. I miss our laughter together. I miss you so very much.


"FOREVER"
by: Chris Brown

Forever

Hey (eh)

Forever

It’s you, and me

Movin at the speed of light into eternity (yeah)

Tonight, is the night

To join me in the middle of ectacy

Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you (around you)


Ima take you there, Ima take you there

So don’t be scared, I’m right here, ya ready?

We can go anywhere

Go anywhere

But first, its your chance

Take my hand

Come with me


It’s like I waited my whole life

For this one night

It’s gon be me you and the dance floor

Cuz we only got one night

Double your pleasure

Double you fun

And dance forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever (forever)

Ever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever on the dance floor


Feels like were on another level (ohh ahh)

Feels like our loves intertwine

We can be two rebels

Breakin the rules

Me and you

You and I

All you gotta do is watch me

Look what I can do with my feet, baby

Feel the beat inside

I’m drivin, you could take the front seat (front seat)

Just need you to trust me (trust me)

Girl girl girl

It’s like now


It’s like I waited my whole life (oh)

For this one night (one night)

It’s gon be me you and the dance floor (dance floor)

Cuz we only got one night (ohh)

Double you pleasure

Double your fun (yeah)

And dance forever ever ever (ohh)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever (forever)

Ever ever ever (ever)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever ever ever (ever)

Forever on the dance floor


It’s a long way down

We so high off the ground

Sendin for an angel to bring me your heart

Girl where did you come from?

Got me so undone

Gazin in your eyes got me sayin

What a beautiful lady

No ifs ands or maybes

I’m releasin my heart

And it’s feelin amazing

Theres no one else that matters

You love me

And I wont let you fall girl

Let you fall girl (ahh ohh oh oh yeah)

Yeah, I wont let you fall

Let you fall

Let you fall (ohh ohh)

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah


It’s like

It’s like I waited my whole life (whole life)

For this one night (one night)

It’s gon be me you and the dance floor (me you and the dance floor)

Cuz we only got one night

Double your pleasure

Double your fun

And dance forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever

Ever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever ever ever

Forever on the dance floor


ohh oh oh oh oh oh ohhh yeah

Forever ever ever ever

Forever ever ohh




Sir, every day I grow closer to
you in service, in heart, in mind, and soul. My love for you is real it’s a gift I give freely and openly in trust
and respect. I don’t see you as perfect
but if I could paint a picture of perfection for me it would be a portrait of
you. Your mind, your heart your soul has
touched me in more ways than any one has ever touched me. The love, trust and respect you have for me
gives me a hope for a future that I have always dreamed of. Your gifts are amazing ones that I have
needed my entire life. The way you touch
me, talk to me, need me and want me. The
assurance you show me in your eyes when we talk, the words of forever in your
heart. I can’t unwrap the gifts you give
me I can’t show them off or look at them sitting on a shelf but I feel them, I
see them every time I look into your eyes, I hear them when you talk about our
futures together. I hold them close when
I lay in bed alone, remembering your scent and holding onto your dreams that
are now ours.



 



My submission to you was not
forced or expected it came naturally. I
had many fears in the beginning fears you have washed away by compassion, understanding
and love.



 



I have belonged to you since
forever began, the path that was shown to me has brought me more happiness and
light in my world than I have ever had. I
was in a place in my life to where I accepted your light and embraced you. Thank you for staying Sir thank you for not
judging me and thank you for accepting all of me.



 



I promise that I will be truthful
and open with you.



I will obey you and respect that
you have the final decision.



When we argue I will always
remember the love we have for each other.



If we disagree about something I
will respect you enough to do this in private.



I will follow your instructions to
the best of my ability even when I disagree because I know you will have my
best interest at heart.



I will always tell you if I have a
problem or can’t handle something even if I can’t tell you in words I will tell
you in writing.



 



My expectations of you are to
always be open and honest with me.



To protect me when needed



To spend time with me as a partner
and as part of a family



To share your life with me,
feelings, hopes, dreams



To love me openly honestly and
unconditionally



Always communicate your needs and
listen to mine



To share what you want and hear
what mine are.



 



To trust me when I don’t tell you
everything that trust in others is just as important as the trust we have in
each other. 



 



Troy, you are my partner, my lover, my
friend, my companion, and my Sir. 



 



My love comes unconditionally



 



Your girl, your slut, your
partner, your friend your submissive one



 



Love,



 



Michele