sonoso

Male Submissive, 26, italy

Female Submissive, 28, Oklahoma City, Oklahoma

sick again. :(

Saw a bear tonite on the road. That's my 2nd bear sighting. woOt! it's been interesting these last few days. finding myself a bit lonesome, even though i have fun ppl around me. oh well - everyday is a? new lesson.

heh. that's all .. ?heh

woOt! back on track.

wtf am I doing?! so confuzzled.

stopped to take a picture of wildlife I saw in the woods - and hit my head on a fallen tree trunk that was hanging over the water .... my bad for letting the kayak float downriver backwards .. ehhhhh - good thing I have a thick head. Found a job just randomly today- apparently it's a good several hours hike up a mountain to get there - and the staff just live up there during the work week ... ehhhh .. as a friend says: no internet - no go. Outhouses I can do, but ... Still, the view would be spectacular, and it would be a completely different way of living for awhile - more purity? iunno .. perhaps.? Who knows .. I might fall in love with a mountain goat or something and decide to stay. My bike has a flat tire and I found a broken pump - boo. ! Heading EAST ! wOoT! looking forward to the harbour hopper.

sad :( i'm all alone now - its silly but i feel down. hopefully tomorrow'll be better.

?I'm a cookie monster - double chocolate chip deliciousness beware! Don't want to work today - it's rainy outside- it'd be nice to stay and snuggle under the covers *nods*

happy and sad today - it's been a bit of a rollercoaster. so confuzzled. seriously - what do I do?!!?!? I think I'm trying to hard to find the answer and need to let it all go.

Outdoor climbing is wicked - my knees are so banged up tho - I wish I could do more of it, but it's an expensive sport. Sick :( . I've been sick the last couple of days - finally gave in and bought oil of oregano today .. should've bought some when I felt the symptoms coming on - I'd be all healed by now. Also - I think the universe just gave me a swift kick in the butt - sort of. Just more food for thought .. as if I didn't have enough random nonsense clattering around upstairs

I want alot of things. - personal freedom - to be "owned" by someone - a friend - a "daddy" - travel, experience, make mistakes, and learn. I always thought personal freedom and being owned by someone couldn't happen at the same time .. or at least - not really - unless you count the "choice" to give up that freedom to someone else. iunno. Im rambling, it's late and i'm tired. also sick. meh.

tired :(

Bingo tonight :) But i'm lazy - dunno if i wanna go ... planning on moving in a month - woohoo - now just hafta figure out where - i'm torn between going as far west as i can, and then heading all the way east, or just going east and then coming back to the west later on. iunno. choices ^_^'

picked up my bike from the repair shop today, and then .. while on the road a guy opened his car door to get out and I slammed right into it. *nods* . just like something out of a cartoon - it hurt.?

fell down a mountain today - have scratches all over my leg :( and then .. just now, forgot about it and put lotion on? ... oh my gawd how it burns. if i was a painslut it'd be perfect.

I think I'm finally settling into a routine - yay me. It's been awhile - I'd say .. a good 3 months, but better late than never. Went to the gym after work, and then climbed after that. I SUCK at climbing, but still -it doesn't mean I can't *try* to improve. Is it possible to never leave, and just settle down and live this "in the now" lifestyle? Instead of constantly worrying about the future? I doubt it - but it's still so nice .. and at the same time one of the things I'm worried about - what if these 6 months grow into much longer - I'll close my eyes .. and wake up 15 years later with nothing to fall back on.

I want to write something, but not so sure what - still don't have the heart to take the time to put up an actual profile description - it prolly would be a waste of my time anyways - two days off starting tomorrow - love lazy days - looking forward to it.

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