how foolish i can be. i am not seeking now. i will work towards liking myself a bit more so that in the event someone who might one day want to consider me, i will have a good deal to offer and share.
i am making some powerful changes in my life and my being. i am in a process that will take me on a new journey to someone not only of emotional strength but someone of greater integrity and passion.
i would like to share with One whom i can embrace His passions and desires as my own and He will inspire me to move to that place i desire to be most.
if outward appearances are of great importance to You, if You cannot enjoy a substancial woman and the possible changes that may come in her form.. please.. i beg of You.. don't waste Your time and energy here.
i am monogamous, so if You desire polyamory, then please.. there are many beauties that would fulfill that desire for You. i am not among them. even in training i would hope for something monogamous, and i know to i am for pleasing. training would not entail a long term commitment. yet it would be my hope that i find a Master who will train and keep me as His own if i can fulfill His needs and desires to His satisfaction.
would You allow me time to work outside the home? would You allow me time to train for a goal i desire to fulfill (to be discussed). would You inspire passion and devotion on the deepest committed level? would You take me on a vanilla date now and again if i please You sufficiently? would You inspire the submissive i wish to be to You? there are lines i hope i will not be asked to cross. they would be children, animals, blood and feces. i don't want to refuse so please know if You desire these things from Your slave, i am not the slave for You.
i don't know.. at this point it is all mute because i am not available. still i need those who have read this far to consider everthing about me before contacting. i cannot serve anyone if i am dishonest in my fantasys, desires or hopes for a happy relationship in this lifestyle.
wishing each and everyone all the best.
whimpers