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Found Him, perfect. Just looking in to see how things are going on here.
Married and life is beautiful, with our hidden dark side.
Thanks for dumping me T, I wouldn't have left you n so glad you chose to be "daddy" to some girly that probably didn't exist. I wanted to end things but didn't know how.
I hope you don't still regret things,... I don't.
Keep smiling,
Luv to ya mam n dad xx |
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the answer to my question is yes, there is such thing as a real Dom, all the time perfect manly man Dominant .. tall, sexy happy days xx
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what the hell.............. |
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canny midweek break,
put a spring in my step for next few days grafting.
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worked so much last month, wage is lovely!
damned tax man having a laugh though
debating life on the dole..
jezza kyle and being furious that i is not on telly!!
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oops sorry..he said
message sent to wrong one!
oh my gawd
not sure friends is a good idea
feeling very unhappy right now |
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worked
cry less
He will always be my friend, he is no fool as some dom said he was to let me go
back to do my thing.......................knitting ...................knit 1 pearl 1 ...etc
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i have had some really cool messages from some very decent, Gentlemanly Doms, Thank You, you know who you are
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He is bringing my stuff today
hope i dont cry too much and make a fool of myself,
not happy times
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i never go on collarme from home... cant figure parental controls on lap top
oh dear. |
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tried getting new venus razor out of packet without scissors, them damn blades are sharp enough to cut many layers of skin from fingertips!!!
bloody owwwww |
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over the last 3 years the most conversations i have had have been with Dominants, the females are just so bloody unfriendly, im sure im not the only one to think this
it's not that i need sub friends, it's mearly an observation
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off to His after work tomorrow all being well on my side of the water,
lots of time to please Him.
lucky me
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collected nettles on saturday, tingling bum cheeks, but pussy didnt feel the same..of course i am a rough tough geordie lass but didnt realise im such a tough c*nt
cant wait to do that again x |
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looking forward to some kinky new experiences this weekend
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i wonder how many subs read mail without opening them, and i wonder how many Doms would find that annoying! |
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had a great weekend, cant wait for more of Him x |
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out for family dinner tonight, then 4th aniversary weekend so going to spoil Him more than usual! |
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tens machine, ooooooh forgot how much fun that was, thankyou Sir
:) x |
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its almost 4 years since i met my Dom on here, so wasnt i lucky not to have to work my way through fakes ? , He is very real and i adore Him, the gentle side of Him,and the kinky, sexy Dominant
im a lucky lass |
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25 days not smoking, money box filling up nicely |
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doing nothing bores the hell out of me
off to work soon
happy days! |
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nipple shields came and i wore them all weekend...nipples swollen, but gawd, what a turn on |
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had tawse on legs and butt...beautiful bruises and more than a tingle when i sit down |
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life is good despite headaches, flu, tummy bug and new basques being too tight, and on last day of 7 days off...on the bright side basques wrong side, im not much fatter!! :) |
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seems nobody wants the job!! off to Scotland on saturday, then Coniston on wednesday, counting on a rust instead of a tan!! He drives .. i cook, perfect! ali :) |
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i only ever go on collarme when i am with Him, therefore it might take a while to reply to messages, He reads all messages however i am free to reply to any i wish to.. He never replies on my behalf ( hmmm...secretary needed...apply within) teehee :) |
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sometimes things just get toooo monotonous |
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looking forward to the weekend and what fun its going to bring.... |
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not such a friendly bunch on here i think |
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i hate to hear people blow their nose hard(sniff) i hate a grunt when people sniff..i got cold and getting on my nerves...sniff!...ooh n a little grunt :) |
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i love how He knows the best thing to do and helps solve troubles life throws.. i adore Him, worship Him and am thankful He is my Master and friend, im a very happy girl x |
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i had to buy a porn mag from local shop...nearly 5 English pounds... i said to Michelle, blimey thats a bit steep. Again he shocked me with His demand, nearly same as taking my top off in the lakes for photos. i will get it and He can read and look at it whilst i worship Him x |
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we had a fab weekend in the Lakes last weekend...sorry that He had so many blisters after a long hike...new boots now should fix Him. we did a few miles with new boots today and enjoyed..no blisters.
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just reminded not to push my luck with Him. i deserved the pleasure and the pain,(lol) but i am sorry that i let myself down. |
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changed my profile as i was told to feel a bit irritable at the mo... hey ho thats life |
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cane or crop this afternoon? i prefer cane as i dont have to count every one and Sir warms my ass up first. i really dont deserve crop...i was joking and hadnt being trying to push my luck...honest x |
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just had a canny tip for grand national...Creosolt....apparently great over fences!!! teehee |
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my reading skills just let me down...collected mail for Sir to find a letter from a Femdom....second glance it read barclaycard freedom....sheesh. i giggled :) |
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just spent a long kinky session with Sir, very tingly now, and will be more carefull what i say in texts in future!! |
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youve been framed on telly zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz time to play scrabble mithinks |
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Sir, your charlie fell off his earthly perch.. i know you jested when you said that you never knew a budgie slept on the floor of a cage. (for any twitters His birdy was old and well cared for) x of course i know budgie fanciers aint twitters...bout time for fun on this site mi thinks...all this Sir says n fakes!!!...blagh blagh..zzzzzzzzzz
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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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watched a bairn topple over in a little rock pool today, his mam said ''aww, you got your hands wet'' i said to Sir...wait until she sees in his wellies! lovely day for a walk to the coast. |
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looking forward to the weekend x |
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Hey Sir... i was on my way home in car..... lights were on red...poor AA guy in van looked like he was heading for a breakdown! loved you text me that. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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working night shift on His birthday........whats a girl to do? |
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nightshift on new years eve was cold...lots of snow, beautiful tho and got to build 2 snowpeople in our break... much more fun than standing in a queue for 2 hours for a drink. off til 15th of Jan now so lots of time with Sir, .... and scrabble x happy new year |
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He went to work.. and i ironed, played scrabble, polished, played scrabble, made a jelly n fruit, played scrabble,talked on phone, played scrabble,made custard,played scrabble,made 2 off above into trilef(trifle) now gonna play scrabble b4 shower n play x |
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new long paddle, very hard, lovely smelling leather, still tingling bottom. going back to play! x |
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just had a text, blimey sometimes i just dont have the answer... is a jaffa cake a biscuit or cake? sheesh, lol |
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looking forward to weekend with Him. just finished work as im a canny lass who has a life besides worship n subby, i love life xx |
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gotta work 4 nightshifts before i get to spend time with my Master again....sobbbbbbbbbb |
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was my birthday yesterday, 44 now! i wonder how some people stay 29 on here for years... maybe i wish for the wrong things when i blow the candles out...teehee :) |
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going to whitby this weekend. hooray for time off n our lovely campervan |
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working when He is off is a lot to handle...but His texts make me miss Him more,.were going away for weekend n no doubt my jaw will ache, back to doing what i should have done an hour ago |
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2 days left to take tamiflu then back to work pining Sir!!! xxx |
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least said ............i got swine flu.............. soonest mended.......... as my nanna used to say! sobbbbbbbbbbbb
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sadist121 blocked me after messaging me and i was polite in reply, he is rude and makes me think he is a reason Geordie men get bad press.....a day later and messaging me although i am blocked to reply...cooochie coooooo hinny! just because we dont wanna play with your size8! sub??? |
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well the van is packed and ready to go on our first jaunt tomorrow...soo excited... british lakes in summer, packed raincoats! lol |
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back to the normal moi today...phew |
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i sent a couple of messages to some Dom chaps who have sent a message about my journal entries, i will not be damned to hell for doing so and i find they have more about them than some females... i recon some subs could do with going on a Fek yaself site as nobody else could do! and sorry Sir, nightshifts, miss you n having a wee rant! see ya soon tho x
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first time i been on for a while although Master looks in every day, i wonder how anybody on here actually become friends, ive yet to talk to anyone who is friendly....maybe some of you lasses should take a very large chill pill |
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its june, uk...day off and hailstoning this afternoon...i expected a bit rain on days off, but this is rediculous, more rust than suntan! sheesh never mind He will be in at 8 so can have a power nap b4 He comes in, or maybe watch some porn..oops i mean wash some prawns |
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staying with master tonight even though i gotta leave for work at 6am....hey ho, the sun might shine and we can make daisy chains in the garden, good therapy! |
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new plan is a camper van....oooh gonna be a hippy which is canny cool as i love the smell of patchouli oil...coooooool mahn!!! teehee. |
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it appears the plan is to retire to bridlington, sucking on freshly cooked doughnuts, and racing Master in a bright red moblilty scooter along the prom prom prom!!! |
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its a 2 year aniversary for Master and i this bank holiday weekend, having a trip to bridlington....mmmm fish and chips! 2 year of no crossed wires, no huffs or arguments, i adore Him, and i know how lucky i am xx |
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get to spend all weekend with Him, but working bank holiday is a bugga!! still debating the forced bi thing, sometimes i think i will, then i think i am not the type to share, Him nor me! its so hard sometimes |
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i was wanting some new pics on here. if i ask Him again will that make me a nag!? all my texts have been on time, i only owe 10 crops then get to have cane, or tawse...whatever He chooses....cane...cane..lol
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i really like your profile, youre really sweet and pretty...im sure we sould get along really well...had a couple of these, really pretty with mi woolly hat on feeding swans from behind..not sure wheter to laugh or cry!! teehee x |
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work work and work... how dull x |
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im not really naughty, but working so much has got me owing 140 crops,new leather couch aint gonna feel so nice to sit on, so gonna make most of it, 5 shifts to go before day off....grrrr. |
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had a fab weekend, cant sit down tho...i luv the cane, thankyou Sir, i adore you xx |
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2 down and 3 to go, loving life right now x
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i was warned that life was going to be less 'cotton wool' as He says He is sometimes too easy on me.... im ready, but pussy doesnt wanna be cropped again for playing without permission,but He says another 4 times will be the consequence, hate it at the time but luv it when He stops...im sure girls know what i mean x
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wearing stockings all the time with no pants .. although a turn on its just not as comfortable as baggy pyjamas asd fluffy bed socks ali x
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i wish you a merry chrismas and a happy new year...tra la la x |
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cystitus again, and more anti biotics! is it due to being shaved now and horny all the time i wonder.... anybody got some prevention tips for me please? tips on preventing cystitus that is...not being horny!! lol
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got a runny nose n bad heady cold, but still wanna play! im so greedy now! and clearly the hokey cokey isnt what its all about...lol big footie match this weekend however were both working and will miss the fun x |
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well, downer out the way n all is well with the world. He still wants another sub to join us, i have gone from not wanting to, to not being too sure about it...any help out there? this problem is about a year old now n i still find it unbalances my scales...being a libran n that!!! also whos idea was it to put an S in lisp? |
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i recon sometimes i am a bit needy and lack any self esteem, i get a downer on myself and need reassurance that im ok really! is this a common sub thing? or just me being a pain in the a*se?? |
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old lap top fixed and swanny is back..lol weekend was great, however still sore from being used, so greedy i want to do it again... thankyou Sir x
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didnt get new pics done, wanted to recreate my swan pic but too wet (outside),teehee! suggested to Sir we get a rubber duck and do pic indoors with a bucket instead...lol life is so serious innit !?! x |
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off at weekend so He says we can put new pics on...sadly swan pic died with old lap top...not my year mithinks!! |
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was on here for 15 month and for some reason profile was deleted, and me in my prime!! lol.
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