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Well,
it amazes me that some cannot read my profile enough to undrestand not to contact me if You can't form thought, words connected to a paragraph or at least something... well, at any rate i just delete them and move on...

Well, i've vented. Yes slaves vent we are human afterall. i feel all i have been doing lately is working... i need a break.

Well, going to a play party this oct.. so that will be good to get out.. watch.. visit.. etc.

Halloween is coming, one of the holidays i enjoy. i decorated the window for the neighborhood.

Most importantly though is the weather, its chaging, yea! i love Fall.. Winter and Spring.
cuddling up in blankets, a nice cozy sweater, hmm tip of my nose cold...

Well, going to close for now... always things unfolding, life continueing and thoughts and feelings abound...

Good morning,

Hm, its been some time since writing. Nice to always state the obvious. Anywazzzz, it seems that i have been taking a sabbatical from being involved in the local scene. Partly due to work. Also, because of the summer.
     However, i am also finding it hard to find Dominent Men who have the ability to communicate honestly, opening and without games. They start off well, they are articulate, know what they want and demonstrate the Dominance that becomes them. Then something happenes and this behavior changes. Can't we just be who we are??? Is this to much to ask?
     Oh well, i practice in other ways as not to lose who i am...

   i trust this day will find E/everyone well...-

Good morning E/everone,

Its been a real interesting time these last few months. It seems my life is never dull, to say the least.

Anyway, this is short today, i will try to become regular in the future.

have a wonderful and great day to E/everyone

Thanksgiving....

What am i thankful for? Many things..

i am thankful for my mom, aunt, daughter, Uncle and Aunt, ok some of my family....

i am thankful for my friends.. who let me be me without judgment and with acceptance and love....

i am thankful for being employed...

i am thankful for good health and a cheery disposition...

This Turkey day was very warm and full of love and spending time with family. i hope that E/everyone had an opportunity to share a meal with family or friends or both...

a humble suggestoin: take time to enjoy life and the people in your life...

Hmmmm, i think i will close on that thought..

hello,

Once more time has proven that things can't always be trusted that people no matter who can let you down.

Luckily, i'm optismistic and sure this too will pass...

Still keeping an eye out for a Dom with the ability of honesty, ability to communicate, to posssess all the qualities needed to understand His role and that of His slave...

The journey is always unfolding, a path unwalked is always a challenge and still worth the time to find the growth and goals at the end.

i find it ironic that still even with it written in my profile to not send me messages that just say hi, that i still get them. It would be nice to actually have a Dom put a few sentences together that actually deserve an answer. It would be nice to see them show some energy, effort and sincereity... Alas dreams can come true if you wish hard enough. lol

hello,
Once more it has been awhile since posting. Just been busy. Now that spring has sprug time is flying by and.. the heat is rising.

i am very puzzled about this site or should i say people on this site. i know some of Y/you personally so i know Y/your character. Mabye im spoiled that way that i belong to a local BDSM group thus it gives me an opportunity to meet real live I/individuals. However, the rest is why i am puzzled why be on a site like this if Y/you really don't want to find someone.

i guess people will be people but for today that was a thought i had.

i think its foolish to recieve emails that just say hi, i mean what am i suppsoed to do with that? Does that really work when in a relationship Y/you are going to be trusting this person with your life?

At any rate enjoy the weekend that is slowly approaching us..
:)

good evenig, Today is Friday, whoo hoooo!! Its been a long week. i enjoy what i do but sometimes you just need a vacation... The superbowl is this weekend, sounds like its going to be a great game... NOthing special going on just enjoying life and its possibilities.... i hope E/everyone is enjoying each little moment in their pathway of life...

Well, its been some time since i wrote in my journal. The holiday's and family things have caused my attentions to be otherwised engaged. i find it funny that people in general do not understand that if Y/you don't mean what Y/you say don't say them. i understand its both parties male/female who have this knack to lie. i wonder about it and then realize its because W/we live in a world that integrity and honesty do not find its way through E/everyone. Well, as You probably suspect i have fallen to prey of a Dom saying who He is and what He is looking for and then finding in the long run He wasn't worth my time..... Of course, this is a set back but its not the end because i know there are men out there that say what they mean and do what they say. (yes and women as well) So, i will continue to work on me until the right one comes along...

good evening E/everyone,
my my how time travles. Sometimes life has surprises and sometimes it has warm fuzzies and sometimes it has a bowl of cherries yet at other times its just doing everything you can to make it through the day. Sometimes in life you think your doing well and then something comes along and bang.. makes everything look like a bad apple... answers to questions are not always instant but a journey in itself...

have a good evening E/eveyron.....

Good Halloween eve,

i had a great time attending the Friday night munch. There were many Halloween costumes and more people attending then i have seen in awhile. i even received a gift. Whoo hooo! wooden kitchen Utencils. (hmm i wonder what i could do with them, giggles).

i trust that E/everyone will have a safe Halloween. Be it if they are trick or treating, at a party, having a session or just enjoying time at home with a good horror movie.... spooky partings....

good afternoon,

Well, today is a lovely day outside. i been wondering about communication. Yes, its important. Its a part of the lifestyle however how many really use this tool to clearly undersatnd, to clearly coomunicate their needs and wants? How many communicate effectively and honestly?

For me its imparetive. i do not think a successful relationship can happen without it.

Do men think of communication differently then women? Ponders that some more through the day..

greetins E/everyone,

i have been very busy with work, work work...
Finally, i get a break so thought i would say hello. i love this time of year because of the spooky horror movies out there to watch. Well, i will close for now until i am more inclided to write..

Good evening,

giggles, i just learned how and where this do hickey thingy is so i thought i would write something down. So, hello E/everyone. Along with my BDSM interests i am a teacher so i spend much of my time grading and planing and evaluationg... i know boring. However, its not all i want out of life. i have met many good people in the Las VEgas area and count them as friends. i have many good experiences and hope to continue that. i enjoy attending the local munches, parties and dicussions. Sadly though i did miss our first breakfast munch. Well i am going to close for now. i do hope E/everyone has a wonderful weekend.

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