sluttybum69

Daddy and I finally met and had the most amazing weekend in the world. We ended up staying an extra night cause we couldn't bare to part, we were having such an amazingggggg time.

Meeting daddy was soooooooo much better than both of us even anticipated... he is truely amazing, i love him so much. We managed to try everything we wanted to and just enjoy times just us, together :)

I don't really want to share about our time together as much as i have been, it was Daddy and I's special time, all ours. But the stuff in enjoyed the most was whipping and spanking, breath play, bondage and anal play... eeeeeeeeee. I never ever thought i'd enjoy anal play but i really really did. Daddy was so gentle when he needed to be, and then so rough when he wanted. He is perfectttttttttttttttttttt

Only 72 hours until we meet again for the weekend, and then i'll be spending the whole weeeeeeek with him the following week... I am a very very very lucky girl.

I miss Daddy so much but we'll be able to do it... we can do anything!!!

Love you daddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy <3

SB

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Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Daddy and I are booking our meeeeettttt this evening, ahhhhhh so so so excited!!!!!!

27 dayssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!

I love you daddy :)

SB

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So Daddy and I tried fisting me the night before last. wow. ouch.

I was super nervous beforehand, i've never been nervous about anything with Daddy before, not really... the anal play obviously but i didn't feel like i did then... i was scareddddd :P I mean, i'd tried to do it before and it'd never succeeded but i know how far i'd go to please Daddy and i know he knows my boundaries better than myself.

I was super tense, i've never ever been like that before i always thought that i could relax on cue... not this time, it was so difficult. Daddy told me to lube my entire hand i was excited but so so nervous. 1st and 2nd fingers were fine, just like normal, it was pleasurable though the thought of what to come was hovering in the back of my mind. 

Daddy kept telling me to take my time, i guess i was trying to rush myself, i just wanted it over, which is so strange cause i fantasise about it so much, i guess having something done to you involving pain and actually doing it to yourselnt things. 3 fingers were then entered, it was a push, probably only the 2nd or 3rd time i'd filled myself up that much and it hurt. 

I was gentle though, trying to relax myself, stretch myself out for Daddy, but just as i felt ready for the 4th finger it'd feel good and i'd tighten around my fingers. This kept repeating, it was a vicious circle. I finally managed to get the 4th in but only by the fingertip, no further. Daddy was reassuring me, telling me exactly what to do, it was comforting but at the same time the pain was at the forefront of my mind. I had my safeword though, i knew that, but i didn't feel i had to use it, i could manage :)

I tried spreading my fingers to open myself out a bit more, pushing, stretching, more lube, lube was definitely my friend that night. I tried entering my thumb but it wasn't happening, it was so so sore i felt like i was about to rip in half :P I thought past the pain but it just didn't seem physically possible for my thumb to enter, I wanted to do this so much, i was trying so hard and i was feeling like i was failing. 

No way was it happening this time so i asked daddy if we could start from the beginning again now we'd stretched out a bit. He said yes but when starting again i was just as tight as the beginning, my muscles had tightened and now even two fingers was uncomfortable. 

I was sore, tired, hurting and disappointed in myself, Daddy and I agreed to stop and try another time. He was fine, he said he was so so proud of me and said i'd done well but i just didnt feel like i'd done well at all, a wave of emotions were flooding over me, i was upset, crying, all because i hadn't managed to complete a task that Daddy had wanted, it'd never happened before and i hate failure.

I know we said we'd try again but i wanted to please Daddy now, more than i'd even pleased him before. Eventually i realised i need to listen to Daddy more, when he says things he really truly means them. Daddy would never ever lie to me, it'd be silly :)

I'm looking forward to trying again, even if we don't manage to do it next time, we'll be trying and thats the best we can do :) Daddy says all he ever asks of me is to try my best, and that i will do. And hey, we have all the time in the world, it'll happen eventually one day, and i need to stop being such a worrypot :P

We had an amazing night last night, so much fun. I realise how much i love Daddy more each day, he's amazing and i'm such a lucky girl to have him.

I'll keep y'all updated soon.

SB

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Eeeeeep my flower is so sore.

Will continue this later, ouchie.

Daddy read the text yesterday and found it what a naughty girl i'd been - he was very disappointed :( He said seeing as i like to play so much i was to play last night... but i wasn't to cum. I winged and moaned about it and then Daddy said then i shall fist myself.... eeeeeeeeeeeeep, i know i said i wanted to be fisted but not myself, my flower is teenie tiny.

Then last night Daddy didn't mention play at all, we had an amazing night, chatting and drinking and watching stuff and listening to music and just having lots of fun, i was relieved and guessed daddy had forgotten about my punishment, but i had learnt never to do it again... i dont eveerrrrr want to fist myself!

Then today daddy text me saying 'don't think i've forgotten about your punishment' :( He told me to have lots of lube ready b-buhhh i really dont wanna, it's gonna hurt my flower so so bad and :(. I want Daddy to cause its him doing it... but me doing it myself... nu-uhhhhhhhhhhhh.

All because i came without permission and fantasised about fisting... i really shouldn't have given Daddy ideas :P I am a very silly ickle girl.

Will keep you updated on how tonight goes..... eeeeeeeeeeep, i scaredy :(

SB

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Oopsies, i've been a very naughty girl again and cum without permission once more. I really didn't mean to i promise! I jus... i jus got carried away and :( My sex drive is super high at the moment and Daddy was asleep and he wasn't gonna be awake for ages so i gave up on asking for permission... i wasn't going to tell him, but im devoted to him so much i just cannot keep things from Daddy, he knows anything and everything about me and i like it that way, it's not time to start keeping things from him.

It all started when i was lying on my side curled up and i was imagining Daddy spooning me... then i starting thinking about how he'd gently caress my ass as i ground myself back onto his lolly... and..and then i'd ask for permission to touch my flower but he'd say no... only before reaching round himself and caressing me softly, gently to start with as i grew more and more aroused and more and more ready to take daddy in my butt.

Then i started to think about how much i love Daddy's lolly and how much i want to show him what a clever little girl i am and how skilful my mouth is!!!! Then him fucking my throat fast and hard, preventing me from breathing... showing his little girl how much he appreciates her skills. And i'd take it, i'd take it all happily... big girls makeup - mascara watering down my cheeks... lipstick smudged all over my face... saliva dripping down onto my breasts - a complete mess.

I then started thinking about Daddy fisting me and how amazing it'd feel when it finally happened and how much i wanted him to do so.. which lead me onto thinking of a video i'd watched not long ago about public play... it was so so hot. Then i was fantasising about various situations... being fucked over my car, being made to cum in a restaurant with everyone around me, urgently fucking in a lift; racing to cum before we reach our destination and get caught, balconys, alleyways, being tied to fences, lamposts.. the works. 

And what lead me to my orgasm was thinking about experiencing all those things with Daddy, and how it would only be the best with Daddy and how he'd make everything extra amazing and unf.

Daddy hasn't woken up yet so he isn't aware that i've broken my rules so i am cautiously awaiting punishment! Eeeeep :( I really did learn my lesson last time Daddy, i jus really needed to cum this time... and you weren't around for permission...

Will keep you all updated on how i get on...

I'm so sorry, Daddy, I love you.

SB

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I was a naughty girl last night and came without Daddy's permission... he doesn't normally punish me for naughty things that much... but wow, did i get a shock.

He made me get my hairbrush and spank my really badly bruised boob from our play the other day 5 TIMES!!!!!!! it was so so so painful ughh. He then made me put my pretty pink pegs on both nipples for a while only before being made to pull them off without opening them up! I thought my nipples were going to rip off, with the left breast it was painful enough without the bruise but the right... ahhhhhhh. I finally managed to do it though and i was so proud of myself :D Though i really did learn my lesson and will try my best to never ever ever cum without permission again.

I'm sorry Daddy, I was made to spank my breasts and peg my nipples and torture them by pulling them off to be taught that Daddy owns my flower and that my flower is only touched when Daddy says so and his little girl will only cum when given permission.

Daddy let me cum again after though... I love the amount of pleasure he gives me and how turned on he makes me... hehehe!

We also had a good night again last night and each day that goes by means it's closer to Daddy and I meeting!!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i can't wait!!!!!

I love you, Daddy! You da best daddyy in the worldddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd :D:D:D:D You're everything and more i could have asked and wished for in a Daddy <3

SB

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Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

Last night Daddy and I had a fun night once again! We were both really haappy and just really enjoyed our time together which was nice :)

After reading yesterdays journal Daddy decided that it was time to play with my bum again... we lubed the dildo up and inserted it again but it was much more painful this time because i didn't have any preparation beforehand, but it was okay :)

Daddy then let me play with my flower as long as my dildo stay in my ass... i actually had more fun with the dildo in my ass than with my flower... hehe. I liked fucking myself in the ass, it was fun... yes, it hurt a lot but that was to worry about afterwards :D I came the most i had in a long time which resulted in a change of sheets hehehe :P it was so worth it... i definitely want my ass fucked by Daddy now... i actually might be looking forward to it an ickle bit :$

Later on Daddy decided that i was to be marked... i tied my breasts up with rope as tight as possible and Daddy made me bite several times as hard as i could... it definitely hurt more than last time but i absolutely loved it! It left some very pretty marks behind too.

Daddy then made me light our candle ready for wax play and allowed me to smoke but the amount of wax the candle produced in that time was to be poured over me all at once... eepppppp. I have never smoked so quick in my entire life :P

3..2..1 Daddy counted me down before i poured the wax all over my boob, i screamed out in pain, it was more intense this time, i think it's because my boobs are extra sensitive at the moment, but i love it. 

We put the candle to one side and i was to spank all the wax off with my hairbrush, gosh did that kill. That was the most painful part... by the end of it my nipples were burning heh :P And i had to hurry too because all the wax produced in this time was going on my flower!!!!!!!

Wow, this time it hit my clit straight on... it was such a strange feeling, so incredible like a faucet in the bath but at the same time an intense pain meaning the pleasure wasn't to be enjoyed and cherished :P

Gosh was it painful after. Not so much my flower... but my boob was so tender - much worse than last time... i couldnt even have material brushing against it! I kept wincing out in pain but i absolutely know it's what i want. And i'm starting to develop a wonderful mark from Daddy, i know i'm going to wuv it alotttttttttttttttttttt.

Afterwards we chilled and listened to music, what a great come down. Daddy's reassurance of how well i'd done and how proud he was of his girl makes me feel amazing and so tingly inside. All i want to do is please Daddy immensely then this little girl is happy :D The only thing i needed was a snuggle and kisses from Daddy and then it would have been perfect

I love playing with Daddy it's so funnnnn, i can't wait for real life meet ups... it's gonna be great :D

Andddddddddddd for being such a brave little girl i get a picture of Daddys treat soon... i can't wait heheheheheh :D

I'll update yall soon. 

SB

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Yayyyyyy

Daddy and I have had an amazing couple of weeks, it's been absolutely incrediblee!! And so so nice too to be able to just really enjoy each others company and get to know each other more. 

We've finally booked a time to meet and it's only a month away eeeeeeeeeeeeek. I'm so so excited, i finally get to hold my daddy and touch him and let him use me and i'll get to be his good ickle girl yayaya :D

Ahhh, we have had some amazing play lately, though my pwetty bruise has vanished but we plan to rectify that tonight with another one of Daddy's marks...

We tried anal play 2 days ago... wow... i was sooooooo scared. My bumm is my secret place and i didnt want anyone near it but we trieddddd. First the butt plug was in for a while, i like the feeling of my butt plug, butttt its super slimline so just right for me and easy to insert...

Daddy made me walk round a bit with it in which was torrrrrrtureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, but of course, i loved it. Then we got my biggest dildo... the one that hardly fits in my flower... i was so so worried. hehe. I couldn't help but be excited though, but i didn't tell daddy that bit so shhhhhhhhhh. We used LOTS of lube and Daddy helped me do it in the best way possible so it wouldnt hurt nearly as much or damage me or anything. He really does think through our play opposed to other Doms i've been with and that's why i love him so much. He's the best and he really does care for me.

I finally got it in, it hurt the first bit but i was so pleased with myself that i'd got it in and managed to please Daddy, as long as Daddy was happy i was, it felt a little uncomfortable but it'd bound to first time anything that big has been in my bummmm. I was scared it was going to hurt when taking it out but i showed daddy as i did it... and in fact it was much more pleasurable than expected... i was so so surprised!!!!

Afterwards i even wanted to do it again and explore more. I didn't tell Daddy though but i know we definitely will in the future! The amount of hapiness i experienced after we'd had that play was incredible, that's what i love about pleasing Dadddy, the sense of achievement for not only him but myself.

I'm actually really interested in exploring anal play further now and i'm actually so happy that i can please daddy in yet another way. And dare i say it i actually do want to try anal sex, and i know that'll make daddy extremely happyyyy eekkkkkkkkkkkk.

Things are going great and i'm looking forward to the month to come leading up to our meet up! It's going to be AMAAZZIZNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

I love you Daddy, lots and lots and lots.

Will keep y'all posted

SB

xxx

EEEEEEEEEEE

Yesterday was the best day ever. Daddy and I played yesterday and it was the bestest eveererererrrerrr!!!

I managed to become the littlest i've ever become, im so so happy because it means i trust daddy with the world. I loved it a lot, and it seemed as if Daddy did too. I was also scared for daddy to see how little i can get, i get into a certain zone and its amazing, i can be who i want and i love it. 

We played and he wanted me to go into a chatroom so he could show me off and how little i was but i wouldn't, my little is for daddys eyes only, i trust him and only him with me and it stays that way. 

I also LOVED how Daddy was here for my comedown, every other daddy/dom i've been with have played and then let me sub/little drop by myself. Having daddy there meant it was much easier for me and also he could understand and help with aftercare. We listened to music and just chilled, because i was so regressed the comedown was big but it was totally worth it.

I love my Daddy so much he gets better and better each day!!!!! 

We've had a few uppitys and downitys but thats just life just now, we're getting through it and we da best!!!!!!

WUV YOU DADDY, IF ANYONE STEALS YOU IMMA BEAT DEM YOU'RE MINE

MWAH

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Daddy and I's past week has been difficult... not between us.. just the circumstances :)

We've both been very busy with work and stuffs and our times clash and we've been tired, but we're getting used to it and it's getting better! Our routine will get easier and easier - Me and Daddy can fight anything!!!!!

Last night Daddy joined me in my chatroom with all my little fwends which was lovely... and he seemed to enjoy himself too which was a bonus! Buttttt!!!!!!!!!!

I'd been a naughty girl the day before and played with my toys and made myself cum without permission.... b-buhhhh i didn't mean to, i only got them out to clean!!!!! I didn't tell Daddy until he found out and got it out of me so i was in even bigggggererrrrrr trouble!!! 

A-and he made me publicly apologise on mic IN FRONT OF ALL MY FRIENDS. A-and look at him in the eye a-and speak REALLY loudly, i had several failed attempts until i gots it right... i thinks i rweally have learnt my lesson this time :$

UGH, HOW COULD I FORGET!? I also had my ben wa balls in during the chat... on cam!! And it was torture everytime i moved i was getting huge waves of pleasure... and then i was told to bounce up and down!!!! Tinychat peoples are so so cruel. :P

I loved it though, and i feel much better and me and Daddy again now! 

OH OH OH ANDDDDDD ITS ONLY A MONTH TIL WE MEEETSSSS!!!!!

Anyways, i gotta gets off to the shops to buys some ickle girl panties... im told im not big enufss to go to the toilet tonight, so ickle girls panties it is... :$

Daddy Daughter night tonight - i can't waitsssssss!!

wuv you daddy :)

xxx

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I wuv my Daddy very, very much.

Last night Daddy let me touch my flower again... heh... h-he made me squirt into a glass that i had which was so so embarrassing... but so hot at the same time :$

my flower gets a lil shy though when she needs to do well on demand so it wasnt as much as we'd have liked but Daddy said we're going to work on it at the weekend when everyone's out and try and get a whole cup full!!! :O :O

Just when i thought i'd got away with it.. Daddy sprung it upon me that i must drink my squirt from earlier. He knows how much i love the taste of myself... but drink it out a glass!?!? eeeee :$ 

i'm looking forward being able to do more... Daddy and I are having an arts and crafts time on saturday where we'll... make some things! I'm definitely looking forward to that, but i'm hiding now just thinking about it.. hehehe!

Daddy and ! have stilll yet to decide a safeword that both works for us, though i know if i was uncomfortable ever i could stop play immediately... we just need our special word together :D

I've been thinking about Daddy lots and lots today, i'm constantly thinking about ways round to please him and things that he'd enjoy and things that would make him proud of his ickle girl :D Although we have our roughitty patches i feel like Daddy and i are getting stronger and stronger every day... yeah we argue and get mad at eachother but who doesn't?! I love him lots and he loves me... that's all that matters, really :D

I'll keep you posted with progression on the artsyyy craftsyyy!

SB

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I can't get over what a lucky girl I am!!!

How have I managed to find a Daddy that's so similar to me, so caring, so loving, funny, cute and just.. Arghhh :D

Last night I was feeling down and daddy was able to cheer me up in an instant :) we played last night... Rope, wax and rulers... Wow.

I love to have Daddys mark on me and that's exactly what I got... My breasts were abused and bitten... I tied them up super tight... Which I absolutely LOVED! I then got to cover them in wax which was so so hot... It looked beautiful. I just can't wait to play with coloured candles and have daddy paint a rainbow over my entire body. Daddy then let me remove the wax by spanking it off with a ruler... It took a fair bit of spanking to remove it but I loved every second. Daddy let me bite my breasts when they were tied up... Who would've thought that a bit of rope would make a bite feel so much hotter!

By the end of it my breasts were sore, swollen and covered in marks... Just how we love them.

Daddy said I was a super brave girl and allowed me to have a special treat and play with my toys!! I got to see Daddy's... treat too, I love it so much, I just can't wait for daddy to abuse my throat with it.

We're back to normal routines this week which means less time with Daddy, but we still have the weekends! I think the time we have together is now gonna be extra special... Every last second :)

I am a very happy little and submissive... We have so many more things to try and all the time in the world!!!

Love you, Daddy!

SB
xxx

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Daddy is the best Daddy in the whole wide world!! He recorded me a bedtime story today and sent it to me!

It is the very bestest thing evererererrerer!

I love that he's constantly thinking about me... i've asked for one before but not lately and then he surprises me today with it!!!! I love it so much!!!!

I love how now i can just listen to his voice whenever if feeling lonely or sad... he just brightens my day up!

LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SB

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I never said goodnight to Daddy last night, i hope he's not mad with me... just waiting for him to wake up, i've apologised and that i just fell asleep half way through texting :( Sorry Daddy!

we also keep arguing... I hate arguing with Daddy :( it upsets me so much... he said the reasons why we argue is because we love eachother so much and we're just scared - i agree! We've agreed to start again and try and just talk about problems and not get moody with eachother and try and sort them that way. After all we both admitted we know we're going to make up in the end so why prolong it and get into all that upset for nothing.

Daddy and I were chatting about how much has actually happened between us in the past week, it's been like a 6 month relationship would be for some people... and we've just crammed all those arguments that would happen in 6 months in this one week.

The ben wah balls stayed in for a total of 5/6 hours i think... Daddy said that one day soon we're going to keep them in all day with just a couple of breaks to avoid any risks... but wow. How incredible... iit's making me go all tingly just thinking about it.

I also wanna know why Daddy wont play... It upsets me... ultimately everything i do is to please and when Daddy's not getting pleasure from me it upsets me greatly. Hopefully things will all work themselves out in the end.

SB

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I wore my ben wah balls partly at work tonight... wow, heh, how embarrassing :$

I still have them in now... they feel amazing doing my day-to-day life general things with the constant reminder of Daddy by my flower... though Daddy never leaves my mind anyway... but the pleasurable feeling is even better :)

I asked Daddy for permission to get a treat for dinner tonight and he said yes... but the place was super busy and I thought maybe he'd be proud of me for resisting and being healthy and having something healthy from home for dinner, i'm trying to lose weight and i thought Daddy would be proud. I was silly to think this, i should have followed his orders and did as he said but i didn't :(

I tried to make it up to him by going back out but by the time i got there the place was shut :( I'm going to try my best to make it up to Daddy tonight, I really hope i can!

And all this took place with my Ben Wah Balls in :P

Talk Soon!

SB

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Last night was the night for wax play.

Wow, it was incredible... i've never done it on myself before and as we used tealight candles i was pretty nervous about the burn. But wow, we started on my legs, then breasts, then.... flower. Daddy told me that he trusted my judgement with how far to go with the wax on my flower. I really wanted to please Daddy, I'm not sure how many times i went, but at points i screamed, moaned and lost my breath. Daddy said I went further than he thought i would and that he was very pleased... I am so happy that i please Daddy; I love him a lot.

He then let me touch myself... I'd already cum before by not touching and just looking at him... I don't know how he does it to me, but he does. When i needed to orgasm Daddy denied it, AND THEN said he was going to listen to a song!! It was torture, the whole way i was counting down in my head.... however, he then revealed he was going to listen to it AGAIN. Daddy you torture me so muchhhhhhh :P

He said he held me off for 10 whole minutes, thats the longest i've ever held an orgasm and wow, it was sure worthwhile :P I very nearly cum on two occasions through those 10 minutes, but i was a good girl and made my Daddy proud :D

We've also discovered Daddy and I get very jealous of eachothers lives... well, the people in them anyway. We're trying our very bestest to work on it and we've promised we're going to TALK.

I'm having the time of my life - I love you, Daddy

SB

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I upset Daddy last night, i hate upsetting him, i really am trying to learn... I'm trying my best to make daddy proud and please him the best i can... i learnt i will probably always continue to disappoint him but as long as when he corrects me i listen and improve than it wont be too bad. He threatened corner time, i really don't want that again, i'd rather take the cane than corner time.

Daddy made me hold my orgasm last night, to an extent where i thought i couldn't hold it any longer, but i did... normally i would have just released but i actually managed to hold it... and when i did finally orgasm it was one of the best... again. Daddy knows how i work and what's best for me, i trust him and his judgement :P

We also dabbled in watersports... he made me pee in a glass and drink some... it was so wrong... but so right. It was strange... i was so so embarrassed doing... that, in front of daddy, but at the same time i was super turned on; I could see that Daddy really wanted me to do it... and i did... all for him. Next step i'd like to drink his pee... i'd like to be forced and used as his place of pee for a day.. heh :$

I'm looking forward to making Daddy cum, playing some more, experimenting with allllllll the many things we want to do... showing him my skills, making him proud of me. This is just the beginning... it's only early days yet and already i'm the happiest i've been in a very long time - the future excites me :D

I'll keep y'all updated soon :)

xxx

Gahhhhh,

Daddy and I had the bestest night ever last night, we had a few drinkies, didn't get too silly... watched some things together, listened to some amazing music... played.. a lot and it was just loads of fun!

It made me realise how much Daddy and I actually have in common... we like A LOT of the same stuff, its cute :) I was literally smiling the whole entire night, my face hurts this morning from how much i was laughing and having fun.

He also made me realise how much he ACTUALLY owns me, how everything he does is for my best interests. I managed to have a good balance of alcohol under his guidance which in turn meant we were having more fun because i wasn't legless... I smoked a grand total of once last night - all because of Daddy's doing... he really cares about me :)

And playing... Well, what can i say? It was one of the most intense things of my life. Daddy managed to make me cum without touching myself... that's never happened before... ever, ever, ever!! and whats more, it happened MULTIPLE times... and i'm not just talking twice :P

I wish i was able to please daddy more last night and help him cum, but he said i can do so tonight, so i'm super happy about that - i want to make my daddy proud!!

I slept so well last night... no wonder :P

Love you, Daddy

Will keep you posted with more updates!

SB

xxx

So i was a very naughty girl the past couple of days,  i was being bratty and inconsiderate and not following daddys orders.

I received my punishment in the worst way possible... i had corner time. I got ignored for 6 hours straight - it may not seem long... but it seemed a lifetime to me. I felt like Daddy was never ever going to speak to me again...

It made me think a lot, about how much i needed him and love him and want him in my life. He guides me and only wants to protect me, i admire that a lot... he treats me like a princess and i need to appreciate it more.

I thought of all the things i could do to try and get his attention... i thought about sending some pictures of wearing my new lingerie to him but i thought it would only get me in more trouble... i wanted to impress him with my toys, but i didnt have permission. I updated my journal for him, i worked hard on lots of studies. And i coloured him a picture, i wanted him to know that I love him lots and that i am very very sorry.

Imma try my best to be the greatest little of them all :D

I love you Daddy!!!

xxx

Daddy really does care for me.

B-but... i'm in a heap load of trouble, i guess i need to try and make it up to him but im not sure how. I hate being ignored... it's the worst punishment ever.. EVER.

I got super drunk and was really silly... i'm hoping i can try and make it up to him tonight... I'm going to please him lots, show him what a good little i am and how beyond everything my main aim is to please him, greatly.

I'm also starting to really love him :$

Will keep you posted!

SB 

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I'm confused.

My Daddy says he loves me and cares for me but he keeps me up all hours of the morning and isn't really bothered.

He needs to understand that my studies are super important to me and with my illness i miss enough without having to miss going in to study because i have been kept up too late the night before.

It's not good for me, my daddy needs to set a strict bedtime with me, its his duty :(

I really hope things improve :(

What a lovely past couple of days i have had... and am continuing to look forward to...

i actually hink i may have found my perfect daddy domm

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

will update you soon - happy SB!!!!!

xxx

Eventually, I am actually a satisfied, happy young little/sub :D

I have found a Daddy Dom in xdw3088 who has managed to restore my faith in this site and the whol bdsm community... for now anyway ;)

I am very happy and very pleased, i will keep you posted with updates!

Wish me luck guys!

SB

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