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	I have been a submissive strongly into bondage since i was very young. I am into Bondage, chains and shackles, caging, and pet play. Things i am curious about are, suspension, anal sex (dildo). I have my own bondage toys, heavy steel dungeon shackles and chains. I have some experience with hot wax play but i am not into pain. A light spanking or cropping is enough to keep me inline. Rope is nice but nothing turns me on like the rattle of steel chains and the cool feeling of metal on my wrists, ankles and neck. I am untrained and have little experience and therefore am open to most experiments. I am looking for a private scene or with a controlled group in a private residence or club. Nothing public for the moment. Intercourse is not necessary just foolin around and getting off is what I am looking for. I am clean and free of STDs. I don't smoke and i don't drink and i don't use drugs. If you do that's fine but not while in scene with me. I don't want your judgment impaired. Looks are not important, just that you are gentle and understanding but firm in your commands and are willing to put me in restraints and keep me there. Things I WILL NOT tolerate are anything illegal or harmful. Scat is out of the question and waterspouts are questionable. No consumption of human waste. NO SATANISTS, satanic, Wicca or occult themes. I am a Christian and i wont preach to you but i will not accept any blasphemous practices. If we become friends or something deeper that's cool but for now i am just looking for a mistress. I WILL NO LONGER BE ACCEPTING ANY OFFERS TO "OWN" ME! I nolonger have any wish to pursue this lifestyle on a 24/7 basis. I will not give up my rights to anyone. I have been down that road and the journey wasn't a smooth one. So if you are a guy or female looking for a full time slave, keep looking. He aint here.

6/8/2011 8:14:41 PM

well I have done much soul searching as I have returned to my parents home from my misadventure in East Texas. I was a failure as a lifestyle slave but i gave it my best shot and that is nothing to be ashamed of. Rather I am thankful to God almighty that I was able to see that that lifestyle was not for me. I could not handle it emotionally or physically and I have decided even if i could I wouldn't want to.

I am glad to be home again.

I have been struggling since i was molested by my best friend at age 20. Being a very late bloomer 20 was a very decisive period in my development into sexual maturity. He asked I said no but he was cunning and gradually introduced me to the concept until somehow I ended up his bitch.

Since leaving him I have struggled with my sexuality. I have no attraction to men but I have found the fantasy of being forced to serve them erotic.

Every time though I have tried to live out that fantasy I am left even more confused and frustrated once the rush of climax has ebbed. Recently I have been with a gentlemen. he made the mistake of allowing me to cum first and so did I come to my senses and my strait side was very critical of the task I had to perform. I was trying not to cry as I went down on him and begging God just to let him cum and get it over with. I never want that retched taste in my mouth EVER again!

Afterwords I broke down and pathetically sobbed, trying to explain my feelings and apologizing for wasting the time and money he had used to see me. I had told myself that I was going to go through with it but after he got off I could stay nolonger. I collected my things and left as fast as i could.

SO HERE TODAY IN FRONT OF GOD AND EVERY KINGSTER HERE ON COLLARME I DECLARE THAT I AM STRAIT AGAIN AND WILL NO LONGER ENTERTAIN SUCH FANTASY IN REAL LIFE EVER AGAIN. I WILL NO LONGER SEEK OUT NOR ACCEPT ANY INVITATION FROM GUYS ALONE. Threesomes with a female however is a possibility. If something happens in the heat of the moment no biggie. But I will be a bitch for no man ever again!!!