slowpoison

Lately when I log on, I have this visceral reaction to the people here. I think GOD is everyone sex crazed? lol Well, yeah, many of us are...

But tonight the reaction is different...I feel sad. We're all just looking for someone to connect with, someone to be there for the things we need, someone to give love to in the end. Not always that end. Okay some of you fuckers just want somewhere to stick your dick :P I'm not talking to you! It seems most of the people here want more than that. I wish we could all find it. It's group hug time ;) we DO all deserve to find love, to have someone care for us in that way. To be there when we feel like shit, when we've had fantastic days and horrible ones, to make it all better.

No, I haven't been drinking. Why do you ask? :P

So, if you contact me...don't be married. Don't be FUCKING married.

If it's an open relationship and I can talk to her too, then fine. I probably still won't do anything or move forward with a relationship because I'm not poly.

But I'm so freaking sick of married guys pretending not to be. What kind of an ASSHOLE do you have to be, to be screwing over her AND me, getting my feelings involved when you know it's never going to happen? You SUCK. Liars who lie just suck. Now I know a few guys who I'm still friends with who have admitted they are with someone right off the bat, that I can even respect a bit (again, it probably won't go further because I just don't do that), at least there's partial honesty. But lying to everyone is just...being a douche.

And honestly? I'm kind of a fan of vengeance.

lol Can I just say here I'm a big old liberal misplaced hippie? Had someone today write me off because I'm liberal. Okay then ;)

I guess it was surprising, because when I brought it up, I was kidding. I've dated quite a few conservatives. The ones I hit it off with are the open minded ones, the ones who will good naturedly joke around with me, the ones who understand we are the sum of our parts, not one belief or one opinion or one ideology.

I love debating lol I'm not sure if that makes me a bad sub. Some may think so. But they're also the ones who like a mindless walking sex doll. Well...I ain't that boys. I have what we call in the business a *gasp* BRAIN! And I love using it! I think that makes me an even better sub...I'd think it's more impressive when someone intelligent wants to submit to you, showing you that you are pretty damn dominant ;)