so i was writing today about my feelings losing 3 friends of mine in 9/11 attacks. 2 worked at the world trade center and one worked at the pentagon. I talked to all 3 of them the day before and they made me promise them if something ever happened to them not to be sad or angry. The next day they were all gone and the 3 friends were my best friends in the whole world. Chase worked on the floor that the airplane hit in the south tower and his brother Duncan worked as a security guard and both did not make it. The other name was Virginia and i do not know what happened but it was quick for all three of them.

So i been working this week with many cases and the spca in Georgia has contacted the SPCA where i work and they said they have a large dogfighting ring and they would need backup due to how many pitbulls there is and there are other animals at the site. we are going to be the backup with our experience in large dogfighting rings bust. Life as a fighting pitbull is sad and painful. Sometimes shelters have no other option but to put the fighting pitbulls down. It also goes for cockfighting but that is the only option is to put the roosters out of their misery. Roosters are pumped up on vitamins and steriods and they are super aggressive can never be around another animal due to their aggression. i will be the lead investigator for the spca in alabama.

so i was on facebook yesterday when i saw this heartwarming story of two different animal species working together. It was about a blind boxer name Baks and his friend Buttons, a goose guiding him. Baks would grab Buttons around the neck to be guided around or Buttons would honk to tell Baks where to go. that is one of the most heartwarming stories that i have heard of.

well this week has been sad with the boston marathon bombing and the explosion in Texas. God Bless the victims and family of those horrible things. But this week i let go all but one pitbull i named Faith to forever loving homes that i bottle-raised since they were 4 days old. i made sure they got good homes. I did background checks on the potential adopters. Napoleon the English Mastiff that came to the rescue with three embedded collars his neck wounds have been sewn up and he is on the mend. He has a home with my aunt that has 3 english mastiffs so the good news is i can see him. I wish i could keep him but i can't have several of my own.

My full-time job is a animal cruelty investigator/part-time foster mom to those who need a little tlc or need to grow. i been on the job almost 2 months and i have done several big seizures including dogfighting,cockfighting aka rooster fighting which in all 50 states is a State felony where you can get life in jail.

well i am starting to learn the ways of the ancient ways of tarot card reading. The first pack of tarot cards were found in the 1400's it has been around a long time. knowing that i have a gift and learning the ways of tarot cards is fun but hopefully will be useful.

On April 27th, 2013 will mark the 2 year anniversary of the deadliest tornado outbreak in U.S. History a day that Alabama will never forget. 53 counties in alabama were affected by that one Wednesday day April 27th, 2011 and 55 tornados were confirmed including 2 ef-5 and 7 ef-4s. We will now always be prepared when tornado season comes knowing that could happen again.

i need to remind you all i am not a retard i have austim ever heard of it. I also have bi-polar. To me disability is ability. I work my ass off hard to get where i am today. I was raised in loving BDSM family. i would never ask or trade my family for anything in the world. Okay so i have a virus due to the fact i am wearing diapers is because of i cannot control my bowels due to the gastric bypass i had. Saturday i collasped at petsmart and was rushed to the hospital due to low blood sugar dehyradation and a virus and i have a concussion. Luckily my brain is fine i am scared to death due i had brain surgey that i could get really hurt.

well i have something that is very special and has to do with my native american heritage. I can see what will happen in the future, when it happens and how it will happen. It comes to me in dreams. I am learning to control these visions under a spiritual guide.  By the way i will not tell anyone what is gonna happen because my gift does not happen all the time.

it is me again things have happened to me in the past few months. in Janruary i started getting very very sick and ended up in the hospital where they found a mass. They removed it this past monday and it was a lemon size tumor. i have taken on several other animals that include a great dane and a saint bernard and i am also now a animal cruelty investigator for the local SPCA. When i move i will be able to get a job as one.

This winter has been hard on me. Christmas Eve, i thought i was having a heart attack and was rushed to the emergency room by my mom. Looks like my arthritis that i have since after having open-heart surgey is getting worse as every year passes. I am also back to volunteering with the rescues i had to take time off due to my back. I have Degnerative Disk Disease in my Lumbar Spine and i also have Scolliosis. As the New Year started i am getting my teeth done, and many other things to hopefully that will help.

Do not judge me by my pictures seriously i have probably been through alot more than many of you have. first and -saving surgies 10 years apart. when i was just 17 years old i underwent open-heart surgey for a huge hole in the heart that if it was not fixed i would not be writing this right now. when i was 27 i had brain surgey (Decompression Surgey) for an Arnold-Chiari 1 Malformation litterally it means my skull was too small for my brain, i would have been paralyzed if i did not have brain surgey to have part of my skull removed my first cervical vertebrea and half of my second. when it comes to my teeth, i had abcesses and had alot of teeth removed, now when it comes to having open-heart surgey and abcesses not a good combination. If you are younger than me do not contact me i am not interested in "boys" as i call them.